No Confession Between Friends - No confession between friends - Episode 127 (Epilogue)

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The sun was bright, but the wind hitting my face was very cold. Of course, since I don’t leave the house, I can only check the weather when I ventilate.

For about a week after the end of the semester, I stayed at home and spent all my time with Yuwon. I was so busy with final exams that I couldn’t spend much time with Yuwon, so from the moment Yuwon’s last exam ended, I didn’t think about anything for a week, cut off all contact, and just sucked at Yuwon.

He couldn’t even get out of bed by himself, and every time he tried to do something, he chased after him. We always ate together, slept together, and even washed together.

I really like it, but Hyun Gyu-jin, who pushed the situation to the point where I was worried that Yu-won might get a little tired of it, opened his eyes awkwardly. It seemed that it was not evening as there was still light visible through the curtains. In my mind, the whole scene of me and Yu-won tangling on the sofa in broad daylight and coming to the room came to mind.

Hyun Gyu-jin rubbed his eyes and felt around the bed with his hand, thinking that he should order something sweet for Yu-won to eat when he wakes up. But there were no cell phones anywhere.

When I thought about it, I felt like if I wasn’t here, I would be sitting on the sofa in the living room. Earlier, while I was watching a movie while lying on Yuwon’s leg on the sofa, my eyes turned to the hand touching my piercing and I ran straight into it.

Hyun Gyu-jin got off the bed and, still wearing at least underwear, stretched out his arms and went out to the living room, stretching. As expected, the cell phone was lying on the sofa in the living room, where light was still pouring in. Both mobile phones of the same model. Hyun Gyu-jin smiled and picked up Yoo Won’s as well and headed to the kitchen.

Hyun Gyu-jin took out a bottle of water and drank it, thinking about Yuwon’s snack menu and dinner menu. If I snacked too much, it would be difficult to eat dinner on time. Just as I was thinking that it would be a good idea to eat just enough to feel better and feed him something delicious for dinner, I heard urgent footsteps. And before he could even turn around, both arms were wrapped around his waist.

“I was surprised you weren’t there… .”

ah… . crazy. Hyun Gyu-jin turned around and this time hugged Yu-won, who came into his arms. I thought it would be boring for me to stick around too much, but I was so happy that Yuwon, just like me, found it difficult to survive without me even for a moment, made me feel overwhelmed.

“Honey, what is this?”

Hyun Gyu-jin slightly pulled away and looked down at the clothes Yu-won was wearing. Even though I was rushing out, it was a bit weird to come out without anything on, so I did put something on, but it was the t-shirt I had thrown off somewhere on the bed earlier.

Jeong Yoo-won came out wearing my t-shirt, which he quickly picked up because he was anxious about my absence, and came out and hugged me… . I felt strength coming between my legs again.

He was holding her with his body pressed against her, so of course Yuwon could feel it. Yuwon slightly raised his head and made eye contact with Hyun Gyujin, who was looking down at him.

“… You again… .”

“huh. I’m like this again. Can I do it just once, or twice more? “I’ll take it slow.”

“… … .”

“Make yourself feel better like before.”

I remembered Hyun Gyu-jin, who carefully licked and sucked my body before coming inside and slowly moving his waist to make sure it wasn’t too hard. Does Hyun Gyu-jin know that moving slowly made it more difficult in another way? Instead of answering, Yoo Won raised his hand and gently touched the small black piercing on Hyun Gyu Jin’s earlobe with his fingertips. It meant permission.

As soon as permission was given, Hyun Gyu-jin hugged Yu-won around the waist. Yuwon’s arms were wrapped around Hyunkyujin’s neck, and his legs were wrapped around his waist. It looked completely familiar.

Even as he went to the room, Hyun Gyu-jin did not stop kissing Yu-won’s ear and cheek. The tickling sound of indigo and indigo spread incessantly. Yuwon, who was laughing out loud, soon turned a little red and buried his face in Hyun Gyujin’s neck.

“… But you know… .”

“huh.”

“… slowly… “You don’t have to.”

It was a mumbling sound, as if he was trapped somewhere, but Hyun Gyu-jin accurately recognized the words and their meaning. More sensations gathered below. I was in such a hurry that I couldn’t take it slow.

Hyun Gyu-jin ran to the bed. He clung to his body and Yuwon laughed.

The winter that marked the last moments of my twenties was passing. We are still together, always unchanged.

* * *

I managed to survive the first 10 days of vacation, but I couldn’t endure it any longer due to my mother’s nagging and was eventually dragged home. Hyeon Gyu-jin got off on the 6th floor, hugged Yu-won, and was depressed for a while, wondering how he could stay away from her.

Yu-won, who would normally have comforted Hyun Gyu-jin by saying that he was cute as if he were a child, also hugged Hyun Gyu-jin’s waist tightly, nuzzled his face into his shoulder, and kissed him once in a while on the back of his ear. She had spent ten days without even the slightest break, and now she felt anxious even if she was just a little away. The problem was that it wasn’t just a joke, it was real.

“What should I do because I miss you?”

“So… . “But I’m glad we can have dinner together later.”

“Hold on until then? Honey, can you not see me until dinner? “Is that bearable?”

“I can’t stand it… . “How can I hold back because I miss you?”

Yuwon shook his head. Hyun Gyu-jin, who cursed inwardly because she was so adorable, hugged her tighter and then let go slightly. And then he met her lips.

I thought it would be okay to not say it because it’s in front of my house, but I liked the way his hand was naturally caressing my cheek, and my fingertips all felt numb. She gently rubbed the tip of her tongue against Yuwon’s to make him feel better, and then sucked her, causing a small groan. Hyun-gyu-jin, who gathered up her patience and pulled away, hugging Yu-won tightly again, thinking that if he continued a little longer, he would go home or a hotel right away.

“I’ll just go and say hello.”

“huh… .”

Hyun Gyu-jin, who barely pulled himself away as if he were people he would not meet for a long time, waved as he headed toward the elevator. Yuwon also waved his hand in disappointment and said hello.

“Bye… . See you later.”

In the past, Yuwon definitely said ‘Bye.’ It felt cute to say hello, but not now. ‘Bye’ was truly the saddest word in the world.

* * *

“Hyun Gyu-jin. “Where are you going as soon as you arrive?”

“uh? uh… . “I have something to say to Yuwon.”

“We were together until an hour ago, but suddenly he has something to say.”

“uh? what… . It appeared, suddenly. that… Uh, the weather is nice, so I’ll just take a walk around the neighborhood and get some exercise. Jeong Yu-won: My body is weak, so I have to exercise. “I make him exercise every day these days.”

Of course, it was winter so I did it in bed. Hyunkyu-jin, who swallowed his words and grinned, walked backwards to the front door and quickly put his feet halfway into his sneakers.

“What’s good about nice weather? It’s below freezing today. “Is it okay to exercise outside on a day like this?”

“… No, I really have something to say. “I’ll be back before dinner!”

Hyun Gyu-jin, who ran out of the house because he felt he would not be able to explain logically if he was bombarded with more questions, sent a message to Yu-won in front of the elevator.

[Honey, I’m out of the house now]

[It’s cold outside, so make sure to wear a coat, padding, scarf, and gloves]

Soon, an emoticon of a dog nodding its head appeared on the screen. Yuwon only used the same emoticons as me.

I went down to the 6th floor and waited a bit, then the door opened and Yuwon, wearing a coat, came out of the house. It’s pretty, but it doesn’t seem to be the right coat in this cold weather, so Hyun Gyu-jin takes Yu-won back in, greets Yu-won’s parents who are happy to see me, and heads to the room.

“Why… . “I want to wear this.”

“It’s cold outside.”

“It’s okay… .”

“Don’t you want to wear padding?”

“… It’s not that I don’t like it… “The coat is prettier.”

Hyun Gyu-jin, who took off his coat and put on the long padding he had brought in earlier, glanced at the half-closed door and kissed Yu-won on the cheek.

“You’re still so damn pretty, what are you talking about? Even if you go out wearing fluorescent green and orange polka dots, people will stand in line and ask where you bought it. And tomorrow, that brand’s padding will be completely sold out. “Jung Yoo-won becomes a celebrity.”

“What is it.”

“You’re that damn pretty.”

Hyun Gyu-jin, who wrapped me in a scarf and even put on gloves, put the hot packs I had brought one by one into the padded pockets on both sides.

“Let’s go now.”

“huh.”

I was only able to leave the room after kissing her three times without making a sound. Hyun Gyu-jin said hello to Yu-won’s parents again, saying he would come later in the evening, and then left the house together.

After a long time, I went to the high school and looked around, then headed to the academy. Perhaps because it was vacation, there were quite a few students heading to the academy during the day, but it wasn’t too crowded.

I passed in front of the academy that Yuwon had been going to for quite some time and entered the bubble tea shop that he went to at least twice a week. Yuwon sat down in the seat inside, looking at the inside that had not changed at all. I remember sitting here with Hyun Gyu-jin and talking about various things while drinking bubble tea.

It was a light story that most would not remember, but it was still a great pleasure for Yoo-won to end the day drinking bubble tea with Hyun Gyu-jin, who came to pick me up after school.

Secretly drinking sweet bubble tea, which my mom and dad would tell me not to drink too much if they found out, felt like a deviation, and it was also nice that my ‘friend’ Hyun Gyu-jin was always in front of me.

This was the reason why I knew very well that it was a time I could enjoy because Hyun Gyu-jin was there. All the things that would have been meaningless and passed by if she were alone had great meaning to Yu-won because she was with Hyun Gyu-jin. A very precious thing that will never be forgotten even after a long time.

“It’s cold so you shouldn’t drink cold things.”

“are you okay. “It’s warm in here.”

Even though he was worried, Yuwon smiled as he looked at the receipt for ordering my favorite bubble tea. When I smiled, my eyes were filled with a handsome face that just smiled along with me. These days, Yuwon feels what it means to be happy just by looking at it every day. Even if something happens to make me a little angry, the problem is that when I see his smiling face, the anger melts away and I just want to hug him.

“Oh, it came out. “I’ll bring it.”

As I took a sip of the bubble tea Hyun Gyu-jin brought, I chewed on the chewy bubbles. It was sweet yet so delicious that Yuwon, who drank several sips in succession without saying a word, burst into laughter. Yu-won saw Hyeon-gyu-jin with a straw in her mouth and thought that she wanted to keep this moment. And at the same time as that thought, a scene came into her mind.

“Drink this and go somewhere else.”

“where?”

“it is a secret.”

“Why, where are you? no way… hotel?”

“eww… . no it’s not. “You’ll find out when you get there.”

“Look at the reaction. “It’s okay if you’re pretty.”

Yuwon took another sip of bubble tea, looked at Hyun Gyujin’s hand tapping the table as if he was dissatisfied, and stretched out his hand.

As I covered my hand, which was too big to cover completely with my hand, I felt my broad, strong shoulder begin to tremble again. Her love overflowed into Yuwon’s heart again. Yuwon wanted to talk. One day in January, when she had just turned 21, she felt her love at a bubble tea shop.

“Gyujin.”

“huh.”

“love you. Many many.”

After thinking about telling Hyun Gyu-jin more about the soft feelings in his heart, Yoo-won often confessed his love like this. Even though we’ve been doing it since last spring and should be used to it by now, Hyun Gyu-jin still reacted as if he wasn’t used to hearing me say the word love out loud.

He opened his mouth to say something and closed it without saying anything, catching his breath, shaking his joined hands, and sometimes hugging me without saying a word and staying still for a long time. Each time, Yuwon watched the entire lovely process and silently waited for his answer.

“me too. I love you too.”

Hyun Gyu-jin’s confession that he has never been light when it comes to love.

* * *

To be honest, I wasn’t sure if he was still there or not, but I kept walking with the hope that Yuwon would still be there. As I turned the corner with the thought of wishing it existed, I saw the photo booth that Yuwon had been longing for. Yuwon, who was in a better mood, quickly grabbed Hyun Gyujin’s hand and led him there.

Perhaps because it was a weekday and an odd time, the photo booth was deserted and quiet like it was after the graduation ceremony. Still, at other times, there seemed to be a lot of people visiting, and the walls were full of signs of people taking pictures with friends, lovers, or family. Also, the number of machines has increased compared to then, and they have become better machines.

“Ah, I’m so glad. “Because I didn’t fail.”

“I thought you were going here?”

“I thought about it when I turned the corner, but wow, I was so fucking nervous. “I’m afraid it’s ruined.”

“I was actually a little worried too.”

“It seems like it’s going better than I thought. “If you look at what has become more than before.”

Hyun Gyu-jin, who was looking around at the machines, chose one and went in, gesturing to Yu-won. Yuwon quickly followed him in.

After taking a picture together on graduation day, we took pictures together quite often. When we went out to eat dinner and saw a photo booth, we went inside together and took several pictures without anyone telling us who was first. Thanks to this, we ended up with three albums at home with four pictures.

Inside, there were two people wearing clothes that felt like the season of the day, with slightly different hair lengths, and still hugging and smiling without any change. It was a record from a 20-year-old that would be good to look at any time.

“Let’s film like we did back then. Just like when I first took the picture. “Do you remember how I took the picture?”

“huh. I remember. “If you want to do the same thing as before, you have to kiss before taking the picture.”

Hyeon Gyu-jin, who took off his outer clothes, took off the scarf from Yu-won’s neck and placed it behind him. Then, he lowered the padded zipper that had been fastened tightly to prevent the cold wind from coming in and tilted his head. As soon as Yuwon’s heel lifted slightly, her lips met.

The tongue gently rubbed between the deeply pressed lips. It was so good that I forgot the place for a moment and her kiss deepened. Hyun Gyu-jin was the first to come to his senses. Yuwon was red-faced and groaning with his eyes closed, and his head was dizzy. He remembered feeling the same way about a year ago, when he had graduated.

Yuwon’s eyes opened as he sucked on the soft tongue and parted his lips. She said it was evening and something urgent came up and she was going back home. She wanted to call her mom.

“Do you like kissing that much? I get dazed every time I do it. “You know it’s really fucking cute.”

“I didn’t mean to do that, I just…” “That happens.”

“It’s because you love me so much. “He loves me more than anything in the world, he can’t live a day without me, and he wants to think about me all day long.”

“huh… . that’s right.”

“… “I’m going crazy, really.”

It was always like that, but these days Yuwon has become softer and more honest in his expressions than before. If it was before, I’d be embarrassed… . I would have told him not to make any noise or say anything strange, but these days, he comes to me first, admitting it right away. Thanks to this, Hyun Gyu-jin felt every day that his brain, which could only think about Yu-won, was completely transformed into Jeong Yu-won.

Still, since I came this far, I wanted to take a picture of today, which is an ordinary day but will ultimately be recorded as a special day as I turn 21 and celebrate winter. Hyun Gyu-jin kissed Yu-won deeply on the cheek and pressed the filming button.

During the five seconds of preparation time, Hyun Gyu-jin stood with his body half overlapping with Yu-won, as he had done before, and placed his hand behind his shoulder and gently touched Yu-won’s head. He then drew a large V with his other hand and this time placed it under Yuwon’s chin. When he playfully poked her chin with his fingertip for no reason, Yuwon laughed and grabbed her wrist as if telling her not to do it.

The moment was recorded with a click and sound.

This time, Hyun Gyu-jin, who was holding Yu-won’s chin, lowered the hand that had been holding her head and gently squeezed Yu-won’s neck and shoulders. Yu-won smiled as she watched Hyun-gyu-jin kissing her here and there before the photo was taken, and she narrowed her eyes because her lips were tickling as they touched her eyes.

And again, another unforgettable memory arose.

As I hugged Hyun Gyu-jin’s waist, who naturally hugged me tightly, warmth spread throughout my body. She snapped again. Now all that was left was one last cut.

What did you do then? Yuwon looked up at Hyun Gyujin. The memories that were confusing for a moment became clear as soon as I made eye contact with Hyun Gyu-jin, who was looking down at me.

Hyun Gyu-jin’s face came down with a smile. Yuwon climbed up on her heels and cupped her warm and affectionate cheeks.

“Jeong Yu-won. “You know I fucking love you.”

“I love you more.”

“I’m sorry, but I have more.”

“No, I have more.”

“It’s me.”

“It’s me… .”

“Me? okay.”

As if he couldn’t stop him, Yu-won pinched Hyun Gyu-jin’s cheek so that it wouldn’t hurt, then let go and rubbed the top again. The moment his lips touched each other with a smile on his face, a clicking sound rang out again.

The last cut was a record of love that will never change.

<Epilogue> Finished.

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