Define The Relationship - Episode 28
It was the first week of the new year. Carlisle had taken a week’s vacation. To my shame, I couldn’t bear the sadness and got rid of my house, so I wanted to find a new house and make up for the time I missed seeing Ash.
To tell the truth, the latter is 80%… … hmm… … It had a proportion of 9.50%. Actually, finding a house is his secretary’s job. But Carlisle gave a reason.
If I were to be honest, I thought it would put a lot of pressure on Ash as soon as they started dating.
Carlisle Frost was a man who did not know much about love, but he remembered what he had learned ⎯reluctantly⎯through Aiden Haywood. Aiden always said. It’s not good to be ‘sloppy’ from the beginning.
Carlisle didn’t know the exact meaning of the word, but in the context, being overly clingy or acting friendly as soon as you started dating seemed to fit that meaning. He was a person who readily acknowledged his ignorance. When it came to dating, it was clear that Aiden knew more than Carlisle in every way. So, I didn’t think I should show off like that in front of Ash, who I’ve been dating since January 1st.
Anyway, on New Year’s Day, when Carlisle told him about his vacation, to his surprise, Ash told him that he was also taking the first week off. By great coincidence, Carlisle ended up showing a little of his liking.
Ash smiled inexplicably as he looked at that. great? She asked, and Carlisle answered yes. When Ash heard the answer, she let out a soft laugh, like someone holding back something.
Anyway, after all this happening, Carlisle was now at Ash’s house.
I arrived at Ash’s house exactly one hour ago. And throughout the 59 minutes, Carlisle was in a state of extreme tension. It wasn’t a bad kind of tension. Ash was nervous because he kept touching Carlisle, so it wasn’t a bad thing at all. He could of course be harmful to the heart. From now on, I felt the need to manage my body more systematically.
After they started dating, Ash never took his hands off Carlisle. Although only two days had passed, it meant a lot to Carlisle.
It was still like that now. There was a moment of silence, and Ash reached out his hand to rub Carlisle’s cheek. Then he gently tickled his eyelashes with his fingers, and then played with his ears again.
Carlisle was holding his tea, which had cooled down for a long time, without even being able to drink it. Because when she drank tea, Ash couldn’t touch her face.
“Aren’t you drinking?”
And finally the question came out. Ash smiled softly and glanced at the mug Carlisle was holding. Carlisle twitched her fingers as she held her mug very gracefully and made eye contact with Ash.
Ash’s skinship itself was very good, but as mentioned before, it was somewhat harmful to the heart. Plus, it’s hard to calm down when ash touches you.
“… … “I will drink it.”
“It must have cooled down. Would you like me to ride it again? “I like watching Lyle drink something.”
When he heard those words, a meal scene from the past came into Carlisle’s mind. Even when Ash wasn’t dating, she was very caring, so she would cut her food or pour something for Carlisle. She even, to her shame, rolled up her pasta and fed it to her. It was an overly intimate act.
Carlisle had always cut things for his younger brother Kyle and given them to him when he was young, but he had never behaved like that to others. But now Carlisle and Ash are clearly dating. So wouldn’t it be nice to do what Ash did to him?
Once I had that thought, countless desires followed suit. Carlisle was taken aback by his true self, as he had no idea that he was such a greedy person and wanted to do so many things. He quickly scolded himself and returned to his original topic.
“Seeing things like that… … “Do you like it?”
“yes. “I wish I could drink it too.”
Ash said something incredible. The back of her head got hot.
“… … yes?”
Aside from being extremely embarrassed, Carlisle also thought that it would be nice if he could drink Ash too.
What does ash taste like? Unlike the body odor, which is like a soft spring breeze, the taste will definitely be sweet. It had a very deep flavor and was naturally sweet, so it was obvious that it would be luxurious. It may be as addictive as chocolate with whiskey.
“I like watching you eat.”
Ash said something similar again. Seeing that his expression didn’t change, it seemed like he was sincere.
“Lyle doesn’t make any noise when he eats. “He eats as quietly as his personality, so I’m amazed every time I see him.”
Then Ash’s expression soon became strange. Ash gradually leaned closer to Carlisle, who seemed to be sitting on the sofa facing each other.
“But the crying sound is so dirty and pretty… … It drives people crazy. Yes?”
The topic changed suddenly. Carlisle didn’t know how to respond to that type of conversation directed at him, the Alpha. He didn’t want to show his immaturity, but it was difficult to refute something like that.
“Crying… … The sound… … “I didn’t pay it.”
“Don’t cry like that.”
Our bodies touched more. The atmosphere gradually changed. The light and gentle air current became strangely dense and heavy. The air was obviously dry and comfortable, but somehow I felt something dirty sticking to my skin.
Ash wasn’t sure what he was talking about. But in Carlisle’s mind, an image of himself underneath Ash, with her thighs spread to their limit, suddenly flashed across his mind.
Wake up, Carlisle Frost.
Carlisle suddenly became serious. Since the last Rut, I have been dealing with Rut only with suppressants for several months, so even the slightest trigger has caused my sexual desire to rise to an unbearable level.
Of course, Carlisle didn’t say that. This is because he does not want to look like an animal driven by lust. He already looked immature, and Ash would get tired of him if he showed his immature, animal-like side.
Even though he thought he had made up his mind, there were many things that restricted Carlisle when what he really wanted became a reality.
“I also like watching Ash eat something.”
So Carlisle managed to change the topic. Hmm. A shallow laugh was heard, and Ash tilted his upper body towards Carlisle. Ash’s fingers crept up Carlisle’s knees. A tingling sensation crept up through my pants.
“You know, Lyle.”
Carlisle took a deep breath and eventually put the mug down on the floor. I felt like I was going to spill the tea if I continued like this. Ash grinned as if she did a good job.
“Yes, Ash.”
Carlisle answered calmly, rubbing his palms, which had become hot for some reason, on his thighs. She had to keep her voice calm.
“Now that we’re ‘lovers’… … “Why not set some rules?”
Meanwhile, Ash’s hand that was touching his knee moved. The hand that rested on Carlisle’s thigh began to gently rub the area. Carlisle averted his gaze with shaking eyes as he pressed and rubbed the inside of his thigh with moderate force.
Carlisle answered with his eyes fixed on Ash’s shoulder with a puzzled look on his face. That’s right, the only expression that was revealed was close to expressionless, but it was fainter than before.
“great.”
Carlisle answered without knowing what to do. Since it was my first time dating someone, there was no way I could know what they were doing while we were dating.
It was his first time feeling so ignorant, so Carlisle straightened his back in an attitude of learning. Ash’s hands were very conscious, but he was able to hold back. … … maybe.
“You don’t need to have a lot of rules. “We are no longer in a contractual relationship.”
At those words, Carlisle unconsciously closed his eyes and smiled. Joy welled up. I felt so good that I didn’t know what to do. Her gaze flinched and slowly returned from her shoulder to Ash’s face.
Ash quietly looked at Carlisle and smiled. Her palms pressing against her thighs gradually dug inward. She was so happy that Carlisle didn’t even notice that part.
“First, let’s decide on a title.”
“What is your title?”
“What do you like, baby?”
Carlisle closed his mouth. Everything stopped for a moment at one word: baby. Breathing stopped. My eyes were shaking. Her head went blank, then everything came rushing in at once.
“… … ?”
“Or darling? Sweet pea? baby?”
Carlisle could barely breathe as he was bombarded with unfamiliar names. It was so hot that the back of her neck stung. Carlisle stiffened as he tightened his fingers on the bottom of the sofa.
“… … … Do I really have to choose from there?”
The problem wasn’t that I didn’t like it. There’s no way I wouldn’t like it. But acceptance was too much. Carlisle still got very excited when Ash just called his name. I can’t get used to it at all, so I wonder how many years will pass before I will feel calm about being called by my name, but… … Like lovers… … What a title.
Carlisle felt no emotion when hearing the titles used in countless songs and movies. Isn’t it a bit childish? That would have been the main thought. However, those words coming out of Ash’s mouth had a different impact.
“no, I do not want? “Then call me honey.”
Ash casually used the title “honey” as if he had appreciated it. Her shaky breathing made Carlisle shake her shoulder. That was too dangerous.
Ash wouldn’t know. Carlisle was a creepy person for his entire life, even before he started dating Ash. If she calls him something like married partner, it won’t be long before Carlisle asks Ash to marry her.
Regardless of the fact that he had no dating experience, Carlisle also knew how he would be treated if he made such a hasty approach in the public eye. Moreover, in England, the marriageable age is much later. There were many lovers who, while dating, took a year or two to define their relationship.
In such a situation, it was customary to get married only after the couple had been engaged for several years.
“Ash, that kind of title… … … … “It seems inappropriate.”
For Ash’s safety and to prevent a quick breakup, Carlisle resisted the temptation.
First of all, it was impossible to utter that name out of my mouth. At least a year, no… … This bitch? Three years? I had no idea how many years it would take.
“Lyle… … .”
Ash quietly called Carlisle’s name in an unbearable voice. Ever since he remembered that day, Ash called Carlisle Lyle. It was Ashman’s title.
“You’re reacting more cutely than I thought.”
The hand that was on my thigh moved up to my waist. Ash grabbed Carlisle’s waist and pulled him towards me.
Lying down on the sofa, Ash had Carlisle sit on top of him. Carlisle remained stiff in his embarrassed posture.
“I prefer to be called Lyle too. however… … Why is this an inappropriate title?”
Ash’s hand dug into his clothes. After taking off her suit outerwear, she was only wearing her shirt, so her hands easily found their way into the thin, white suit shirt. She was dizzy. Carlisle flinched, unable to find where to place his hands.
“that… … .”
I had to think of an excuse. To tell the truth, I was at a loss as to how to say it out loud. But Ash’s hand got in the way. Ash’s fingers tickled his smooth, hollow back.
Sigh, I let out a moan. Her head felt dizzy. It was the first time in a long time that I felt so distracted that it was scary. Bucking her hips, Carlisle ran his hands down Ash’s torso.
Ash, who was lying down, was wearing short sleeves under a thick knit cardigan. In the wind, her strong chest muscles could be clearly felt under her palm. She was a stimulus wherever she touched.
“The second rule is to be honest. Lyle, unless it’s really difficult… … “I’d like you to tell me what Lyle thinks.”
With his fingertips raised, Ash scratched down his spine a few more times. Arching her back tightly, Carlisle pressed hard against her palm. Ugh, yes, my eyebrows arched and straightened repeatedly, not knowing what to do. The penis under his suit pants was already half-erect. Twisting her upper body, Carlisle barely managed to nod her head.
“Okay, okay, okay, okay.”
“great. So Lyle, can I say that again? Why is it inappropriate?”
The index finger traced the soft skin. Her lowered fingers stopped at his waist. Ash wandered her fingers nearby, rubbing the slight groove. The movements of his hands just before digging into his pants made me expect something.
“I don’t have the confidence to do that.”
To my shame, I kept moaning. Carlisle lifted one of his hands and covered his mouth with the back of his hand. Ash looked up at Carlisle with a drowsy look. He tilted her head slightly and, leaving his hand on her waist, extended his other hand. Ash laughed, clasping Carlisle’s hand covering her mouth.
“You don’t like it?”
“… … yes.”
At the same time, the hand came down. He didn’t know when his hand reached forward and pulled his belt. While I was in a daze, the belt came off in an instant. Carlisle was startled by the clanking sound and looked down. Ash laughed casually.
“then… … .”
Ash asked another question in a lower voice than before. The back of her hand brushed past Carlisle’s slightly exposed dross. Carlisle closed his eyes tightly as the back of his hand gently rubbed the tip of his erect prick. A hot breath was released.
“What are you thinking now?”
Carlisle almost collapsed at the low, seductive voice whispering. After coming so close to confessing that she wanted to do something like that with Ash, Carlisle shook her head.
As soon as I saw Ash today, there was something I wanted to do. That was the main purpose of the visit. And Carlisle was a very responsible person who, when he set a goal, made sure to get it done anyway.
Ash Jones didn’t know that yet.
“Wait a moment, hold your hand, Ash… … ash.”
Carlisle showed great self-control and got off of Ash. Exhaling heavily, Carlisle slowly adjusted his clothes. I was almost wondering how on earth I could get the belt off so quickly.
Carlisle straightened his pants and straightened his suit shirt. Ash laughed quietly, his eyes somewhat dangerous. She seemed to be smiling. She felt like she was holding back something.
“why?”
The voice was somehow locked.
“today… … I have something I want to give you… … came.”
That was the important matter. I wanted to give Ash the picture I’ve wanted to give him for a long time. Kyle gave the painting back to Carlisle after the day of her engagement party.
Carlisle brought the picture he had kept safely with him when he visited Ash today. The original intention of giving it as a gift as a confession went wrong, but he thought he was giving it as a gift to commemorate their relationship, so it was fine.
“Did you?”
“I like it, I don’t know if you’ll like it, but… … .”
“I like what Lyle gives me, even if it’s just chewed gum.”
In the meantime, Carlisle thought that his lover’s jokes were really funny. I had no idea that the other person was actually sincere.
Ash stood up. It looked like a nimble animal. Ash quickly got up from the couch without a sound and walked towards him. Carlisle tried to calm his trembling stomach and picked up the picture frame that had been placed on the wall of the stairs leading up to this floor.
Ash lowered his long eyelashes. My gaze landed on Carlisle’s hand. Then, a soft smile slowly appeared on Ash’s face.
“Is that it?”
“… … yes.”
Carlisle slowly peeled off the seal. A rustling sound was heard. Pale hands carefully removed the wrapping material surrounding the picture frame. Carlisle placed the packaging materials on the floor and held the picture frame in his arms. His breath caught in his throat.
“before… … When I heard you said you liked Philip Whitewood’s paintings… … “I really wanted to give it to you.”
Even though we started dating, I still wondered if it was too much. However, Carlisle had so much he wanted to give to Ash in the future. She had never been very interested in spending money. But he seemed very, very happy to write it for Ash.
“I don’t know if you know, but the Marquess of Gordon had this painting. According to what you said last time… … “My mother said I was a close friend of the Marquis.”
“Yes, that’s right.”
Ash said, looking down at Carlisle affectionately. My gaze fell on Carlisle’s hand and the picture frame. Ash slowly folded his hands.
“I don’t know what the connection is… … I feel like it’s somehow meant to be. Ash’s favorite painting was in his possession, and… … “That’s what I connected with.”
How dare Carlisle tie me to Ash by using the word fate? Carlisle was now saying words that he thought were overly romantic.
“please… … “I hope this gift makes you happy.”
I hope so, I found the picture.
Carlisle said, looking at Ash with eager eyes. My heart was shaking randomly. Even though she thought she wouldn’t hate it, it made her nervous. What if I tell her she is being presumptuous? What if she says it’s a burden?
“Lyle.”
Ash’s hand touched the back of his hand and quietly laid down the picture frame. Supporting it with his arms, Carlisle showed the picture. Ash stared at it for a while with a thoughtful face.
“really… … thank you.”
The lips fell quietly. Carlisle, unable to breathe, waited for Ash’s reaction.
“It’s the best gift I’ve ever received in my life. really… … .”
Ash laughed. She had slightly sad eyes, but a smile full of joy that the sadness wasn’t even a problem. Ash lowered her head. His lips touched Carlisle’s cheek.
“Would you like me to tell you a secret?”
Ash’s reaction slowly made his blood start to flow. Carlisle nodded at her, suppressing his stomach that was now racing with joy unlike before.
“Actually, Philip drew this picture.”
“… … yes?”
“The complicated story I told you back then is contained here.”
Ash straightened up. His affectionate hands touched the picture frame. I remembered Ash’s words that he would tell me later. He wanted to know what the story was. Pursing his lips, Carlisle stared at Ash. His eyes met.
“You decided to tell me what’s on your mind, Lyle? “If you have any questions, you can ask as many questions as you want.”
I felt eyes on my lips. Carlisle nodded her head again. After a short hesitation, Carlisle opened her mouth.
“If you’re okay… … “Can you tell me what happened?”
“sure.”
Ash pulled Carlisle’s shoulder. Ash’s hand overlapped Carlisle’s hand holding the picture.
“Well, today I’ll start with my story.”
Ash slowly headed towards the stairs. Carlisle followed Ash, standing next to him.
“Then tell me about Lyle’s past. how is it?”
“… … “I would like to do that.”
“great. “That’s what I’m doing today.”
Before climbing the stairs, Carlisle suddenly remembered something. Ash was seen on the sofa asking what Carlisle was thinking. What did Ash think at that time? Why did he ask that?
“ash.”
“Yes, Lyle.”
“a moment ago… … “What were you thinking, Ash, on the couch?”
It was a very pure intention. Carlisle asked Ash seriously. Ash tilted her head and smiled silently. hmm. A troubled smile appeared in her eyes. Ash, who was thinking about saying something, soon shook her head.
“I want to listen?”
“yes.”
“I’ll tell you that at night. “If I say it now, the situation makes me trash.”
Carlisle was taken aback by the word trash.
“yes?”
“no.”
“Ash, that’s not a good word. Are you like that… … .”
“sorry. “Then I will correct it to the extent that it is shameless.”
“… … That too… … .”
“Lyle probably doesn’t know yet. “That’s how I am.”
Ash smiled lazily. She had a somewhat dangerous look on her face like before, and Ash lowered her head slightly. Then she whispered in Carlisle’s ear.
‘You’ll find out as we get to know each other.’
In bed. Um, or… … Elsewhere. Carlisle stopped dead in his tracks at what the mischievous voice said. Ash let out a small laugh and led Carlisle. My shaky legs slowly followed Ash up the stairs.
Soon, the two laughing voices disappeared into this floor.