Define The Relationship - Episode 29
Carlisle opened his eyes with the feeling of a languid warmth seeping into his skin. Light streamed under the white curtain. The ivory color coming down the clean walls was cozy. Her drowsiness did not go away all at once. As she slowly lifted her eyelids, something caught her eye. Blue like a clear lake, and gray a little lighter than Carlisle’s eyes. It was Ash’s eyes.
“… … ash.”
When I quietly called his name in a low voice, his eyes widened. Carlisle was momentarily speechless at the sight of cream folding gently like melting cream. Even though it’s been half a year in terms of time, it was a smile that I could never get immune to.
“woke up?”
Ash naturally stretched out his hand. Her disheveled hair gently wrapped around Ash’s fingers. Her hand, which had been smoothing her hair, slowly moved down to her face. Rubbing her ear gently, her thumb stroked her cheek lovingly. She gradually began to feel sleepy. It was with overwhelming excitement that she filled that position.
“When did you wake up?”
I asked quietly, and this time my finger touched my lips. My index finger gently brushed my slightly dry lips. It tickled. Gradually, my body became tense, and a faint heat gathered in my lower abdomen. My lips were trembling.
“A little while ago.”
So, does that mean he was watching me sleep during that time? Apart from the growing excitement, I also felt embarrassed.
“… … “Aren’t you bored?”
“Not at all.”
The finger that was touching my lips slightly dug in. My finger touched the moist inside. Carlisle unconsciously leaned towards Ash. The hand I had fallen asleep holding was still under the blanket. As we squeezed our hands together while facing each other, Ash laughed.
“Lyle looks really pretty when he sleeps… … “I didn’t want to wake you up.”
My fingers slowly rubbed the inside of my lips. I felt Ash’s fingers gradually becoming wet with my saliva. Her lips slowly parted. Her fingers gently squeezed into the gaping gap. Her fingers pressed against her tongue. As she let out a long, low exhalation, her fingers retreated. She felt like sucking dick. Without realizing it, Carlisle wrapped his tongue around her finger and bit her lip. Ash stopped her fingers. I saw her smile subside.
“It’s pretty… … “That’s weird.”
huh? What do you eat to be this sexy? Ash whispered, pressing his body against hers. Carlisle lowered his eyes at her, feeling embarrassed for some reason even though she had done such a thing herself. But he didn’t let go of her finger. She moved her tongue slowly and sucked it as if she would spit it out.
My legs were tangled inside the blanket. A strong leg was dug between my thighs. The prick, which had already been erect for a long time, was showing its presence under the drawstring. Ash’s thighs rubbed over Carlisle’s underwear. As he made a groaning sound, his movements gradually became faster. Carlisle spat out her fingers, letting out his wet breath at the added stimulation. But Ash wouldn’t allow it.
“You should keep sucking.”
The low whispering voice was sweet and had strange power. As if possessed, Carlisle put her wet finger in her mouth again. The saliva-covered fingers were not only dirty, but so erotic that I found it difficult to bear it. Something inside me was anxious.
“huh… … like that.”
The feeling of sucking Ash’s increased. With distracted eyes, Carlisle gradually became absorbed in the act. It felt like heat was penetrating her brain. He moved her waist to match her thighs. Ash, looking at Carlisle with sunken eyes, withdrew her finger.
Wet fingers dug into the back of the tight-fitting drawstring. Carlisle knew what that meant. Since they started dating, Ash has been training Carlisle’s back every week.
The saliva-covered fingers were wet enough to delve into the tight hole. A slippery texture was felt in the wrinkled hole. Ha, she frowned slightly and opened her mouth. Ash’s tongue filled the gap where her fingers had left. She parted her lips and mixed their tongues deeply. Whoosh, whoosh, unrefined breathing leaked out of her indiscriminately.
Carlisle lost his pace as the kiss seemed to be more intense than usual. She always did that when she kissed Ash. The kiss that started out softly always made Carlisle anxious, and her sloppy, deep kisses kept her from coming to her senses. It was difficult for her to breathe properly, to the point where I wondered when she would ever learn.
In the meantime, the finger opened the tight gap and came in. The middle finger, which had skillfully dug in, gently pressed against the inner wall. While he was busy kissing, Ash easily found where Carlisle felt.
Even before we started dating, he was someone I quickly figured out, so now it seemed like it was easier than breathing. At least that’s how it seemed to Carlisle. But, no matter what, this is too, too… …
“Ah, huh, huh, huh, huh!”
… … Isn’t it fast!
Carlisle was surprised today, like every time, because he pressed there as soon as he inserted his finger. The sound of my own rapid breathing, which was difficult to get used to, came out. Carlisle grabbed Ash’s forearm with strong fingers. Her waist naturally curved.
“Lyle. “I need to focus.”
Ash hurried to Carlisle, as if telling him to concentrate on the kiss. Twisting her red eyes, Carlisle shook her head in disapproval. The thrusting of her rear and her kissing added to her pleasure.
However, Ash did not treat Carlisle well in this regard. Although he conformed to his opinion on everything in daily life, on the bed Ash stopped Carlisle from making any moves that seemed even slightly less pleasant. like now.
Tongues mixed again. The tongue penetrated deep into my throat, as if it were going to clog my throat, and became sticky, as if I was going to swallow Carlisle. Hmm, huh, huh, a moan burst out of my mouth. Ash swallowed it happily. His fingers gradually became faster. He repeatedly moved back and forth, pressing only the prostate with moderate force.
The erect penis wriggled while being half-pressed by the drawstring. The lower abdomen where the tip of the glans was rubbing was shiny and wet. My abs were slippery, like they were wet with water.
Haha, haha, uh, twisting his body, Carlisle repeatedly pushed Ash’s shoulder away and then grabbed him again. When it became unbearable, Carlisle hugged Ash tightly. I hugged his waist and pulled him in, rubbing his stomach.
Ash slid his arms into Carlisle’s sides and hugged him. His body was pressed together. The blanket had been pushed out haphazardly, barely covering the lower half of the body.
I felt like I was going. As the unbearable pleasure grew, Carlisle unconsciously tightened his hold on his back. shit. There was a sound and then her fingers crushed her back hard. Along with the action of pressing against her prostate, Ash sucked on Carlisle’s tongue.
The sensation of my tongue being sucked gave me goosebumps. A thrill of pleasure seemed to pass through the top of his head, and Carlisle reached his climax. She had no chance to stop it.
“… … Ah, huh… … Pfft… … !”
My whole body felt stiff, and at the same time, I felt a strong sense of liberation. Carlisle narrowed his eyes as she let out all her breath in a hurry. Her head was spinning. Her body trembled slightly. As if she had done well, Ash slowly bit her lip and slowly pulled out her finger. Carlisle felt a strange sense of emptiness as the feeling that filled her insides was being drained away. In fact, that wasn’t the only reason for the feeling of emptiness.
Even after two weeks of dating, Ash didn’t penetrate Carlisle. It made Carlisle uneasy that she couldn’t feel Ash properly after they started dating, even though she mixed her body like that when they weren’t dating.
Don’t you agree?
Even though I felt that way, seeing her coveting him like this since morning made me think that it wasn’t true. Of course, this may be Carlyle’s illusion. But Carlisle was practicing trusting Ash. Ash kept touching him, telling him he was pretty, and kissing him. Besides that, there was one clear piece of evidence.
Carlisle hesitated, but reached out to Ash’s bottoms. Her palm touched the loose, yet stylish, gray cotton pants. Ash smiled lazily and looked at Carlisle quietly.
When I placed my hand on the center, I felt a very hard penis with a definite presence. It was clearly erect. And Carlisle clearly remembered how big and heavy Ash’s thing was.
The problem was that Ash didn’t even give him a chance to touch or suck it. Like right now. As Carlisle’s palm began to gently rub his dick, Ash let out a low, long breath. The breath that touched my ear was filled with deep excitement.
But that was it. Ash held Carlisle’s wrist affectionately. Then he pulled Carlisle’s hand towards me and kissed his palm.
“I have to go to work, love.”
Although the gentle voice was now obviously mine, Carlisle felt a little sad hearing it without knowing why. Why doesn’t Ash have sex with him? Why does she keep letting only Carlisle go?
But the question did not come out of my mouth. He promised to be honest, but it still wasn’t easy for him to say everything he thought. Moreover, the thoughts he was thinking now seemed to be begging.
Acting foolishly was something Carlisle had never done before. I was worried about what Ash would do if he got tired of him, and I was also afraid of showing his greedy side in an unreasonable way.
Carlisle suppressed his growing sadness and frustration. However, it seems that it is slightly revealed in the expression. Ash immediately noticed the lowering of the eyebrows.
“What’s wrong, Lyle?”
Ash asked, his eyes quickly becoming worried. Feeling awkward that he would often unknowingly show off her face like this, Carlisle buried his face in the crook of Ash’s neck instead. I felt Ash stiffen for a moment.
“Lyle… … .”
If this happens… … It’s hard to bear. Ash whispered very softly. I don’t know what I’m putting up with. Dissatisfaction secretly welled up in Carlisle and he pursed his lips. Then, when I felt Ash’s refreshing body scent, my mind calmed down a little. His turbulent emotions gradually calmed down and he began to feel drowsy.
This too is strange. Before, I felt nervous after having sexual intercourse. This is because the pressure of having to forcefully relieve one’s desires, including cleaning up after ejaculation, was nerve-wracking. But now it was different. My body felt pleasantly drowsy, and I kept wanting to be next to Ash.
“I feel sleepy?”
“… … “I’m a little sleepy.”
“Shall I sleep better?”
Carlisle was worried. Because he’s given Kyle a lot of work with his father, he’s recently moved on with Alice. His schedule today included attending a meeting on an east London development project, checking the budget for the first half of the year, and a brief meeting with accountants.
The schedule started at 11 am. Normally, I would finish getting ready and do my work before 9 o’clock, but I didn’t want to do that. I wanted to be with Ash more.
“Ash too… … If we’re together… … “I would like to do that.”
I slowly lifted my eyes and looked at Ash. Ash blinked her eyelids and looked down at him. The composition was like that, with her head buried as if she was being held in his arms.
“Do you want to sleep with me?”
“… … Of course, you have to go to work… … .”
Carlisle couldn’t finish his sentence and was held tightly in Ash’s arms. Ash kissed Carlisle’s hair as he hugged him so hard that it took his breath away.
“It’s so cute it’s driving me crazy.”
My ears turned red. Carlisle quietly lifted his hand and wrapped it back around Ash’s waist. It felt really good to have a warm body.
“I want to lock him up like this and not let him out. “Who is it that makes it so cute?”
Carlisle hesitated. It was a very vulgar comment, but I really wanted to answer. She wanted to let Ash know, as if to brainwash him or imprint him on him.
“… … “It’s Ash’s.”
“Damn it, Carlisle.”
Every time Ash spit out harsh words, Carlisle felt a strange sense of satisfaction. His arms were squeezing him as if his bones were going to be crushed. Ash hugged him, caressing him as if he was hugging him again and again. Kisses were poured out. Placing his lips on the nape of his neck, Ash raised his teeth and bit Carlisle’s neck very hard. The tingling sensation made me feel excited again.
“really… … “I will turn away.”
Muttering to himself, Ash began caressing the bite mark with his lips. A tingling sensation rose from the left side of his neck. Carlisle ultimately couldn’t sleep. It was no wonder that Ash had gone crazy, because he had engraved so many deep and dense kiss marks on the nape of his neck.
It wasn’t until nine o’clock in the morning that Carlisle slowly got out of bed. Ash was washing up first. Ash, who said again that he couldn’t bear it anymore, kissed Carlisle’s forehead dozens of times before heading to the bathroom. Ash also delayed work for Carlisle’s sake.
Satisfied with that fact, Carlisle looked at Ash’s room, feeling a little refreshed. The space, which I had become quite familiar with over the past few weeks, now felt like home. As expected, little by little traces of Carlisle began to appear in Ash’s room.
The main house in Mayfair is a huge place, so naturally the room given to Carlisle was overflowing. However, after visiting Ash’s house once, I fell asleep and woke up there repeatedly.
Carlisle was at Ash’s house during the week long vacation. Starting from that period, Carlisle’s items began to appear inside little by little. The elegant black electric toothbrush Ash had bought him, Carlisle’s slippers, a mug, and the suit Carlisle brought were all in Ash’s closet.
My heart was pounding uncontrollably because I felt like we were living together. Although it was obviously uncomfortable for someone else to be in his house, Ash didn’t show it to Carlisle.
Moreover, I even bought a new dresser the day before yesterday. Pointing to a good-looking object made of elegant wood, Ash said that Carlisle could use it if he wanted.
It was a first time experience for everyone. Every time he saw shared toothbrushes lined up in the bathroom, Carlisle felt a sense of wonder. An unbearably overwhelming feeling arose, and he stood in front of the mirror touching it for a long time. I also really liked the scent of Ash’s shower gel on my body. Every minute and every second was a continuation of excitement.
It was fun.
It was to the point where I was afraid that I could be this happy. She thought that even when she was just meeting Ash, she felt happier than ever, but that was only the beginning.
As if there were no limits, my joy grew and grew every day. Of course, there were side effects. I was so scared of losing it that I became overcome with unnecessary anxiety.
Feeling a sudden sense of anxiety, Carlisle paced around the room. But when he saw the open closet, his anxiety gradually subsided. Because I could see my suit shirt and Ash’s shirt folded neatly. I felt a burst of joy that I couldn’t really explain. Carlisle lowered her hand and gently touched Ash’s shirt.
Now that I think about it, what are Ash’s measurements? At first glance, it seemed no different. Her waist was thinner at Carlisle, but other than that it was hard to tell the difference just by looking at her.
This is an important issue. This is because it is essential to know for future gifts. The hand that was pondering very carefully took out Ash’s shirt. The sound of water could still be heard from the bathroom. It seemed like there was some time before Ash came out.
In the space of a second, Carlisle was in great conflict. But after two seconds he finally gave in to his temptation of his own free will. His pale fingers lifted Ash’s shirt. The designs of the shirt collars and buttons were somewhat different. There was a faint blue light. It wasn’t a color Carlisle wore often.
Ash’s body odor mixed with the scent of cleanly washed fabric. Carlisle quietly lifted his shirt and buried his nose in it. I felt better. After rubbing his cheek for a moment to feel the soft touch, Carlisle glanced behind him. The sound of water could still be heard in the bathroom. There was still more time.
Carlisle carefully unfolded the shirt and held it up. Ash’s shirt, like Carlisle’s, was handmade, as the measurements were not written on the shirt. Carlisle, who narrowed his eyes and carefully inspected the shirt, chose a drastic solution. He decided to try it on.
To be honest, it was more of an impulse. I was just curious. Carlisle has wanted to know a lot about Ash for a long time. She wanted to know what kind of emotion the act of wearing her lover’s clothes would evoke.
With a neat movement, Carlisle took off his slip robe and placed it on the bed. She then put on her shirt. She can put it on and take it off quickly and it won’t be noticeable. Thinking so.
Ash’s shirt had sleeves that fit roughly, but were slightly longer. That may be true since she is taller than me, but her shoulders were also slightly different. Her shoulder line was slightly wide. What a surprise. I thought she was the same.
Although he thought he should take it off right away, Carlisle looked down at his sleeves and was lost in appreciation. It was her first time trying on someone else’s clothes. It was something she always thought, but everything was like that when she got involved with Ash.
“Lyle?”
However, it was also very embarrassing to be caught while trying on someone else’s clothes. Carlisle froze when he heard me call him. He stopped dead in his tracks, unable to look back. The sound of wet footsteps hitting and falling on the floor.
“What were you doing?”
The scent of having just washed my face hit me from behind. Judging by the way you ask, it may be that you haven’t noticed yet. Carlisle turned around cautiously. Ash was seen toweling her dark, wet hair. The front of the shower gown was not tied and was left open. Carlisle barely raised his downward gaze.
“hurry… … “You washed up.”
That’s how I felt. Then Ash tilted her head and smiled.
“is it?”
“… … yes.”
“Is that why you were trying on my clothes?”
The back of my head got hot at the question that pointed out my shameful behavior. Ash gradually approached. A rush of heat hit me, and I immediately felt like my surroundings were getting wet. Wet hands grabbed both sides of Carlisle’s waist. As gentle pressure was applied, the sensation was strange.
“This is… … .”
Carlisle stepped back, avoiding eye contact. Ash trapped him between the dresser and my body. My back was tilted back. His palm subtly rubbed his waist and smoothed his flat lower abdomen.
“Lyle… … “It’s difficult if you do this.”
I guess so too. I felt like my feet were sinking, and I suddenly became anxious. Carlisle immediately apologized with an embarrassed look on his face.
“sorry.”
“Are you going to keep making me suffer?”
uh? Carlisle was taken aback in a different way by the words that followed.
“I am… … I did… … It’s me?”
Ash slid his arms into the empty waistband of his shirt. Ash’s palms gripped his well-mounted buttocks. His ass spread open. His breath caught his breath.
“It’s already hard to bear it.”
Ash said he couldn’t bear it again. Carlisle, who was nervous that Ash’s shirt might get wet, finally let out his true feelings.
“You don’t have to endure it.”
If the patience Ash talks about is about sex… … Is there any reason for that? Carlisle is also alpha. Carlyle also knows about boiling sexual desires. Even though she wasn’t much into sex, she knew what it felt like. It is a desire that all people, not just alphas, have to some extent.
And aside from all this, Carlisle himself wanted to do it. very… … fairly… … many. To the point where I feel awkward thinking this way.
“but… … .”
Ash arched his eyebrows and looked at Carlisle with very sad eyes.
“I rang last time.”
Ash clearly meant the last time they had sex before they broke up. Carlisle silenced her as memories of her forgotten past surfaced. Because it was extremely shameful for her to urinate no matter how much time had passed.
“Back then… … I am… … Because I was rude… … .”
The voice gradually quieted down. If I really think about it, it was also because I was sad that Ash mentioned another alpha.
“Lyle, that’s not urination. Lyle felt it and then shed it. If you feel it too much, it can happen naturally. “It’s not dirty.”
Carlisle identified the same problem as last time. In any case, the area where the eruption occurred was not a clean place. As Ash said, even if the ingredients were a little different, that’s what it looked like.
“Besides, it’s really dirty.”
that is… … That’s it, but… … .
“How pretty. It’s already wet, but if it gets even more wet, gel spills on the back… … huh?”
Ash’s palms repeatedly squeezed and released Carlisle’s hips. Ash’s and Carlisle’s both stood stiffly and barely touched each other.
“You’re crying wetly front and back because of me. Don’t you hate it?”
I could see eyes filled with an eerie desire. Her mouth was dry. Ash’s voice was so low that it almost sounded like a screech.
“I had to resist the urge to bury myself in it again.”
I was confused by the dirty words that were difficult to digest. Anyway, I just wanted to do it. Just as her lust-filled arms were about to pull Ash’s waist, Carlisle’s cell phone rang.
Both eyes turned there at the same time. ha. Ash exhaled as if with great difficulty, and ran a hand through her hair.
“Anyway, Lyle… … The reason I’m holding back is because I don’t have the confidence to control myself yet. Lyle is a very sexy guy, so he’s very sensitive. “It could happen again.”
Ash squeezed and released his buttocks as if he was disappointed. Carlisle thought, her mouth clenched in displeasure. Of course, if something like that happened again, she would be very embarrassed. But shouldn’t she be able to use the equipment?
Well, on second thought, maybe not. It is true that I was stimulated. However, what actually happened was when Ash was fucking her without using anything.
Ash stepped back and kissed Carlisle’s forehead, who was deep in thought. The action of patting someone’s back was like a gesture toward someone younger than me. It felt good and strange at the same time. He was younger than Ash, but only a year older. Carlisle narrowed his eyes at her. Ash said to Carlisle who thought quietly.
“Go wash up.”
babe.
All of Carlisle’s complaints ended with Ash’s words. Ash swallowed his laughter into his mouth as Carlisle looked at me with wide eyes. Then he returned her kiss again. This time it was a deeper, longer kiss on the lips than before.
The hectic and exciting morning slowly began to subside due to the phone call he received. The phone call that interrupted the two was as unpleasant as its timing. The other person was my grandfather’s secretary.
Alex Heather is an alpha female in her forties, and has always been a symbol of discomfort for Carlisle. Alex’s voice was almost like a device to put Carlisle in a bad mood, as the news she delivered was never pleasant. She said it wasn’t Alex’s fault, but that was the way things were.
What she conveyed was one thing. Today, a regular annual meeting of political lawmakers is held in London. After enjoying the performance together at the Albert Hall, a meeting was held in Kensington where various transactions were at stake, and the business was that my grandfather would like to see Carlyle while he was there.
Along with ‘Ash Jones’.
The first thing I felt was a sense of disappointment. There was a moment of silence as Carlisle played with his phone. There is no way my grandfather wouldn’t know about his work. Even if his parents hadn’t told him, the investigation would have ended when the engagement broke off. Seeing as he knew Ash’s name, it seemed like he knew his identity as well.
Carlisle sighed and asked the time. If his grandfather’s personality was anything to go by, it seemed like he would call whenever he wanted, regardless of Ash’s working hours. However, perhaps trying to maintain the minimum duty, Alex said 6 o’clock in the evening. I got off work at 5 o’clock, so the time was about right.
But will Ash allow this?
Carlisle was worried. It will definitely not be a pleasant experience. From the way his grandfather treated his father, Jonathan, to this day, he was no different from Ash. Moreover, Carlisle showed signs of inadequacy, even collapsing. After saying that he understood and hanging up the phone, Carlisle sat on the bed and thought for a while. It was fortunate that Ash took the initiative to go to work.
The conclusion was slowly leaning towards going alone. This was a personal matter. Since it’s his family’s situation, it’s right to handle it alone without involving Ash. Moreover, they had only recently met. Regardless of how much Carlisle loves Ash, she must be a burden to him.
Water dripped from my washed hair and formed on my thighs. Carlisle quietly raised his eyes and saw Ash’s room, which felt like theirs. There were signs everywhere that Ash had let Carlisle into his space.
Taesan still doesn’t know about Ash’s past. I don’t know what it was like with her former lovers. To be honest, I don’t want to know. Because it was obvious that she would be pettyly jealous of everyone and suffer. But perhaps she was alone in her illusions, but she didn’t think Ash was like this to all her lovers. Ash waited for her Carlisle. She also confessed to him that she truly loved him.
So, wouldn’t it be okay to at least ask a doctor?
It seemed like courtesy. Ash came to see Carlisle and tried to become a part of his life again. Even if he goes alone, he might as well go alone after hearing from Ash that he doesn’t think it’s time to meet yet.
After hesitating for quite some time after coming to a conclusion, Carlisle left a text message for Ash. While I was drying her hair, taking out my clothes next to Ash’s shirt, and getting dressed, the reply arrived.
[let’s go together.]
There was one more text.
[I don’t want to send Lyle alone. We will definitely go together. You understand, right?]
As soon as I saw the grateful response, I felt a great sense of relief. A feeling of relief that I had never felt before swept over my body. What do people say about these feelings?
Carlisle couldn’t think of words to describe what he was feeling. Feeling like you’re not alone. Carlisle quietly rolled the sentence on his tongue. I felt like I needed to think about it a bit to find the answer.
At exactly five o’clock in the afternoon, Carlisle arrived at Ash’s company. Parking his car in a nearby private parking lot, Carlyle again encountered the company’s sign that read ⟪Unexpected⟫. I thought he would be okay, but seeing him again made me feel a little sick to my stomach.
When Ash asked him if he wanted to go to where Carlisle was, he said that he would go pick him up like in the past. There were three reasons. He didn’t want to trouble Ash, it was timing, and he didn’t have any good memories of the last time he was there. The latter was the most important reason.
Carlisle thought he might come here often during his time with Ash. It was Carlisle’s first time visiting his lover at work or picking him up, so he wanted to do as much as he could. So she wanted to erase her bad memories. From now on, coming here will just be fun.
Of course, my feelings were not exactly what I had in mind. Although his expression was very calm, Carlisle entered the lobby in a very nervous state. Even though it was quite a while ago, it doesn’t seem like the staff has changed. Some people will remember their awkward atmosphere and Ash’s words that they had ‘no relationship’.
“uh?”
Carlisle’s prediction was immediately correct. At the reception desk in the lobby, there was the same staff member he had seen before. She seemed to recognize Carlisle immediately.
“You came before… … “Have you come to see the director?”
Carlisle exhaled slowly at those words.
“you’re right.”
Then panic set in. Does he really need to add more words? Originally, Carlisle was not a person who spoke much to others. But somehow, given the situation, it felt like it had to be that way.
Mr. Jones will be down soon. For your information, I’m Carlisle Frost, and I’m dating him. No, the latter clearly does not need to be said. It was just a little selfishness mixed in. Ash seemed to be very popular with everyone at the company, so they wanted to make sure… … .
“Lyle. “It came just in time, didn’t it?”
Ash appeared like a savior. Carlisle’s face brightened without his knowledge. Ash, who had just gotten off the elevator, strode forward, looking at Carla Ilman. This time, there were several designers leaving work behind him. All of a sudden, attention focused on them.
“yes.”
Carlisle answered briefly. Ash stood in front of him and she grinned. Carlisle’s face also slowly relaxed. The laughter appeared faintly without me realizing it. Carlisle didn’t notice that Ash’s expression hardened strangely.
“I missed you.”
It was a low whisper, but someone seemed to have heard it. It was quiet for a moment, and then someone asked a question.
“oh my god. “Director, have you found a lover?”
The person who spoke in a very surprised voice was a man. At first glance, it looked like a beta. Carlisle looked at Ash in shock. My gaze wavered uneasily. I know the answer won’t be that we have no relationship, but I keep thinking about that day.
However, Ash immediately put an end to Carlisle’s anxiety by holding his hand. His fingers intertwined and dug in. I saw Ash turn his body to look at his teammates.
“yes. “He’s my lover.”
I saw a side profile smiling brightly. Carlisle closed her mouth, feeling his heart stop. My ears were hot.
“Last time, you said we weren’t in a relationship at all!”
Someone said the words Carlisle was afraid of. I felt Ash squeeze Carlisle’s hand.
“I said that because it was before I confessed. You can’t start weird rumors before you even start dating, right? “It’s rude to my lover.”
Ash said something unexpected and ignored the question. Carlisle listened to the sound blankly. She looked sideways and then down again. I was embarrassed to meet her eyes.
“Look at that. “I said it didn’t seem like a normal relationship.”
“Please introduce us too!”
Two women called Mikayla and Julie added their words. In an instant, the lobby became noisy. Carlisle squeezed Ash’s hand in the atmosphere surrounding them.
Ash called him lover. I felt very at ease, and at the same time, joy filled me. As he looked at the people asking for introductions, Carlisle had the same smile on his face as he did when he went about his business. But, unlike back then, that laugh was a little more sincere.
“My name is Carlisle Frost. “I think we’ll see each other often, so please take care of us.”
A graceful smile appeared on his cool, sculptural face. Her smile was a little different than the one she smiled at Ash, but it was clear that that smile changed Carlisle’s impression a lot. In fact, people who only met him on business often knew Carlyle as a sociable person.
The lobby became quiet for a moment. After a moment of silence, more people started to cling to them, accompanied by loud voices. Ash’s gaze rested warmly on Carlisle’s cheek. Carlisle looked at Ash just as he was smiling, and his smile deepened. Ash slightly rubbed his eyebrows with an expression of liking and disapproval, then shook his head firmly.
“Everyone is so interested in my work.”
Then, he hugged Carlisle in his arms. Carlisle was taken aback when he was hugged out of nowhere. Because I like it.
“We have to go now, we’ll talk later.”
“Wow, are you trying to monopolize now? “Director, it’s not like that in the first place, right?”
“How difficult it is to meet a good-looking person! Please stay a little longer. Please help me improve my eyesight, okay?”
Despite repeated pleas, Ash smiled and very firmly shooed them away. song. Ash led him away, whispering in his ear. There was no Carlisle Frost in the past who said he felt uncomfortable kissing or being affectionate in public. Carlisle felt very satisfied with the current situation. That’s why Carlisle followed Ash out without saying a word.
I looked back, wondering if I should say hello, but Ash shook his head harshly. Carlisle followed Ash out of the company. Ash walked quite quickly after leaving the building. Only after reaching the deserted parking lot did Ash stop walking.
“Lyle.”
Ash’s hands held Carlisle’s cheeks. Meanwhile, Carlisle, who had returned to his expressionless expression, nodded his head.
“yes.”
“Do you always smile like that?”
Ash looked really upset. therefore… … Specifically, against people other than Carlisle.
“Is that why you didn’t just smile at me?”
“no.”
I feel like I’m angry about something, but I don’t know why I’m angry. Carlisle reflected on whether his actions were wrong. I think it’s true that you need to show off well to your lover’s surroundings… … .
“Did I make a mistake?”
My voice lowered a little. Ash shook his head.
“No, no. That’s not it… … .”
A finger gently brushed Carlisle’s lips. Heat rose to my cheeks as I remembered what happened in the morning.
“Only I should see something this pretty, but other people have seen it.”
Their lips lightly touched and fell.
“Smile only in front of me. “Just like always.”
Our lips touched again.
“If you don’t smile often… … “I would like you to do that.”
Twice in a row again. As the bird kiss followed, Carlisle turned her eyes here and there and eventually smiled.
“Look at this. “Smiling in public places is prohibited.”
“All right.”
Then Carlisle also had something to say. Actually, it’s something I’ve been thinking about for a long time. At that time, he was in no position to ask for such a thing, so he didn’t even dare to say it out loud. But now it’s different. Carlisle Frost was originally a negotiator.
“Then I hope Ash doesn’t laugh too often.”
In other words, it meant that conditions could not be accepted for free.
“Me?”
“Ash… … “You don’t smile at anyone, do you?”
The man had a very friendly appearance and was even kind, so there were so many people around him. He said he couldn’t help it because people already knew him, but he hated it when people smiled lightly when he went to a restaurant or ran into someone on the street. This was because my eyes were glued to Ash every time.
“You didn’t like that?”
Ash laughed deeply as if he had heard a very cute sound. Her fingers rubbed her cheek.
“… … “It’s not good.”
I hated it very, very much.
“I won’t smile if you don’t like Lyle.”
Even though he said he wasn’t laughing, Ash’s laughter only increased.
“I’m serious.”
“It’s real. promise. “Don’t you believe it?”
Of course I believe it. … … Believe.
“I don’t think you can change it all at once… … “I don’t think so.”
When Ash expressed his true feelings, he laughed out loud. She seemed to be enjoying the situation very much.
“It’s so cute I’m dying.”
As if saying “cute” had become a habit now, Ash said that again.
“If you don’t believe me, you can lock me up. So that other people can’t see me smiling. how is it? I’ll just stay home if Lyle wants me to. “Do I have to feed them, put them to sleep, and do everything instead?”
At that moment, Carlisle was overcome by a serious impulse. Isn’t it obvious? What was overflowing was money. Even though his environment was given to him from birth, Carlisle grew up based on that and was overflowing with property and money in his name. He was confident that he would feed Ash for the rest of his life without getting a drop of water on his hands.
A temptation that couldn’t be compared to the time when I was wondering whether to wear a shirt or not came to me. Carlisle honestly thought she could keep Ash locked up. of course… … He knows this is a crime. just… … I just thought about it. Because Ash said so. Carlisle said she was just thinking about giving her lover what he wanted.
“Well, I guess I’m really thinking about it now.”
Ash whispered. Lips touched my ear.
“I like it. instead… … Until I’m satisfied, Lyle can’t go out either.”
A hand touched the back of my nicely curved waist. Carlisle swallowed her dry saliva at the slight pressure of her coat.
“If you want to raise me, you also have to manage my sexual desires. We will insert the rail hole so that it is not empty. “I’m still holding back from wanting to do that.”
Gradually, the content became more intense. Carlisle was silent, even forgetting to breathe. How on earth can I accept it here?
“It’s wet from the front and back… … I will make you familiar with the sound of water. Let Lyle eat the dick he likes to suck in the morning. … … how is it?”
The moment the word fuck was said, Carlisle surrendered. It was too sensational a word to hear in a sober mind. Why on earth do we use the word dick instead of the word penis? I felt dizzy.
“… … “It’s late.”
“is it so? “I don’t think it’s been that long.”
Ash shrugged his shoulders as if he was really enjoying it or if he didn’t want to go. Looking at Ash with shaky eyes, Carlisle managed to pull his hand away.
“It’s true.”
“all right. “You can’t be late.”
Carlisle took a deep breath as he took the car keys out of his pocket. Then, even in this situation, she did not forget to remind herself of the conditions one more time.
“You promised.”
“Do not worry. “If I break it, you’ll lock me up like I just said.”
I’m serious. Carlisle refused to answer the additional question. Ash laughed quietly as he watched Carlisle quickly walk to his parked Audi.
* * *
As I got closer to the mansion, my stomach started to tingle. I thought it had improved a lot and that I would no longer be in pain, but it seemed like it had come back. Seeing his grandfather wasn’t always easy for him.
Getting used to it doesn’t mean you won’t feel pain. Carlisle simply learned to endure the situation. Worse yet, he had now done the thing that disappointed his grandfather the most in his entire life. The pressure was incredible.
“Lyle.”
As he parked the car in the front yard of the mansion, Ash called out to him. Carlisle turned his head. When I saw Ash’s face, my stomach calmed down a little.
“are you okay?”
Carlisle let go of his hand on the steering wheel and pursed his lips. It was nice to have Ash by his side. And I was afraid that such a good person might be hurt by my grandfather.
“I am okay. but… … .”
In Carlisle’s eyes, Ash seemed like someone who grew up with nothing but love. Because, unlike him, she smiled like someone who came from a beautiful environment to see only good things. But Carlisle now knows that there is a reason for Ash’s laughter. When she heard the story of her childhood, Carlisle realized for the first time what it meant to break her heart. My intention was to show only good things to people who have such wounds from now on. But my grandfather will definitely say harsh words.
“As I said last time, my grandfather… … .”
On the day I delivered the painting to Ash, Carlisle told me a little about myself. To be honest, he didn’t know what to say. His past was different from that of ordinary people, but at the same time it was not particularly special.
So Carlyle only talked about what he had learned from an early age. He only briefly mentioned his grandfather. He is a model of nobility.
“Incomparable to Marquis Gordon, he acts like a nobleman. Although it is an unbecoming behavior in today’s era, there is a strong tendency to place importance on lineage… … .”
Carlisle has never talked about his family to anyone. He found it difficult to choose words to describe his grandfather to others.
“So you’re worried? I’m fine.”
“still… … “I am worried that you will say something unpleasant.”
The more I expressed my concerns, the more my stomach hurt. I bit my lip slightly. Worry appeared on Ash’s face, and he reached out for her hand.
“Does it hurt again? Shall we go back?”
“no.”
“What should I do if it hurts like this? huh? “It looks like it’s already going to break.”
The pain went away for a moment. I felt like I had heard something indescribably absurd. Do you think it will break? Although he had shown some shortcomings recently, Carlisle was a sturdy alpha male who had never been sick.
“It’s not like that.”
“This is why I can’t touch it.”
“… … really… … “It’s okay.”
“What I see with Lyle is that he tends to say it’s okay to be okay with things that aren’t okay.”
Ash’s hand touched his stomach. Carlisle twitched his fingers at the gentle, soothing action of stroking his abdomen.
“ash… … .”
“You don’t have to worry about me. I have a strong tolerance for personal attacks. furthermore… … “You’re not someone I see often, right?”
Ash said casually. Ash’s childhood may have been behind his strong tolerance for those types of words. Carlisle was so sad that he covered the back of Ash’s hand. He wanted to say he loved me.
But that required a lot of preparation every time I spoke. My feelings were too deep, so it was difficult to let them out easily. I felt like every part of my body that the words passed through was shaking. It was that intense.
“Okay then.”
Ash narrowed his eyes with a playful voice. Carlisle’s earlobes turned red as he winked cutely. Has it done that to other people? Even during this time, petty jealousy crossed my mind.
“We can run away together. Shall we go to France? The two of us live in Marseille. “I will give Carlisle the joy of a hundred people so he won’t be lonely.”
Ash’s hand that was touching his stomach flipped over. Holding Carlisle’s hand covering his face, Ash dragged Carlisle’s hand over his lips.
“Mon Chéri.”
Today was the first time I heard Ash speak French. It was a low and sweet voice. I had no idea that the word ‘my love’ could sound so erotic. Words had power. All the anxiety surrounding Carlisle slowly subsided. As long as Ash was there, she would be okay with anything. The idea of running away seemed somewhat like a fairy tale, but was within the realm of imagination.
“… … Are you serious?”
“I don’t lie.”
In that case, the request to be locked up may be really sincere… … . Carlisle suddenly thought of that, and then she slowly smiled. Unlike a few minutes ago, when he was stiff with tension, his mind had relaxed enough to think about this again. Just a few words from Ash.
“All right.”
This time it was Carlisle’s turn. Carlisle applied strength to his hand and pulled the hand that was touching Ash’s lips in the opposite direction. Bowing his head reverently toward his drawn hand, Carlisle gently kissed it.
“Since Ash said so… … “I think it’ll be okay.”
Rubbing his lips gently, Carlisle raised his eyes. Ash’s eyes, who had been looking at him without expression for a moment, widened as if he was troubled.
“Lyle.”
“yes.”
“I guess it’s a good thing I don’t have much time right now.”
Carlisle narrowed one eye slightly at the incomprehensible words. Ash ran a hand through her hair with a deep sigh.
“Otherwise I would have ended up working here.”
“Work… … ?”
“My lover is so naive… … . “There is a long way to go.”
Ash said in a truly sad voice. Ash’s hand, held by Carlisle, rubbed Carlisle’s lips. Carlisle also felt that it was a movement full of desire.
“Then, shall we go?”
Ash asked. Carlisle smiled faintly as he met her eyes. The car doors opened at the same time.
Arthur was in Alice’s room, which she only opened when receiving important guests. In fact, this mansion belongs to Arthur, so if you look at it, it may have been the room that Arthur originally used.
After two knocks on the door, a clear and serious voice was heard. Carlisle straightened his back at the sound that pierced the heavy wood.
I turned the long doorknob covered in gold leaf. Beyond the door that opened without a sound, I could see a gorgeous living room. Chairs with velvet cushions decorated in Victorian style, a table made of mahogany, and Arthur Frost sitting there holding a cup of tea. It was a sight that pressured Carlisle for the rest of his life.
“See you, grandfather.”
Arthur’s eyes fell on Carlisle. Carlisle, who was about to say hello, immediately realized that Arthur was not the only one there.
Marquis Gordon was sitting next to Arthur. Even though Carlisle knew it was against etiquette, she unconsciously looked back at Ash. Ash had an unfazed face.
“To Marquis Gordon… … “I send you greetings.”
“See you again, Mr. Carlisle.”
Gordon greeted him with a friendly face. Gordon’s gaze immediately landed on Ash. Ash smiled at Gordon, and Gordon looked at him with soft eyes. This time Ash spoke.
“Thank you for providing a space. “My name is Ash Jones.”
Arthur, who had been watching them in silence, looked away. Gordon and Arthur were holding teacups in their hands, as if they were drinking late afternoon tea. Gordon said, looking at Arthur.
“How do you feel when you see it in person, Arthur?”
Carlisle held his breath. I don’t know what was discussed, but the situation was moving in a direction I didn’t expect.
First of all, his grandfather and the Marquis Gordon were not that close. This was due to the Marquis Gordon’s tendency to not appear often in social circles. But now Gordon was referring to his grandfather by his first name.
“He is tall, as befits a young man the Marquis loves.”
“He has been a bright child since he was young, so I believe he will behave in a way that does not cause trouble to his precious grandson. Isn’t that right, Ash?”
Carlisle was confused. He now knows that Marquis Gordon cares about Ash like his own child. So Ash, after receiving my call, did she contact her Marquis and set up this event?
“Lyle means so much to me. of course.”
After answering that, Ash smiled kindly and looked at Arthur.
“So, if Marquis Frost allows us to associate, we will serve your grandson with the utmost care more than anyone else. “Please.”
I was taken aback by the words as if I were addressing a superior. Carlisle was not the one to listen to Ash like that. As she looked at Ash with a look of disappointment on her face, Gordon clapped his hands as if to cheer her up. Arthur was staring at them with an expression that made no sense. His posture with his back straight was very sharp.
“Oh my, now that I think about it, I haven’t invited you to sit down yet. What do you think, Arthur?”
“Of course. Carlisle, what are you doing? “Without showing Mr. Jones his seat.”
Arthur’s attitude toward Ash seemed incredibly friendly. It was like that until now.
Carlisle looked relieved at his grandfather’s tone of reprimand for not showing Ash to his seat. However, Ash’s expression hardened slightly. Carlisle didn’t understand, so she looked at Ash and whispered very softly to him.
‘ash?’
‘Lyle… … .’
Ash looked at Carlisle with confused eyes, then closed his mouth. She looked like she was thinking about something. Carlisle waited for a moment for Ash to continue, but then she led Ash to his seat. Across from where the two marquis sat, there was a long sofa for them to sit on. There was a short silence. Arthur opened her mouth again.
“Seeing it with my own eyes makes my anxiety go away. We ask for your understanding. Since I had been thinking of a good family for Carlisle from a young age, I was embarrassed by the sudden break-up of the engagement. “In such a situation, I wanted to carefully look at the person who broke off the engagement and brought me in for a relationship.”
Arthur was talking as if Ash’s appearance was the reason the engagement was broken. Marquis Gordon poured them tea and nodded his head in understanding.
“I completely understand. It’s a pact between families. The Frost family has maintained an excellent lineage since ancient times, so the Marquis must be very concerned.”
“Maybe it’s the Marquis’ family. Excluding Philip, there is only one marquess who has been connected to the Duke of Devonshire family for generations.”
Unusual conversations were a daily occurrence here. It was familiar to Carlisle, but probably not to Ash. Ash didn’t really say anything. She was just looking in front of her with a strangely unsmiling face.
“I heard that you are a young man whom the Marquis cherishes, so you can leave your underprivileged grandson to me with peace of mind. However, since it is a relationship… … “I don’t know how long it will last.”
Arthur looked at Carlisle with those words. It was a look that reprimanded Carlisle for doing this just for the sake of companionship, not marriage. Carlisle quietly lowered his head as he looked at her pitiful eyes.
“We apologize for the inconvenience.”
It was something that absolutely had to be said. But Carlyle had more to say than this. It wasn’t because of Ash that her engagement was broken. She did it because Carlisle was a human being who was extremely lacking.
“but… … I want to assure you that the engagement was not broken off because of Mr. Jones. As my grandfather knows, because of my shortcomings… … .”
“Know. “How on earth did you manage it, showing such an ugly image in front of others?”
As if he had been waiting, Arthur harshly reprimanded Carlisle. At that moment, Ash grabbed Carlisle’s hand tightly. Carlisle was surprised by that power. Is Ash also scolding him for his pitiful behavior?
It could have been so. Anyone who sees his grandfather treating him would feel that way. At least if he was a dominant alpha like Kyle… … . Struggling to shake off the rising self-blame, Carlisle tried to straighten his back. Then he lowered his eyes and apologized again.
“… … I have nothing to say. “I will behave well from now on.”
“That’s right! “If you act as pathetic as you do now, no one will want you.”
At that moment, a ridiculous sound of laughter rang out. Carlisle was startled and looked to the side. The owner of the laugh was Ash. Ash was looking at Arthur like he couldn’t quite understand what he was witnessing. Her eyes were cold and hard.
“Oh, sorry.”
Ash spoke coldly in a voice that did not contain any regret. It was the first voice I heard. Arthur frowned at the tone that was as cold as ice and as sharp as thorns.
“I think the Marquis is misunderstanding. Carlisle is not a pathetic person. As I said before, he is too much for me.”
Carlisle froze. No one had ever said anything like that in front of him.
“I had no idea that my grandfather would treat someone as precious and valuable as Carlisle in this way.”
Ash laughed, as if he was amazed. Anger gradually appeared on Arthur’s face. Gordon was smiling as if he was embarrassed, but she didn’t have a good expression either.
Carlisle felt an emotion that was difficult to describe between them. I couldn’t believe that Ash was taking my side, I was happy… … At the same time, I felt like I made everyone uncomfortable due to my inexperience. Ash’s intentions were greatly appreciated, but his grandfather’s words were not wrong.
“Aren’t you family?”
Ash asked. Arthur stared at Ash with his blue eyes brightly shining, then turned his head to ignore him. Instead, she subtly pointed the arrow at Gordon.
“This is something I didn’t expect.”
“I hope the Marquis will understand. “If you’re in love, it’s easy to get upset over many things.”
As a man with a gentle nature and experience, Gordon skillfully comforted Arthur. But Carlisle knew Arthur wouldn’t end there.
“No matter what, there is a degree, isn’t there? They say you can’t lie about your origins, but… … .”
Ash didn’t respond to comments that belittled me. But this time Carlisle had a hard time getting over it. I knew my grandfather would behave like that. I thought it would go well, but then the topic of his lineage and origin came up, just as he had been ignoring his father. What on earth is that?
“Grandpa.”
I was very upset. I was really upset. Ash wasn’t the type of person to listen to things like this. He shouldn’t be treated like this because he met Carlyle by mistake.
“The consequences of my shortcomings… … “I hope you don’t blame it on Ash.”
“Carlisle!”
Arthur shouted as if he was shocked. He actually had absurd eyes.
“Have you finally come to your senses?”
Arthur could not tolerate Carlisle who dared to retort. I could see my hands shaking and trembling. If Ash or Gordon hadn’t been there, it wouldn’t have been surprising if they got slapped right away. Carlisle had never once in his life rebutted his grandfather in such an impudent manner.
The angry man’s energy filled the room. Even though he was older, the dominant alpha was still the dominant alpha. The air pressing on his entire body was a conduit to Carlisle’s bad memories. Nevertheless, Carlisle clenched and unclenched his fists and continued speaking steadfastly.
“I’m sorry for disappointing you. but… … .”
Carlisle tried to suppress the trembling of his voice. The treatment surrounding him was deserved, but the demands he was making now were non-negotiable. So he had to be confident.
“Please don’t treat my lover like that, grandfather. please.”
My complexion became pale. But Carlisle kept his mouth shut and met Arthur’s gaze directly. Arthur’s hand twitched as if it were going to rise. Carlisle could see that Arthur was being very patient. Gordon calmed the burning air that was about to explode again.
“It’s nice to see that young people these days have clear opinions.”
“Did you say it looked good, Philip?”
Arthur was about to explode at those words. He didn’t even know he was already doing it. But Gordon didn’t seem to care about that at all.
“It’s a day where something good happens after a long time, so why should you be so upset? I know there are a lot of things you want to talk about with the Duke this evening… … “I don’t know if you’re okay with this.”
There was a bone in Gordon’s words. Only then did Carlisle clearly understand what the deal had been between them. Arthur always regretted that they had no connections in politics. Carlisle’s engagement was also a device to make up for it.
And Gordon seemed to have made it a condition of building a bridge with the Duke of Devonshire, with whom he had maintained a long-standing friendship. For Ash’s sake.
The tense atmosphere gradually calmed down. His grandfather was an arrogant and stubborn man, but he was also a man with clear priorities. He knew how to do anything for the benefit of his family and himself. The redness of his face gradually subsided. The pheromones that were disturbing the room gradually subsided.
Ash still had a cold look on his face with his eyes fixed on Arthur. Arthur stared at it once more with great disapproval, then closed her eyes. Arthur opened his eyes a few seconds later and became as quiet as when he first greeted them.
“That makes sense.”
“I’m glad you agree.”
“I have the Marquis’ favor, so I guess I should do this too.”
Arthur looked at Carlisle. Arthur, who was staring at Carlisle with his vague eyes, coldly opened her mouth.
“Just go and see.”
Then he looked at Ash as well.
“We’ll see.”
It was an ambiguous expression as to which of the two it was addressed to. It was only when Ash heard those words that he smiled.
“I will take better care of Carlisle than anyone else, so you don’t have to worry. “Can I just leave now?”
Ash asked permission but didn’t wait for Arthur. Without hesitation, Ash stood up and extended his hand, looking down at Carlisle.
“Let’s go, Lyle.”
A friendly face looked at him and whispered. Then his tension eased, and Carlisle felt dizzy. He felt like he had ruined everything, but at the same time, looking at Ash’s face made him feel okay.
I didn’t want to think about it anymore. Carlisle took Ash’s hand without hesitation. A warm feeling spread. Carlisle felt an overwhelming sense of relief at the gentle energy that colored his cold insides. That was how he felt when he received Ash’s text in the morning. I feel like I am not alone and that I have something to support me.
What did they say about this?
Carlisle nibbled on the tip of his tongue as if he couldn’t think of a word. Carlisle took Ash’s hand and got up from his couch. Before leaving the drawing room, Arthur finally muttered as if he was angry again.
“Goyan… … .”
I saw Gordon stand up and calm him down.
“Haha, Arthur. How about seeing it as the spirit of youth? “If it’s okay, I’ll take a good look at Tyler.”
Arthur felt sick to his stomach, so he answered by drinking tea. Gordon smiled kindly and walked towards them. Ash let out a cold laugh and left the room first. Gordon left the room, following Carlisle.
“Mr. Carlisle.”
Gordon gently called to him as he closed the door. Carlisle immediately bowed his head to Gordon, feeling helpless. Ash grabbed him from behind.
“sorry.”
“Lyle, don’t do that. “It’s up to me to apologize.”
Ash said as he grabbed Carlisle. Gordon waved his hand as if he didn’t care.
“Why are you apologizing? “The Marquis was rude to me.”
“but… … .”
“In general, nobles who want to abolish fox hunting laws do not deviate much from that personality. “It is difficult for people raised that way to change.”
Gordon said that and then looked at Ash. Ash sighed and rubbed her face, then she bowed her back to Gordon.
“I’m sorry, and thank you.”
“I don’t know why you’re doing that again. I should be thankful. “He finally found me.”
“I ruined it. Lyle, I’m sorry. I should have held back… … .”
Ash stretched out his hand. Her fingers touching her cheek were trembling slightly.
“Seeing what you’re doing to Lyle, it’s so… … “I was so angry.”
Carlisle felt something overwhelming as he looked at the eyes twisting as if in pain. Someone is taking out his anger on his behalf. A word that came to mind before leaving the room gradually became clearer.
“Haha, it’s time for the old man to go away. By the way, Carlisle.”
Gordon spoke slyly and called Carlisle. Carlisle looked at Ash’s hand as if fascinated, then came to her senses and answered Gordon’s words.
“yes. “Marquis.”
“I said it in the past. “Please do me a favor later.”
It certainly was. Gordon refused to accept the price for the painting from him, but instead told Carlisle that.
“I remember.”
“I think it’s time for you to do me a favor.”
Gordon’s eyes softened. It was a kind smile that she thought resembled Ash’s.
“I’ll listen to anything.”
“I’m glad that’s the case.”
Gordon stretched out his hand. Carlisle hesitated, then took Gordon’s hand for a handshake. The man’s surprisingly strong hand gently squeezed and released Carlisle.
“I hope you will be happy for a long time with the child of the person I loved the most. “That is my request.”
It’s a sign of a very brave and loving person.
Carlisle was momentarily stunned by the words, which were filled with deep longing. Someone once said that emotions are contagious. Ash’s hand wrapped around Carlisle’s shoulder. Gordon smiled at them. Gordon’s hand that was shaking slowly let go.
“Okay then, Ash. “I’ll see you again later.”
“thank you.”
“okay. “It’s been a while since I’ve seen Natalie, so if you don’t mind, it would be a good idea to watch it together.”
“I will.”
Ash smiled at Gordon with a calmer face than before. Gordon laughed casually and went back to where Arthur was. I heard the door closing. Ash’s hand held Carlisle’s shoulder and rubbed him for a long time.
“Shall we go back, Lyle?”
“… … “I would like to do that.”
“It would be a good idea to buy some wine on the way.”
huh. That would be nice. Ash muttered to himself and then took a deep sigh. Then he hugged Carlisle tightly. Carlisle chuckled softly as he buried his face in the crook of her neck. A sense of relief washed over me. Carlisle was finally able to define what he was feeling.
To rely on.
Surprisingly, Carlisle was relying on Ash Jones. I feel protected, and I get to lean on someone who cares for me so much… … People said so. Feeling amazed at that fact, Carlisle hugged Ash. Carlisle thanked Ash as he held her tightly by the waist.
That he chose me.
Carlisle had selected the most expensive items from the family’s wine cellar. When we put about six bottles of both white and red wine into a wooden box, Ash looked at them and laughed.
The two returned to Ash’s house. Looking at the space that had become as cozy as home in just three weeks, Carlisle thought that he did not want to miss out on this happiness forever. In order not to miss it, Carlisle was prepared to be more desperate than anyone else.
Although Ash was smiling for Carlisle, he seemed to be very upset due to his meeting with his grandfather. Ash’s expression hardened for a moment when she wasn’t looking at Carlisle. Every time she lowered her eyes as if thinking about something, Carlisle watched Ash’s expression. She wanted to figure out how to make her feel better, but she couldn’t figure out how. Carlisle entered the kitchen. She then paced nervously next to Ash, who was preparing wine and food for her.
“Sit down and I will do it. “You must be tired, so I’m taking a shower first.”
Ash looked at Carlisle and spoke kindly. After secretly examining his exhausted face, Carlisle ended up apologizing.
“sorry.”
“… … Lyle.”
Ash’s smile disappeared. Ash put down the bowl containing the salad and turned around.
“Please don’t apologize to me again.”
“But, because of me…” … .”
“It’s not about Lyle. “Lyle’s grandfather did it too much.”
Ash closed his eyes and chewed his lips, as if letting out the words he had been holding in. Worried about damaging her lips, Carlisle lifted her hand halfway up and lowered it.
“The person I love is being treated like that… … “Is there anyone who isn’t angry?”
“It’s okay because I’ve always heard it. It’s also true… … .”
Ash’s eyes widened. His expression became serious, as if Carlisle’s words had greatly confused him. Ash washed his face dry and took a long breath.
“Lyle. “Listen carefully.”
I nodded. Carlisle became increasingly anxious, as my words seemed to make Ash more angry.
“First of all, everything your grandfather said about Lyle is not true. Lyle is a very bright person and knows a lot. “Ordinary people can’t even keep up.”
Carlisle kept his mouth shut. Although this may seem to be true, his surroundings were made up of people who were above Carlisle’s level. Among them, Carlisle was the most insignificant being.
“And Lyle is not okay. I’m not okay either. Lyle, you are the most precious person to me.”
Carlisle, who had been looking down at his feet for a moment, looked up.
“I don’t need anyone else in the world. You are more precious, beautiful, handsome, cute, and lovely than anyone else. “He is someone I care about very much.”
It felt like hearing a confession again. It was too much. Carlisle gasped a little, feeling as if he was suffocating from the flood of emotions. Carlisle endured the tingling around his eyes.
“So, Lyle cares more about himself too. “Please don’t tell me he doesn’t mind hearing that.”
please.
Ash looked sad, like he was hurt. Carlisle said she was sad that she had made her Ash sad, but at the same time she was happy that the sadness came from loving me. He was such a selfish person, but Ash wrapped him up in all kinds of beautiful words.
“I never imagined Lyle would be treated like that. I thought she was a master who was raised with honor. I thought I grew up in a family where everyone was anxious because they couldn’t get what they wanted. “It had to be that way.”
Ash finally pulled Carlisle hard, as if he couldn’t bear it anymore. Burying her face into Carlisle’s neck, Ash rubbed her forehead.
“I’m so upset that I didn’t know that.”
“… … it’s okay.”
“no. “I won’t believe anything Lyle says for the time being.”
“… … “I hope you can believe it.”
Carlisle calmly raised his hand and rubbed Ash’s back.
“I’m really okay now that I have Ash.”
“Really… … .”
Ash looked up. Arching his eyebrows, Ash carefully brushed Carlisle’s hair.
“It’s so lovely.”
“That’s just for Ash’s eyes.”
Carlisle is not kind to everyone. He may seem very arrogant or overbearing to some. He never caused trouble, but that didn’t mean he always maintained a nice attitude.
“Wouldn’t that be enough? “Even if I am the most murderous person in the world to some people, I am a good person to Lyle.”
“Ash can’t do that… … .”
Ash shook his head. Carlisle became a little more anxious and rubbed Ash’s back as if to comfort him. It felt strangely good. It seemed like he was playing a fool.
“Am I a good person for Lyle?”
Ash asked in pain.
“I’m afraid to even ask how much I may have hurt you without knowing.”
“It’s not like that.”
This time the words came out firmly. Of course, there were many times when I felt sad because of Ash’s words. However, since they started dating, Ash has only let Carlisle know about his joy. He was like that from the beginning. When she met Ash, Carlisle discovered feelings she didn’t even know existed. How wonderful the world is.
“In my life, I have never depended on someone… … This is my first time. That’s how good he is to me.”
It was still difficult to be honest, but I was willing to do whatever I could to avoid upsetting Ash. Slowly but clearly, Carlisle spit out each word.
“I am happy to meet you.”
Ash’s eyes twisted. Exhaling heavily, he gently pulled Carlisle’s cheeks. Carlisle closed his eyes. His lips sucked weakly. It was a careful movement, as if handling something fragile.
I felt a tingling sensation. I felt like I was cherished. Since Ash was very considerate of him, it also struck me that he was putting up with a lot.
But Carlisle now has Ash. Having someone to rely on makes a difference. Clearly, Carlisle had acted like a very weak person only towards Ash.
But now he was increasingly certain that Ash would be by his side. For the first time, Carlisle dared to voice his opinion to his grandfather, because he had someone who would take care of him even when he was hurt.
So, I hope Ash can handle him to his heart’s content.
With that in mind, Carlisle bit Ash’s lip a little harder. He pushed his tongue in and squeezed Ash’s shoulder. opened her eyes Ash was looking at Carlisle quietly, as if he hadn’t expected it. Maintaining eye contact with hers, Carlisle mixed his tongue with hers some more. As she slowly felt his tongue curling around her and looked directly at Ash, her excitement rose sharply. She felt like doing something very naughty.
Ash’s eyes gradually became colored with deep desire. The deepened eyes stared straight at Carlisle. Her outstretched hand grasped her chin. Carlisle continued to kiss Ash and her, still holding her chin.
It made a slurping sound and was mixed with saliva. The feeling of tongues gently rubbing and sucking made him anxious. He thought he’d gotten used to Ash’s ways these days, but Carlisle was so driven that it was hard to even swallow his saliva.
Ash tugged at Carlisle’s chin and swallowed him like a starving man. His long tongue swept across the roof of his mouth. Ugh, huh, his hand holding my shoulder slipped down. His lower abdomen hardened and his excitement went into overdrive.
I kissed like I was possessed. Ash’s saliva was too sweet. It was a shame that a little bit of it flowed down her chin. Carlisle moaned as he pressed his body against her in frustration. The feeling of being immersed in her kiss without being able to come to my senses was similar to having sex.
Just as I was about to have the illusion of reaching climax, Ash parted his lips. Carlisle followed Ash, who was retreating with a start, as if something precious had been taken away. My vision was blurry.
“Lyle, if you keep doing this… … .”
“ash.”
Carlisle grabbed Ash’s wrist, who was holding his chin. I didn’t want to hear that I was holding back. It was equally difficult for him to bear.
“Shall we wash together?”
Carlisle said quietly. He pulled Ash’s wrist and placed his lips on it. He lowered his head and gently sucked his wrist. A kiss mark was faintly engraved. As if leaving a mark little by little, Carlisle continued kissing from his wrist down to his palm. Finally, my lips touched his fingers.
Carlisle did the same thing in the morning, no, a little more boldly than that… … , and pushed his finger into my mouth. Ash’s fingers, which had washed the salad, exuded a fresh scent and moisture.
Making eye contact, Carlisle licked his fingertips with his tongue. Ash drew a smile into her unsmiling eyes. A deep voice was heard that sent shivers down her spine.
“I’m going to turn.”
As soon as he finished speaking, Ash held out his hand. With his impatient hands he unbuttoned Carlisle’s dress shirt. It wasn’t as smooth as usual. Half of his buttons were torn off. Carlisle gasped and reached for Ash’s clothes in a hasty, tearing motion. Although he was slower than Ash, he was also urgent. He wanted to touch Ash’s bare skin.
Ash muttered something that sounded like an insult and pushed Carlisle against the wall. His hands dug inside, undoing his belt. The hand holding my penis was hot. Carlisle threw her head back and gasped. Her hand was just within reach and it seemed like it was going to go.
“Ha, uh, huh, Ash, uh, huh.”
“It’s so pretty it’s driving me crazy. “I want to chew it all and swallow it like this.”
Ash bit the back of Carlisle’s neck, harder than in the morning. My skin felt hot along with a chewing sensation. An excited breathing was heard, and her hand continued to stroke the dick. Her foot slipped on the floor. Carlisle barely supported her body by pressing her waist against the wall.
“I can, too, can, huh, haha!”
Ash shook his head. Ash dropped to his knees, running his hands down Carlisle’s thighs. The bottoms were roughly taken off. It was the same with Droz. It went all the way down to his ankles and was hung at Carlisle’s feet like a shackle.
While leaning his back against the wall for balance, Ash bit down on Carlisle’s prick. The soft, hot mucous membrane wrapped around the sensitive glans and sucked hard. Carlisle arched his back tightly, letting out a “hahahahaha” sound. Her toes tightened. The stimulation was too much.
“Ash, ha, ha, ah, ugh. “I don’t like it, huh!”
Since I’ve only been receiving it lately, I wanted to give it to myself. Carlisle hated it and grabbed Ash’s hair to push him away. But his body was honest. Inside his mouth, the prick quickly expanded in size. He thrust down Ash’s throat and his prick began to jerk.
Ash lowered his head and pushed his dick in as far as it would go. My eyesight went blank at the sensation of him skillfully using her throat and sucking her hard. Her strength went into her thighs. Her muscles trembled. I moved her waist without realizing it. The fingers holding her hair gradually gained strength. Blue veins appeared on the back of her hand.
“Stop, that, ah, ahak, ah…” … !”
Ash raised his eyes. She then smiled, folding her eyes prettily, and made eye contact with Carlisle who was looking down at me. It was difficult to take my eyes off her, as if she had been held by force. Carlisle shook her head with her strangely distorted eyes.
But Ash didn’t leave him alone. After spitting out the dick that was stuffed deep in his mouth, Ash acted differently this time. He began licking the sensitive tip widely with his tongue. Her tongue licked the veins at the base of his glans.
“Ha, huh, ganji, lub, tsk.”
It was both tickling and exciting at the same time. As the flickering tongue became faster, it was difficult to resist. She had to run away. As it was, she was embarrassed to ejaculate. Carlisle tried to stumble away, but Ash quickly noticed. The tip of her tongue rose to a sharp point and lightly dug into the hole of her glans.
“There, Ash… … Sigh!”
Stimulation alternating between tickling and pleasure erupted. It was the limit. Carlisle shook his head frantically and ended up spitting out semen. As his lower body stiffened, semen appeared on Ash’s lips. Ash nonchalantly scooped it up with his fingers.
I was in a dazed state for a moment, barely able to stand up, when Ash stood up. Her cum-covered finger entered Carlisle’s mouth. Carlisle parted his lips as if possessed. My fingers slowly entered my mouth.
Mucus that tasted fishy and sour was spread on the tongue. Carlisle licked it gently. With her sunken eyes, Ash tilted her head slightly. Lips touched my ear.
“it is delicious?”
There’s no way my semen, which isn’t even Ash’s, tastes good. Yet somehow, it seemed to taste sweet. Ash’s fingers were sweet.
“… … Something like that… … “It’s the same.”
“Would you like something better than that?”
Carlisle nodded slowly. As if she had done well, Ash pressed his tongue against her finger.
“Listen well.”
Lips touched my cheek. Ash pulled his fingers out of hers. Carlisle, who was still in a daze, was led by Ash’s hand and headed to the bathroom.
Warm water with a comfortable temperature was turned on. Today was the first time we washed together since we did it at Carlisle’s mansion. Ash neatly placed a large towel next to the sink and entered the shower booth.
The water slowly soaked my entire body. As her hair gradually got wet, Ash squeezed the shampoo into his palm and lathered it up. A slightly playful smile played on her lips.
“I want to wash you.”
“I… … “Are you talking about it?”
“Yes, my Lyle.”
Now that I see it, it seems like he was serious and not joking. Ash kept trying to say something to Carlisle. It felt like too much. Carlisle shook her head.
“I would like to do it for you.”
“Then Lyle will do it tomorrow.”
Ash’s eye corners curled as if he was showing off his charm. Meanwhile, her fingers gently dug into her hair and began to create foam.
“We’ll see it every day, so we can change it one day at a time.”
“everyday… … “Can I see it?”
Even though it had already been like that, Carlisle quietly asked in disbelief. My water-soaked eyelids fluttered. Without realizing it, I barely bit my tongue and held back the tears that were trying to break free.
“That’s right. “You don’t like Lyle?”
A careful hand ran through my hair. Her body felt like it was melting as she was rubbed just enough to feel good.
“That can happen.”
When asked if he didn’t like it, Carlisle quickly denied it.
“I am… … I don’t know if I can do this… … .”
I know that everyone’s sense of distance is different. Even if they are lovers, there is no reason to see them every day. So Carlisle guessed that this happy moment would not last forever. Of course he thought that would happen.
“I miss you every day.”
The hair was now gently soaked in foam. As if it was something he had only done once or twice, Ash thoroughly washed Carlisle’s hair, making sure not to get any foam in her eyes or ears.
Carlisle loved all the elements that made up Ash Jones, including his skill and experience, but sometimes he felt jealous and sad that Ash was who he was now through someone from his past. She was happy and sad.
I often take it for granted that I am not Ash’s first time. However, as soon as she had Ash by her side, her clumsy mind started to leak out here and there, not knowing how to keep it together.
“and then… … “You might hate me.”
So when he heard that he wanted to see him every day, Carlisle became scared. It might have been better if he had stayed silent like he had been doing all along, but the fact that Ash said he wanted to do that made him fearful.
Ash listened to Carlisle and stared at him quietly. He fixed his gaze with gently widened eyes, changed the direction of the shower, and began rinsing his hair.
“There’s one thing Lyle doesn’t know.”
My index finger skimmed the foam from my eyebrows.
“I’m definitely more experienced than Lyle, but that doesn’t mean everything I do with Lyle is experienced.”
I felt like my anxious mind was being washed away along with the bubbles. Carlisle listened to Ash’s words without even thinking about blinking her eyes.
“Do you remember what I said about not being able to sleep when someone else is next to me?”
I nodded. Carlisle engraved everything Ash said into him like a law.
“That’s why I’ve never let anyone sleep in my bed for more than a day. The opposite is also true.”
Ash now squeezed the body wash into the shower ball. A subtle scent, not much different from shampoo, permeated the wet air. Ash pulled his body close as it melted and softened in the warm water.
Our hearts touched. Her lower abdomen was touched. The genitals, which were no different from each other, also reached hardness. A stream of water flowed through the curved muscles. It was a feeling I had experienced for the first time in my life.
It was cozy. And yet, when Ash’s hand moved down to rub the curve of her back, she became aroused. It was amazing that two emotions that I thought were conflicting could be felt at the same time.
“There are a lot of things I am doing for the first time with Lyle. “I’ve never had anyone sleep next to me like this every day.”
Eyelashes filled with water droplets stretched long and stared at Carlisle. Although the water droplets on Ash’s body were no different from Carlisle’s, Carlisle thought that the water would taste sweet.
“So Lyle, please don’t think like that.”
Ash lowered his head. My wet lips touched. Carlisle parted her lips as if waiting. He stuck out her tongue and tasted her soft flesh. It tasted just as I expected. The droplets of water that hit her tongue were very sweet. An eager hand swept over Carlisle’s body. The bodies that touched each other embraced each other as one.
I lay down on the bed without even having time to dry my wet hair. Her desire, which she thought would subside as she washed, actually grew in size. Her emotions kept flooding her and she couldn’t keep her body still.
Ash slowly laid Carlisle down, trapping him underneath him. His eyes, mixed with colors, calmly scanned the entire body. Emotions were evident at the end of the gaze. He could feel Ash thinking about him.
“hurry… … .”
As soon as it touched my skin, I became impatient. I wanted to become one with Ash right away. Even though it hurts, I wanted to connect. Although it is a cliché expression, when this situation came up, no other sentence came to mind. It was the same when I confessed to Ash and when I told him my true feelings.
“Can you let me see a little more? “It’s because you’re so pretty.”
Ash whispered softly. Lowering his black eyelashes, Ash began to move slowly. Her lips touched my forehead. He brushed against her straight, high nose and lips, and even touched the hard, protruding neck of her neck.
Collarbone, chest, stomach, thighs, knees… … . Ash gradually lowered his body backwards and grabbed Carlisle’s ankles. Carlisle barely let out a shaky breath as he watched her wrap her ankle around him as if holding something precious. He felt like a shallow wave was rushing in and submerging him.
Ash lowered his head towards the instep that was stretched out from the ankle. I saw her elegantly stretched bridge of the nose, and then her lips touched the top of my foot. The tickling sensation spread. As she twitched her ankle, Ash lifted his eyes. Ash looked at her Carlisle with wide-open eyes and whispered as if telling her a secret.
“There is no place that isn’t pretty.”
I couldn’t find anywhere to place my eyes. Not knowing what to do, Carlisle raised his upper body. His weakly extended hand touched Ash’s arm.
“It’s dirty over there, stop… … .”
“It’s not dirty. “You washed it.”
I shook my head. Unable to bear her embarrassment, the nape of her neck eventually turned red. Furrowing his eyebrows, Carlisle called out Ash’s name as if pleading.
“ash… … .”
“It seems like Lyle doesn’t know how to care for himself yet… … . I will save you every day. From toes to head.”
The lips even reached the long, neat toes. Carlisle chewed his lips, feeling like he was going to cry. She felt like she was being treated undeservedly and wanted to run away.
But as if he had noticed, Ash squeezed Carlisle’s foot. The hand that pressed firmly on the center of the sole of the foot squeezed the ankle. As my hand gently rubbed the area below his ankles, his insides gradually became warmer.
The legs seemed to gently spread and then lifted up. Ash’s lips moved to the top of his foot and then back to his ankle. Ash leaned down, kissing the back of the lifted leg, the soft flesh inside the knee. The sound of her moving away rang out.
Gradually increasing his strength, Ash pushed Carlisle’s legs up. After kissing all the way to the inside of his groin, Ash let go of Carlisle’s legs. By then, Carlisle couldn’t hold out any longer. His lips just touched and fell repeatedly, but his penis was standing upright and dripping with Cooper’s fluid. It was no longer possible.
“Ash, please…” … .”
“I haven’t solved it yet.”
Ash shook his head. Perhaps he was planning to melt Carlisle, but Ash was cautious and calm, unusual for someone who was holding back. But Ash’s consideration was enough. All Carlisle wanted was Ash’s pleasure. He wanted to make Ash feel the happiness he got from Ash.
Carlisle held Ash’s hand as he squeezed the lubricant into his palm. I grabbed his wrist, clasped my hands, and held his hand. His palms were smeared with lubricant.
Just like that, Carlisle lowered Ash’s hand. Their hands touched the area where Ash’s fingers had entered in the morning as well.
Carlisle lowered his eyes. Then, he held Ash’s finger and pushed it inside the tightly closed space. I saw Ash open his eyes wide.
Carlisle let out a long breath as he felt the sensation pushing into his tightly closed folds. The slippery fingers dug in just as hard as Carlisle gave them. Carlisle also pushed his finger inside. Carlisle’s finger entered where Ash’s finger went.
Since I had never touched it for this purpose myself, the soft, hot feel of my fingertips felt strange. Carlisle narrowed his eyes slightly. It definitely felt different from Omega’s. She was harder and less tactful. It was questionable what Ash would feel in the area where he was only being squeezed so hard.
It was then that Ash’s fingers, which had been still, moved. Carlisle’s wrist was grabbed. Ash was seen holding his wrist with his other hand. Ash was looking at Carlisle with a smile on his face.
Ash’s fingers began to move further in than where Carlisle had penetrated. It wasn’t long before I realized what I was trying to do.
“Ugh… … .”
A tingling sensation rang out from below. It felt familiar. My mouth opened. My dick twitched. This time Carlisle’s hand moved. Ash grabbed his wrist and made it happen. His fingers pushed up to the root. Carlisle’s fingertips also touched the area where Ash’s long fingers touched.
“Can you feel it? “It’s here.”
The place, which you had to push all the way to the root to touch, was located somewhere close to the inside of the stomach. Ash pressed the thick, round part firmly. Carlisle clasped her waist and spread her thighs.
“Ha, ah, huh… … .”
“Lyle’s favorite place.”
Please understand. Ash leaned down and whispered to her. Carlisle, who was transfixed by her gaze, unconsciously nodded at her. Ash curled his lips into a smile, then lowered his eyes and moved Carlisle’s wrist again.
Gradually the speed increased. The poking force also became stronger. Carlisle slowly concentrated on the action, his lips slightly parted. Jongnae picked the area without realizing that Ash’s finger had slipped out. He was masturbating his back.
Strangely enough, the stimulation that came from rubbing the back gave an incomparable pleasure compared to touching the front. The feeling of ejaculation rose quickly as well. Despite her history of prolonging sex, it wasn’t long before Carlisle became obsessed with her desire to break up with her.
“Ha, heh, ugh, ha… … .”
Carlisle moved his hand with the intention of pinching his wrist. The lubricant melted and ran down his palm. Carlisle, who was looking down with blurry eyes, heard the sound of something being torn apart.
I raised my eyes to that sound. At the same time, her finger was forcibly pulled out. Something incomparably large touched the hole, which felt as if everything that had filled her inside had fallen out and left her feeling empty.
“I told you to just understand… … “I didn’t tell you to go alone.”
Ash whispered as if scolding him. The hard glans was rubbing against the tender flesh. The tip pushed in and the hole opened. My body suddenly stiffened as I felt my wrinkles stretching out.
Ash’s was much bigger than I remembered. Nothing compared to her fingers. The feeling of being covered in thin rubber was unfamiliar to her. Her inner walls, which had swallowed only her bare skin, twitched awkwardly. Meanwhile, she repeatedly tried to swallow the dick that was so tight that it felt like it wouldn’t be a surprise if it tore.
It hurt. The sensation of a foreign body was intense, as if I had swallowed something that I should not have swallowed. The hard flesh slowly pushing in didn’t seem to stop. It was a moment that felt infinitely long and painful.
But Carlisle remembered the pleasure that followed. Exactly a few minutes later, the sensation slowly began to creep up my lower abdomen. The prick, which had been throbbing endlessly, grazed the area she had pressed with her fingers. Carlisle let out the breath he had been holding as the cum filling his internal organs brushed against his prostate.
“Ha, ha, ha, yeah… … .”
“I’m doing well.”
Ash whispered as he watched the trembling breath come out. Her hot palms gently rubbed her lower abdomen. But Ash didn’t touch Carlisle’s dick. Ash let it go, slightly subdued by the pain, and began to move.
The act of slowly pulling out the dick that had engorged the testicles and slowly pushing it back in was repeated. Every time that happened, I felt a creeping sense of pleasure. The pleasure hidden in the pain grew in size as time passed. The pleasure that had increased like that pooled behind me and began to flow through my veins.
“Ah, huh, huh, haa… … .”
At some point, clear liquid began to flow from the erect dick again. The prick covered in Cooper’s fluid was stuck to the lower abdomen, transparently soaking the firm abdominal muscles. Ash’s movements also gradually became faster. The penis, which had been going in and out slowly, now went out all at once, and then came in with a sudden thrust.
Ash moved as if on fire. The sound of her lifting up her buttocks rang loudly. Her mind was a mess. Even though it seemed like she was going to go just from the feeling coming from behind her, she suddenly had a desire to touch the front. It was different from when I used my fingers to press against her prostate. Because holding her big penis inside felt different.
The sensation of raw flesh being split open and penetrated is not the sensation experienced when an alpha reaches climax. The body that had become accustomed to going backwards clashed with the instincts that had returned after a gap of several months, confusing Carlisle.
The hand fumbled downwards. The moment the trembling, outstretched hand was about to grasp the dick, Ash snatched his wrist. Carlisle looked up with wet eyes.
Ash shook his head. Both wrists were grabbed. His arm was raised, and his hand was pressed tightly. Ash pressed him hard, as if he was going to dig into the bed, and turned his waist.
“I’m Lyle’s alpha, why are you looking for someone else?”
A low voice was heard, and then, suddenly, the prostate was captured. Her body heaved loudly and her Carlisle tilted her chin back.
“Ha, huh, ugh, ok… … !”
“Why are you touching there?”
The prick, which had been roughly pulled out as if the insides were going to be ripped out, was stabbed again in the same area. Her toes spread out and Carlisle’s eyes widened. A feeling of pleasure bordering on pain penetrated the top of my head.
“Ah, huh… … !… … … … !”
“You should only go here.”
Ash repeated the movement, as if reminding himself of something he had forgotten. Carlisle twisted his waist like crazy as he gradually increased the intensity and only hit the parts he felt. Her back arched and her body trembled.
“No, no, no, no, no, no, no…” … !”
“I don’t like Lyle, so why bother?”
The pleasure was so strong. I felt like my mind was turning to mush. It felt like my internal organs had melted and melted into one with the boiling heat. The tears eventually flowed. Sweat and tears tangled on my red, excited cheeks, making a mess. It felt like it was gently grazing my prostate, and then the prick came back and hit that spot.
The lukewarm climax came first. The semen burst out with a loud noise and flowed long over my stomach. Carlisle’s upper body trembled as he put a lot of pressure on his stomach. Huh, huh, my breath came out like sweat. Carlisle shook his head, his whole body becoming extremely sensitive.
“I did it, I did it, now, ah, I did it…” … Ah, huh, ugh!”
Ash, who was trying to move his waist while pressing his hand hard, raised his eyes. She could see her long collarbones covered in sweat. Phew, Ash let out her harsh breath sharply and slowly pulled out his dick. Carlisle, who was gasping at the feeling of her back being scratched, raised her head as she felt what had filled her insides being drained out.
“good job.”
Ash was pulling his dick out even though he wasn’t ejaculating.
“baby… … pee?”
“huh?”
When I called out to Ash in a panicked voice, Ash laughed without any hesitation. Squinting her eyes, red with her unresolved desire.
“why… … “If you stop, let’s go.”
“If you do more here, it will be difficult.”
Ash said casually. Carlisle bit his lip as he felt something solid trying to slide completely out of his back. Then he tightened his grip a bit hastily. I saw Ash pause.
“I don’t want to do anything that Lyle doesn’t like.”
Confused eyes and serious gaze were mixed together.
“are you okay. “I don’t have to force it anymore.”
It wasn’t forced. Carlisle remembered what he had just said. Is Ash conscious of the words that make him want to stop and the words that he doesn’t like?
Even after hearing those words, Ash in the past pushed Carlisle to his limits and made him feel it. Of course he thought so. It was clear that Ash still cared that he had cried.
“What I don’t like… … not.”
“Then?”
Ash quietly looked down at him with only the tip of his glans pushed in. His gaze was staring at me as if he was attacking me.
Pheromones crawled like ants on my skin. Carlisle bit his lip as his excitement grew again. He said he went, but he knew it too. What’s behind this?
“good… … But… … , speaking, doing… … .”
Carlisle barely spoke as if he was out of breath. He said he liked getting fucked, and the fact that he said it himself brought him shame. And soon shame became a strange sense of immorality.
“It doesn’t suit me… … I don’t think so… … Yes, it was.”
“Did you?”
Ash asked sweetly. The dick slowly began to be pushed inside. As if returning to its original place.
“… … yes.”
“You don’t like it?”
The inside slowly filled up. Carlisle closed his eyes tightly and nodded his head.
“I thought so.”
As soon as he said that, Ash came back just like before. Her prick pounded hard against her convulsing insides from the afterglow of her orgasm. Her closed eyes opened wide. Her wrists were shaking.
“It’s cute to not be honest.”
“Huh, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah… … !… … !”
The dick was deeply inserted, as if it was hitting something that was closed. It felt like my back was melting. Putting a lot of pressure on her feet, Carlisle struggled to get away, stopping repeatedly to somehow catch Ash.
“great?”
The speed gradually increased. The sound of the bed matrix shaking violently rang out. I felt it. Ash’s climax was also approaching. When I felt it, an unbearable feeling of pleasure spread through my veins.
“Ah, hmm, good… … Ugh, okay… yo. this.”
Forgetting his own way of speaking, Carlisle followed Ash’s words as if he were fascinated. That in itself felt erotic.
“Me too, huh, I like it.”
Ash’s voice was no longer relaxed. Like the moment when I roughly ripped off her buttons, the strangely emasculated display of skill brought me enormous satisfaction. Her back arched tightly.
Carlisle tightened his grip and lifted his chin all the way up. A cry mixed with crying came out from the wide open mouth.
“Ugh, uh, Ash, Ash… … .”
“i love you.”
A tight voice confessed love. Releasing her wrists, Ash hugged her Carlisle tightly. He slid his arms behind her and hugged her upper body tightly. Ash was stern as he pushed me all the way in.
The prick, swollen to its limit, stiffened and pressed hard against the inside. An intense sense of liberation came that was incomparable to the previous climax. The skin stuck together, as if two bodies had melted into molten iron and come together. It seemed like it had become one lump. Only one thing came to mind.
“Me too, huh… … i love you.”
Carlisle let out his emotions in a cracked voice. She felt and pulled at Ash’s back as if she might lose it if she didn’t hold on tight. She buried her face in the sweat-covered crook of her neck. Her heart pounded, a sound she didn’t know whose.
It felt like a storm had arrived. Even though I know that alphas can’t imprint each other, I thought that it would feel like this if they did. It felt like we were touching each other to the deepest depths that can be reached.
Sex with Ash had always been good, but right now it couldn’t compare to anything before. The climax comes from hearing the words “I love you”… … , She gave me a feeling of fullness that I could not possibly describe in words. If there was a peak to joy, it seemed like this.
A rough, cracked breath was heard, and Ash pulled away. Ash smiled softly, meeting his eyes directly. Ash carefully brushed his wet, disheveled hair. His lips touched my white forehead.
“Tell me again.”
Carlisle slowly parted his lips at the sound of words tickling his forehead.
“… … i love you.”
“again.”
“love… … .”
My throat was locked. It was so overwhelming. Something washed over me like a tsunami. Carlisle tried to calm his voice again. She thought a moment like this would never come in her life. She never expected to fall in love with someone freely. She didn’t think she would ever like sex.
“many… … “I love you.”
“me too.”
Ash ran his fingers over the watery area around his eyes. Her lips touched her pitifully, stealing away her tears. Her lips caressed my gently closed eyelids.
“therefore… … Cry only in front of me. “So that I can soothe you.”
“… … yes.”
“Don’t hide it from yourself.”
“… … yes.”
“If something like today happens, don’t say it’s okay, just tell me.”
The accumulated tears flowed again. Laughter mixed with crying flowed out. Even though she showed all of her ugly side, Ash held her in his arms even more, as if he loved her.
“Because we are in love.”
Carlisle nodded. She found it fascinating that the word love contained so many emotions. He came to depend on Ash because he loved him, and she came to like the things she hated because she loved him.
The sex that only brought inflammation, and the person who thought it was insignificant… … He didn’t feel bad at all when he was with Ash.
If I were the Carlisle of the past, I wouldn’t have felt the same variety of emotions as I did today as I spent my day. I would have fallen asleep, taking for granted a calm and level life.
But today, Carlisle’s emotions went up and down steeply in a curved line. Ash warmly touched my sinking heart after being hurt by my grandfather. So Carlisle now knows.
Having someone who can change sadness into joy is truly a happy thing.