Depressing Illusion - Gloomy Illusion (Episode 222)
#223
“When did you make a reservation here? Uh, stingray… … . “Look over there, bro.”
“I remembered someone I knew bragging about going this time of year. So I got it. “Sit here and watch more.”
Doesn’t that mean it was taken away? Well, my brother probably took care of everything. I already took it and came here to play, but it was too late to say anything. Oh, the bed is really nice too. I can watch it comfortably while lying down.
“Please say thank you… … .”
“We should be thanked for writing things for us that we can’t write because we’re too busy.”
“is it. Ah, I think so… … .”
This place was too wonderful to think about deeply, so my thoughts stopped. Jeju Island would have been nice enough. Even if it wasn’t the real thing, I would have been happy if my brother and I had put on mood lights or a projector that gave the feeling of the ocean in a shabby room. But what a wonderful place this is. Then it occurred to me that no matter where I went, it couldn’t have been this good, and that money is the best thing. How can this happen? Now, I felt an excitement that I had not felt before when I saw the tile-roofed house so large and magnificent that it was said to be a nobleman’s house on that wide site.
The ceiling and walls are all made of glass, so it feels like you’re really inside the ocean. It was such a wonderful space that I had to hold my chest down for fear that my heart would burst out of my ribs. After barely calming down, I grabbed the hem of my clothes and threw them away. My gaze was fixed on the wall, following the stingrays, and it was amazing to see a school of fish passing through the sea, maintaining regular intervals and moving in unison like one life… … . I was so excited that even my hands were cramping, so it took me a long time to even unbuckle my pants.
When I stopped watching and raised my head straight, I saw my brother standing there with a puzzled look on his face as I took off my clothes without any mood, as if I was taking off my skin. He stands there with an expression on his face as if he doesn’t understand why I’m excited.
“Why are you excited? “Is this the extent of it?”
I’m trying to hide something absurd, but unfortunately it doesn’t seem to be working that well. My lover is eight years younger than me, and I should be happy when he takes off my clothes, but I’m embarrassed. It may have been sarcastic, but I could understand it to some extent because I was also embarrassed by my excessive excitement.
“Do you feel like doing this when it’s so blue right now?”
Although he said that in a voice filled with laughter, he first loosened his collar and approached. Fortunately, it doesn’t seem like I don’t want to do it, but I’m just kind of lazy and I don’t like fish that much, so it’s not like I suddenly get hot and want to do it more than ever. But, but.
“For me, this is really, bro, this place is really cool.”
“Uh oh. “That’s cool.”
He roughly agrees, but there is a sense of pride in his voice as if he is happy that I am happy. But that’s it, and the overprotection is still there, so he wraps me in a blanket and makes me a cocoon. Is it possible to catch a cold just by taking off some clothes in a cool room that is neither hot nor cold? … . Even so, it was still good.
For a busy person, getting ready to go on a trip in three days seemed like a more urgent task than expected, so I honestly thought it would fail. Since I couldn’t wait, I asked to send my passport along with a brief greeting to the house to keep the assortment in order, but in reality, I wasn’t even expecting it. Even though I had it a few weeks ago, it was just a simple health check-up. It was just a conversation about what I wanted to do and where I wanted to go, but in reality, I went to the airport and arrived at a fancy hotel in a foreign country, and this amazing underwater hotel that I had never even thought of… … .
Soon, a kiss followed that seemed to engulf each other. I kept laughing as I wondered why it felt so good to come out of the cocoon, hug my brother, twist his head, trace his cheek, and suck his lips. I felt like I knew why my brother laughed so much whenever he got the chance. It wasn’t anything special, it was just going about my daily life, but I was just happy and laughing like that.
After a while, I buried my lips on his shoulder and caught my breath in case I heard a loud gasping sound when our lips parted. She was more excited than usual and she was out of breath after kissing him for so long. Her large hands reached through the blanket onto her heaving breasts. It looked like he was grabbing her heart, but in the end, it was her heart. I asked him why he was touching me like that, and when I stopped him saying it felt weird, he said he was giving me a massage, which didn’t work.
“I will now be relieved of having to suffer every morning and night because of my celibate lover.”
yes? I think the subject has changed. I stared at him without furrowing my brows, wondering whether I should point this out or not. Still, she laughs in a funny way, as if she can see what she’s thinking. It was dazzling to see me smiling with my disheveled hair against the backdrop of the sea.
“If you were my older brother, we would have done so much.”
“… … .”
My brother whispered humorously while touching my ear as I sat on the bed. He was possessed, but somehow his accent sounded like mine, so his mind seemed to lag. It was my first prank, so I just thought it was cute. I was embarrassed, but I just laughed haha, as if the prank was fun. I stopped laughing unnaturally because I thought I might have been laughing too long, but I accepted it anyway.
“But you didn’t do it.”
that’s right. You’re just talking nonsense, but you haven’t done anything for months. If I hadn’t said anything, it wouldn’t have been obnoxious, but now that I’m here, it felt very heinous. Either way, my brother nodded and said very slyly.
“So, that’s right. Who knows, if that had happened, I would have ended up in the hospital for just a day or two. “How fortunate are you that we can both endure it well and live together for a month?”
“… … “Maybe make a reservation here.”
“I can stay here until you get bored, so you can take your time looking around the room.”
As we kissed again, my hair, which had stood up, calmed down again. It’s been a bit of a struggle for a few months, but it’s a good thing that I’m doing it now. As I was placating myself like that, I suddenly fell and the look in my brother’s eyes looked like that of a person who was very drunk, and I couldn’t help but swallow my saliva.
“You say you want to do that, but then you just laugh it off and get it over with. “I know that I will no longer be able to just watch the tide every time, be satisfied alone, and go to sleep.”
“yes? Me? No, wait a minute. This is ridiculous. It was my brother who stopped it. When did I do that? “I didn’t, wow, I haven’t washed yet!”
Instead of trying to refute it, I urgently put on the brakes as his hand groped downwards, and immediately his friendly but bored attitude returned.
“Seungwon, let’s stop washing up.”
“Stop washing it. “I sweated all the way here, so if I’m going to do this, I need to wash up!”
I took off my clothes first so I could do it first. But isn’t it basic to wash when you come back from outside?
“You knew I was going to do this, so you told me to go to the bathroom before I even entered the room. “I just washed my hands. What more do you want?”
“no no… … .”
“Hyung, I want to do it even if you’re drenched in sweat.”
“Me too, but… … . ah… … .”
Without realizing it, I grabbed the blanket and took a step back. He naturally sat next to me and hugged me, but my legs were shaking. I wonder why rubbing a dry hole with a dry hand stimulates it more and makes me feel so weak. Maybe it’s because I clearly remember what’s next and what’s going to happen. In fact, it still feels strange that a man can feel pleasure from a man, but I couldn’t shake it off because I experienced the pleasure that his older brother gave me.
In the end, I felt tickled and impatient as his hands leisurely touched my body, so I held my breath and spoke quickly.
“If you’re going to do it, can’t you just put it in quickly?”
“what?”
He burst out laughing, thinking it was funny that he immediately changed his attitude after saying he wouldn’t do it until he washed up.
“At one point, they said it was too fast and asked me to slow down.”
“Ah, slow is even weirder.”
If it was slow, the sensation would be too blatant, so it was better to go fast. As I was getting fed up, my older brother, who had been playing with my body, suddenly lay down on the bed. Why is it ending again? It’s been a few times in the recent past that things have ended in vain, so when I lowered my head in bewilderment, my brother looked up at me with a relaxed face and relaxed.
“I’m curious, do you think you’ll fall out of love with me just because I suck at you?”
“Oh, no?”
“Then why can’t I wash it?”
“… … .”
Because it’s not cool to see my brother like that… … . There is no way I can say this outright and shamefully. Why do you ask? Don’t ask. Just do it. I want to do it quickly. I want to do it right now. I forced my spinning mind to calm down.
“It’s just because it’s not that good. “Do you really need a reason?”
“It’s because it’s unfair.”
“What.”
“You suck your dick, suck your breasts, and do whatever you want, but he won’t let you do anything.”
“No, no, you suck on breasts too!”
Even though I’m good at speaking, he tells me to speak nicely, but he always speaks like that! When he fusses, unlike before, he shows a negotiating attitude instead of comforting.
“It’s okay if you don’t like it. Then give me one, either the front or the back.”
“It’s crazy, I don’t like it. “Don’t be pushy.”
“Why is this? Is it so far-fetched that you want to suck your lover’s hole? “Give up at least one thing.”
My inner thighs were grabbed and I felt a lot of tension. It doesn’t look like she’s being pulled by force, but maybe it’s because her legs are being held. My heart was pounding like crazy because I felt like I had to either sit on my brother’s face or fall over and get sucked. Even though it was so noisy, my brother’s devilish whisper somehow reached my ear.
“It’s because my brother wants to suck you.”
“… … .”
It wasn’t candy or ice cream, and I wanted to say no to people who wanted to do that, but since I sometimes thought that way too, I couldn’t strongly deny it.