Depressing Illusion - Gloomy Illusion (Episode 223)

#224

“If you don’t like it that much, I won’t do it.”

“… … ?”

While he was massaging and touching me like that, he suddenly took his hand away and walked away. I narrowed my eyes, feeling both sad and suspicious about the dropped hand, and then spoke again.

“I’m not saying I don’t like you. “Even though I watched it all, I still had doubts.”

“… … .”

It was natural for my heart to be greatly shaken by those simple words that were not even sly. Sometimes, Taeseongje played separately from the others, to the point where I thought it was surprising. Me too, but what about other people? Although my brother encouraged me to do so, people who didn’t know him well easily developed negative prejudices even if left alone. I’m a person who always loses because I’m not very kind to the person I like. Even if you hate him and pretend to hate him, in the end he is a person with so much love that you can’t hide it. Only I knew that. only me. Even though my mind was spinning and I was firmly rejecting everything, both rational and emotional, the reason why I was expressing my opinion on my own was because of the simple thought that I was the only one who knew much about Taeseongje.

“You can suck it. … … “If only there was one.”

“really?”

no. As soon as I allowed it, I immediately regretted it. Where is the sucking? What happens? But when I saw her favorite face, I couldn’t help but say no. Ah, you like it so much.

“Where can I wash it?”

“… … “I can’t choose.”

“okay? Then leave it behind. “You have to get wet anyway.”

“Ha, Mr. “That’s right.”

I knew it would be like this. She subtly pretends to give you a choice, forward or backward, but the answer is predetermined. However, if the future is good, it seems like they will suck it up again. Wasn’t I induced to do this? Even so, permission has already been given. In the end, I closed my eyes with more solemn resolve than ever, but instead of actually doing anything, he just caressed my shoulder and chest and placed his lips on them, so I slightly opened my eyes that were closed out of nervousness and asked as if urging me to do so.

“You don’t?”

“I will. Before that, calm down. Then I got hurt.”

I wondered what there was to calm down at a time like this, but my thoughts were interrupted when my brother’s fingertips passed by my waist as if grazing skin. My shoulder, which I had twisted because it was itchy, was in pain. Maybe it was because I was nervous, but it was hard as if it were all in knots, but at the moment, a pleasant grip was massaging my tense shoulders and the back of my neck. I exhaled lightly and closed my eyes again. As my vision was blocked, I could feel the hands pressing my collarbone as if pressing each key, from squeezing my breasts and gently rubbing them, to sweeping down my abdomen. When I opened my eyes, I saw my aroused penis in my brother’s hand. It’s red and hot, probably because it’s angry from being neglected without being able to take a single step.

I tried exhaling and spitting out long breaths to steady my shortness of breath, but it didn’t work. Her heart was beating so fast earlier that she couldn’t calm down. As a result, she became more and more impulsive, causing her body to move forward and shake. Ah, is this why I told you to calm down? In her dazed mood, instead of opening her mouth, she glanced at her brother and poked at her dimples. Brother, help me. Why was I so excited? No, don’t bite my hand. Even if you try to remove your finger, you bite it so hard that it can’t be put into good words. There will definitely be teeth marks.

“You’re so happy that I came here thinking of you.”

“Are you on a trip?”

“Traveling is not important. You left so many places behind and came here in detail. Are you impressed by me? Right, no. “I guess that’s true because there’s no way you would be excited about a fish head.”

Fish head… … . The voice is sour as it tries to find the reason for my excessive excitement with a slurred pronunciation. Then I look for something. He seemed to be looking for a condom, so I gave him one I brought separately, and he looked back and forth suspiciously before throwing it away in a corner. So absurd.

“Let’s use this next time.”

“Do you think I at least drilled a hole?”

“no.”

“Then why don’t you use it? “It’s not like I’m suspicious of people.”

“Seungwon. Do you remember how you’ve been begging me to go see the aquarium for almost a year? “You really begged me to go see it just once.”

Turning the horse around. As I said, I’ve been begging for over a year. Even though I tried to seduce him like that, he shamelessly ignored me and ended up coming in the end. When I was 20 years old, when I had just become an adult and went to college, a large aquarium was built in the same building where we were crushed to death. I thought it fell apart because there were only rumors for a few years, but it really happened while I was in college. I was curious because I often heard that the remodeling was better than expected. But I didn’t wait a year because I wanted to see it. That was just a good excuse to talk to someone I actually liked but didn’t like, and if I did well, I could use it as an excuse to go on a date.

“Even if you go alone, it’s meaningless unless you go together. “He threatened again that he wouldn’t go alone even if he died.”

“I wasn’t threatening you.”

He gently bit the fingertips that were touching his lips. I just said that if I didn’t go there with his brother, he would be angry with me even after he died. As I was avoiding his eyes and grumbling, the person who was talking well suddenly stopped talking. In the sudden silence, we could clearly hear each other’s breathing, and the reflected blue light felt distracting and noisy. When I looked straight at the person I had been avoiding, I felt a bitter and bitter feeling at first glance.

“… … “You don’t like crowds and you can’t swim, so why do you like the sea so much?”

I traced the corner of my eyes with a sunken look. It can’t be that way, but it feels like crying, criticism, and resentment… … . I opened my mouth because I felt like I had to make an excuse to appease him no matter what he said.

“I don’t like it as much as you think.”

“Who was the guy who took off his clothes because he was upset?”

“Uh, no, wait a minute. “He also admitted that he was excited not because of the sea, but because I was touched by what I thought of his heart!”

Later, when he got embarrassed and got angry, he clicked his tongue and started pinching my cheek, squeezing it open and playing with it. Although he had a strange expression, his touch was as gentle as always.

“I still don’t know what I like or don’t like… … . If you’re going to do that, be consistent in what you say and do. Or should we just go ahead and admit it now?”

“… … .”

“You like it a lot.”

You love the sea so much. He’s been laughing like there’s wind in his lungs lately, but this time he whispers something humorless, making you twitch your fingers. The pale blue light on her brother’s cheek flickered so loudly that she almost covered her ears.

“I wouldn’t have done it if I hadn’t noticed. “I guess I didn’t know which melody to go with and kept making people feel bad.”

As soon as I hesitated, he started making jokes and playing dirty tricks. But I had no intention of accepting it.

“… … “What about you?”

“What am I?”

“Have you ever been offended because I behaved insensitively?”

“There are a lot.”

Even though he didn’t mean to, he said there were a lot of them, so he was disturbed and noticed, so he couldn’t say anything, so he slyly stuck his finger into the one sock he hadn’t taken off yet and snapped the rubber band.

“Why is the atmosphere like this? It won’t work. “I’ll criticize you all, so just do what you’re good at.”

I’m better at a lot of things than I thought, so I don’t know what I’m talking about.

“Even if you finish without any help, it will take care of itself this time, so just do it. “It’s something that bothers people and then ends.”

“I’m good at something like that.”

“You’re good at it. You were like that when you chased me around. “Have confidence because you’re still good at it.”

I think you’re making fun of me again? After thinking about it again, I slowly lifted the blanket that had vaguely surrounded me and spread my legs. A voice crawled between my legs, suppressing the excitement that filled me as if I liked it.

“I told you. “I heard you were born with this.”

This was more embarrassing than expected. I told him to tell me if he didn’t want to do it, even if it was in the middle of it, but he didn’t even hear me, so he lay flat on my knee and licked the inside of it with his lips. When it slid up and bit my thigh like an apple, I flinched in surprise at the stimulation, but I couldn’t move because it wrapped around my leg tightly like a snake and held on to me.

I wanted to avoid the breath coming closer and closer, so I tried to ask him not to breathe, but I realized that it was nonsense and kept my mouth shut. She didn’t even have time to open her mouth. It was obvious that the moment I parted my lips, even though I didn’t do anything, I would start crying and tell him it was strange and ask him to let me go. The good thing about calming down is that it prevents you from acting recklessly and almost getting hurt. On the other hand, there is a disadvantage in that it allows you to see your surroundings. The reason why this was a disadvantage was because I was finally starting to feel burdened and concerned about the eyeballs of the numerous marine creatures around me. I remembered seeing something, and when I fumbled around the wall, I guess the button I accidentally touched was the blind, and the room gradually became dark.

I got goosebumps. It was because the sound of her sucking her thighs was strange. And, and… … .

“Oh, stop now, bro, stop now! Stop, ah! “Lick it, don’t put it in!”

“I just did it, come on, stop already.”

I thought my tongue knew best what Taeseongje’s tongue felt like, but that wasn’t the case. I didn’t even want to know. The feeling of the tongue probing the narrow hole felt so unpleasant and strange that my legs automatically curled together. Even when I step on his shoulder and bend my back to push him, he doesn’t move. I hated that my brother was so close to me, and I was embarrassed that my voice was filled with tears. Tears came to my eyes, and I couldn’t tell how time was passing as I sucked so hard that I felt like I was going to burst. I nodded to avoid the embarrassing sound of crackling and crackling from below, but the wet sound only increased and did not decrease.

“Hic, no, I don’t want to, stop… … !”

At first, he spreads the area with two fingers and sucks it, but then he pushes his tongue, which is already full, and goes inside. My fingers, which feel the bumpy joints, are trying to reach deep places that were not touched even three days ago. He hurriedly kicks his older brother’s shoulder and pushes him away, but raises his head to see if he understands. I thought he really understood. I even believed him until he kept pushing his fingers under me without taking them out.

“Tsk, tsk, tsk!”

When my brother started sucking on mine, all I could think was that he had been wronged. I can feel the entire mucous membrane in my mouth, so I’m trembling and can’t breathe properly, but Tae Seong-je sucks me deliciously in an obsessive manner, as if he doesn’t even feel nauseous, as if he won’t let me go even if I ejaculate. Mr. Lee, my brother has been wayward since a long time ago.