For A Healing Life - For a Healing Life Episode 60
Episode 60
“I was just trying to cover you with a blanket.”
It was true. I just did it out of apologizing for being sorry and ashamed of the misunderstanding, and out of a little concern, but if I had known he would act this way, I definitely wouldn’t have paid attention. He pouted his lips and answered towards Orion.
“So who told you to come to the bed?”
This is my fault. Orion’s next words were unexpected. He couldn’t get off the bed due to the weight he felt on his arms, and his body shook. Orion, who was watching my actions, lowered his body and gradually approached my face.
– Hehe.
When I took a deep breath, a strange sound came out of my mouth. It was as if her fear was evident. She was ashamed. She was ashamed and embarrassed. Even while looking at me like this, Orion smiled softly and opened her mouth.
I didn’t even know that tears were welling up in my eyes out of embarrassment, but Orion put his soft lips to the corner of my tearful eyes.
“You look cute like this too.”
I felt a warm feeling and something gritty, so I closed my eyes tightly. She felt her tears flowing down, landing on Orion’s lips as he kissed the corner of her eyes. Without hesitation, Orion placed his lips again where the tears were flowing and stuck out his tongue to lick the tears away.
‘Ugh… … .’
All my thoughts stopped at his actions, I couldn’t think or do anything. The only way was to cower at the approaching sight of Orion. It felt like a strange sound was coming out of his mouth, so he instinctively blocked it and held back to prevent it from escaping.
“It’s sweet.”
Orion, who was licking along the tear duct several times, parted his lips and looked at me with my eyes tightly closed, said. It was a very serious voice. It wasn’t a voice that wanted to seduce, nor was it a tone that said it felt good. He just looked at me with his calm eyes.
“When you look at me like that, it makes me want to kiss you.”
My mouth opened in surprise at the sight of Orion speaking while looking down at me with indifferent eyes. Kissing in this situation is ridiculous… … .
I was just frozen and dumbfounded by Orion’s words. Orion, who couldn’t just stare at that fleeting moment, was approaching my rapidly opening lips again.
“under… Ugh… … .”
Finally, the sound I had been holding in until the end burst out of my throat, a strange moan that had nothing to do with my will. It was an inevitable instinct that Orion’s warm, soft tongue swirled around my mouth.
Every time my tongue moved in my mouth, a tickling sensation and a strange sense of excitement heated me up. I felt like heat was boiling all over my face as I was unable to breathe due to Orion’s hot breath that I could feel intermittently and the intense, heterogeneous sensation.
‘… Soo, I’m suffocating… … .’
In pain as if his throat was being clogged, he twisted his whole body and moved to come out from above me. She felt like if she continued like this she wouldn’t be able to breathe and would die. Perhaps because of both my hands being held and my stomach being pressed down, it was not easy to twist my entire body.
“… Ha, ha… … .”
Orion, who parted his lips in response to my action, was licking his lips with his tongue with a transparent thread attached to his lips. Unable to bear to look at his seemingly seductive behavior and his satisfied expression, I let out the breath I had been holding.
I felt embarrassed and embarrassed because my rapidly beating heart and my chest rising and falling repeatedly seemed to remind me of the situation I had just experienced.
‘The sound of moaning…’ … .’
I can’t believe I was crushed under fellow member Orion and let out a groan. It was so shameful that I couldn’t bear to look Orion in the eyes. Rather than the complex feelings of why he was acting like this to me, thoughts of embarrassment and embarrassment dominated my mind.
“you are pretty.”
Orion said while looking down at me. I couldn’t face him at all, so I turned my head in the other direction and tried to avoid Orion’s gaze. I just wanted to get out of this space without seeing Orion, whose glossy lips were completely filled with me.
“… Move.”
With a slightly cracked voice, he avoided Orion’s gaze and opened his mouth to speak. No matter how much I moved, both my hands would not let go. As soon as I finished speaking, the hands that had been holding them were released with a few movements, as if he was losing his strength little by little.
“I’m surprised?”
Orion put the body that was pressing down on me to one side and gave me a puzzled look. He then smiled softly, looked at me with my mouth shut, and then opened my mouth again.
“Whew, it’s hard to bear it. “I’ll just skip it for today.”
Orion’s low voice was filled with deep emptiness. Then she let out a deep sigh, got up from the bed and looked at me.
“… … .”
I couldn’t say anything. Even though he was the one who tried to do this to me, why does it contain such futility and futility? … . He felt a little sad.
“i like you. So, that’s all for today. “I won’t back down this easily next time.”
Bitterness was reflected in Orion’s confession to me. What is it that you don’t like so much that makes you frown and turn your head away? As I looked at that scene, I was just lost in thought. Perhaps it was because of Orion’s seemingly resigned behavior, as if he knew in advance the answer to the confession that was coming towards me, but for some reason, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.
The vision in front of me became blurry.
“Go to sleep quickly, I’ll take care of the agenda.”
Orion turned his head and couldn’t look at me, and ended up turning and leaving the room, leaving only a few words.
***
Suan and I were the only ones in the dorm and in that small space. I was happy to think that I could be alone with my brother like this.
The last time I acted impatiently in the car, Suan’s trivial behavior, which seemed to be avoiding me, felt like a dagger flying into my heart. No, every single one of those actions made me miserable.
‘I guess I’ll have to endure it today… … .’
After changing into comfortable pajamas, I sat on the living room sofa and watched TV, giving up on sleep, just wanting to be together for a little while. He was worried that he might get a little scared by my actions and run away, but he just kept his eyes fixed on the TV indifferently. My mind was completely focused on Suan… … .
When I started to feel myself shaking restlessly on the sofa, I finally couldn’t hold back and opened my mouth.
“brother.”
I turned my head and looked at Suan with my eyes full. She was filled with indescribable happiness at the sight of Su-an hyung filling my field of vision, and she folded the corners of her eyes and smiled.
“… why?”
Suan hyung answers with a stiff body that seems to be full of tension. This look is cute too. The eyes of my brother who met my gaze were shining brighter than any jewel.
“Are you uncomfortable?”
Perhaps because he had not made a sound for a while, his subdued voice became even lower. I asked with an effort to speak in the same tone as usual. Although he was a little worried about his brother’s hardening body, he couldn’t stop the desire to keep getting closer.
“… no.”
I thought that he was conscious of me because his eyes were shaking violently and he was answering me with a cracked voice. I was a little happy. A faint smile naturally appeared on the corner of his mouth and he smiled while folding the corners of his eyes.
“Then why are you so restless?”
I asked, suppressing a few boiling feelings. He reached out his hand and gently stroked his brother’s hair as he looked at me. He was the one who aroused his desire to feel loved and not want to be taken away, but he was afraid that he would get scared and run away, so his suppressed feelings were on the verge of exploding.
“Nothing.”
The way he shook his head in denial and lowered his head felt like his mood was falling. His sudden sinking mood may have been due to the loss of his older brother’s gaze on me.
– gulp
I was trying to endure the gaze that was directed at me for some comfort, but for a moment I was happy when I heard the sound of swallowing that loudly echoed through the living room. I wanted to think of it as a disaster caused by tension toward me.
“Hahaha, you’re really cute.”
“Do not laugh.”
He said, unable to hide his loud laughter. My brother, who was looking at me, frowned and spoke to me.
‘Does he know how lovely it looks?’
As I smiled at that one gaze looking at me, tears from laughter formed lightly in the corners of my eyes. I opened my mouth to see his older brother reaching out for me with startled eyes.
“Are you trying to tempt me now?”
At that moment, I instinctively grabbed the arm that was reaching for me and asked.
“… … .”
There was no answer, but the sight of my brother pursed his lips gave me a little hope.
“Huh, you’re not denying it?”
felt good. I felt like I had the world just by being able to see that little bit of hope.
“I’ve never tempted you.”
However, the answer that came back to me indifferently and stiffly was enough to send me into an abyss for a moment.
“Then this… … .”
Without even finishing speaking, I grabbed my brother’s neck. The sight of me being held in his arms slowly filled me with an uncontrollable desire.
“Move.”
I tried not to let go of his actions and words that pushed me away by putting more force on my hands. I feel like if I let go of my hand right now, it will just run away from me.
“I am tempting you.”
“… “Let go.”
“Are you uncomfortable?”
In the end, I slowly withdrew my strength from the hand I was giving strength to as the words returned only coldly. It was a choice I had no choice because I was worried that it would hurt or that they would hate me.
“Yeah, it was uncomfortable.”
“… sorry.”
Unable to face him, he turned his head and apologized. I’m afraid you’ll avoid me because of this. My actions a little while ago came with belated regret.
“… Let’s go to sleep. “You said you have a schedule in 5 hours, so you should get some sleep.”
“Then, shall we go to sleep?”
Seeing my brother sighing deeply and saying something worried, I turned my head and made eye contact again. He was just looking at him with a faint smile on his lips.
“brother?”
Seeing him lowering his head without any response, he smiled brightly and opened his mouth.
“Go to sleep.”
I gained a little courage because I felt that no matter what I did, he wouldn’t run away. And then I got greedy. I slowly walked out of the living room.
“Why aren’t you going in?”
“I’m going to sleep here today too.”
After walking in silence for a while, we arrived at the place in front of my brother’s room. Even if I had to suppress my desire, I wanted to see my brother sleeping.