I Became A Terminally ill Villain - I became a terminally ill villain (Episode 142)
Episode 142
“Let’s talk.”
It wasn’t that he wasn’t around. He was by my side the whole time, but his awkward attitude was a problem.
Like watching from a step away, or watching from behind a door I thought was somewhere else. After all, we’re all in the same house, so what on earth are we doing?
A day or two passed, but now the time has come to figure out what’s going on. Seunghyeon knocked on Jaeyoung’s door and called him.
“How long are you going to stay like that?”
“… … .”
Not long after, Jaeyoung opened the door and came out. With a face full of worry, Seunghyeon tried to recall recent events to see what the problem was.
‘I think I was fine until I got out of the hospital. The problem started after I came out.’
When I was in the hospital, if there was even the slightest problem, I could immediately call the medical staff to check on the problem, but I couldn’t do that anymore, so I wondered if that was the case.
But if that’s the reason, wouldn’t it be better to stick right next to it? However, she just vaguely hovered around Jaeyoung, as if she was someone who had noticed him.
‘I thought they were going to ask a lot about what happened with Seon-hoo Lee, but instead of asking, they just looked at me.’
Since when did I become such an observant person? Seunghyeon sighed in frustration. Jaeyoung got nervous at the sigh and approached Seunghyeon.
“… “Are you angry?”
“Why do you think that?”
“I… “Because I avoided Han Seung-hyun.”
You knew it. No, the fact that I knew made me a little more excited. What is the reason you avoided it even though you thought you would be angry?
“I think we have a lot to talk about. Yes?”
Seunghyeon firmly dragged Jaeyoung down to the living room. The conversation seemed like it would be quite long to stand up and talk.
“Then let’s talk now. Are you angry with me at all? “As soon as I’m discharged from the hospital, you tell me to go home and meet Seonhoo Lee?”
“It’s not like that.”
“then… “Are you feeling burdened?”
“… “Which one?”
Seunghyun hesitated a little. Seunghyeon also had his own concerns. After racking my brain to figure out why Jaeyoung was acting so awkwardly, I came up with a reasonable hypothesis.
‘Having a child is an embarrassment to both me and Joo Jae-young… .’
It occurred to me that this situation might be unfamiliar. I had a child overnight, and in a relationship where I couldn’t even imagine having a child.
He was happy that he had opened his eyes, but couldn’t the child be another problem? Maybe it’s because it’s awkward. Seunghyun thoughtlessly placed his hand on his stomach, which wasn’t even there.
“… Having a child may not always be a good thing… .”
“What about Seunghyun Han?”
Before Seunghyeon finished speaking, Jaeyoung’s question came back. For some reason, the question seemed very urgent, so Seunghyun, a little embarrassed, hesitated without answering.
That moment of silence felt like hours to Jaeyoung. Is that really the case? She had been running away so far because she didn’t want to check the answer, but she couldn’t dodge anymore.
“… If the child is a burden… I understand, but still… .”
“… … ??”
Seunghyeon’s eyes widened in embarrassment when he saw Jaeyoung, who looked like he was about to cry at any moment, just hesitating for a moment to decide what to say. However, that face was not visible to Jaeyoung, who lowered her head as if she had no confidence to face him.
“… Even if it’s for your health, please don’t feel bad about it. If you feel uncomfortable, I will take care of the child, so just… .”
“Wait a minute, wait a minute. “What are you talking about?”
What on earth are you imagining? Seunghyun grabbed Jaeyoung’s hand and made him look at him. With my trembling gaze, I thought to myself that I had written a very long novel.
“Why do you think that? Of course I… It’s not like it’s nothing. Because it’s something I’ve never even thought of. But it’s not burdensome.”
“… “I said I didn’t need a family.”
“that… .”
Did it go wrong from there? Seunghyun touched his forehead and remembered what he had said. That’s what Jaeyoung said, telling her not to worry because she seemed to care that he broke off her family ties.
“It depends on who is family. that.”
I never thought he would take those words like that. Seunghyun said without letting go of Jaeyoung’s hand. He felt like he had to say it properly.
“As Joo Jae-young knows, our relationship with those two people was so awkward that we could even call them parents. Do you want me to continue my relationship with that family?”
“… no.”
“That was referring to the people at HJ. I said that because those people seemed to think that I was upset because they were my parents. “I didn’t know I was thinking something crazy.”
Seunghyun said, giving strength to the hand holding Jaeyoung’s hand. Well, since he was the one who was stingy with his expressions, it wasn’t that he couldn’t understand why he was anxious.
“… I still don’t really feel it. It feels like a dream. “It was something I had never thought about in my life.”
I’m still sometimes surprised that a male omega can get pregnant because I can’t get used to it, but in many ways, it didn’t feel real that an alpha himself was pregnant. It seemed like it was even worse because he wasn’t even hungry yet and couldn’t feel anything.
“But I don’t hate it. It’s not burdensome either. It may take some time to realize that there is a child inside… What is certain is that I am also looking forward to meeting my child.”
What does it look like and who does it resemble more? Is it a girl or a boy, what will the voice be like, how small will it be? I had a lot of questions.
“And I’m also curious about Joo Jae-young’s reaction when he sees that child.”
Seunghyun said with a slight smile. He will definitely be a good father. He would also be a good family member to himself.
“So don’t worry for nothing. That wasn’t what I said to Jaeyoung Jaeyoung. “You don’t trust me that much?”
“It’s not like that. I don’t doubt our relationship, but becoming a family is another story, and a child… .”
Jaeyoung waved his hand with a heated face. She felt both shame and joy for worrying for nothing.
‘… No need to worry… .’
It was a problem that could have been resolved quickly if I had asked directly, but I was having a hard time going back and forth for no reason. Like a fool, Jaeyoung calmed his heated face with his hands.
“… It doesn’t feel real yet, but soon your stomach will come out, and you will have no choice but to realize that there is a child inside. I’m scared, yet excited and looking forward to it. So don’t worry.”
“I will take care to make sure there are no inconveniences, so Han Seung-hyun just eat well. I really… “I’ll do well.”
The voice was so excited that it seemed like he had made it a point to say that he would take care of the child if he was uncomfortable. I’m sure he’ll be a good father. Seunghyun thought that and smiled.
“Then I won’t run away anymore.”
“… … ! Until I run away… .”
I should have asked you sooner. If I had known you were thinking this, I would have told you sooner.
“They said he would likely be born sometime in the fall. “It seems like there isn’t much time left, and I wonder when fall will come.”
Now that summer is in full swing, there is neither too long nor too short a period of time left until fall. It was a long time to cherish so many curiosities, but it was a short time to take care of various things before the child was born.
“I still don’t know what to prepare before the child is born. Jaeyoung Jae-young is like that too… But wouldn’t it be better since there are two of us?”
“We have to work hard to go to the hospital, give him a name, and decorate his room before he is born.”
While Jaeyoung was talking excitedly, he remembered something and paused. There are things you need to do before your child is born that you can prepare with excitement, but there are also things that require mental preparation.
“… Seunghyeon, don’t worry about anything, just take care of yourself. “I’ll do all the annoying stuff.”
“I’m afraid that they might make some strange mistake and run away, so I tell them what I’m doing.”
“Stop talking about that now. “I was wrong.”
Jaeyoung laughed, playfully covering Seunghyeon’s mouth. There was something I had to do for Seunghyeon, who told me that he didn’t hate being part of a family and that he was excited to meet a new family.
‘… ‘I have to tell my family now.’
If I put it off any longer, I didn’t know what would happen if they invaded this house and Seunghyun was watching. That can’t be possible. Jaeyoung looked briefly in the direction of my family home.
“First of all, shall we decide on the birth name? Come to think of it, I haven’t even been able to call you once yet.”
“Taemyeong… .”
Seunghyeon was lost in thought. I’ve never thought about having to worry about something like this, so it seemed like it would take a long time to make a decision.