Surviving In A Broken World - Surviving in a Ruined World - Episode 195
#13
“At that time, I came into this neighborhood in the winter to look for you and almost froze to death. There’s that playground slide where you kidnapped me. I was in there. “With some kid.”
“huh.”
“It was so dark I couldn’t see his face… Puha, it turns out it’s you too, isn’t it?”
“… “Me, that’s right.”
“what?”
I was just asking out of curiosity, is it true? When he was startled and put down his hands and raised his upper body, a look of regret followed him.
“Did you recognize me from the beginning?”
Jaeyoung Kim nodded slowly. There were many times when I didn’t understand why Kim Jae-young liked me so much, but I met him twice when I was young. I wanted to understand Jaeyoung Kim a little better, so I asked another question.
“Well, then… No way, this is really no way… Since when did I like you… … ?”
“that… … .”
“Don’t say you don’t like it now! “I know you still like me, so tell me honestly, please.”
As I begged, holding his hand tightly with both hands, Kim Jae-young, who had been hesitant, sweetened his lips. A cautious voice flowed from between pretty lips.
“It hasn’t been long since I thought I liked you. Just from a young age… I often dreamed of Eunsu… … .”
“Huh.”
“When I was in high school, after I found out that we were at the same school, I purposely went out in the hallway every break to see Eunsu.”
“Huh?”
“Actually, I thought Eunsu was bullying me last year, so I started a fight on purpose. I wanted to talk to Eunsu… Then, on the day Eunsu bought me a portable fan… I thought I wanted to get closer… … .”
After finishing speaking, Jaeyoung Kim lifted his long eyelashes upward to check my reaction. His brown eyes filled my face, which was bright red up to my neck.
“… … Eunsu’s face is so red. Should I lower the boiler?”
“Ah, ah, no. don’t go. Don’t go… “Can I kiss you?”
“kiss… kiss?”
Before Jaeyoung Kim gave permission, he brought his face closer. His hands were tied in front and he was not in the right position for a deep kiss. I wrapped my arms around Jaeyoung Kim’s neck. And without hesitation, I pressed my lips to Jaeyoung Kim’s. After feeling the fluffy, soft texture for a bit, I twisted his head and stuck out my tongue, forcing the guy’s mouth to open. Jaeyoung Kim’s breathing became heavy as he licked his stiff tongue from the base of his tongue without knowing what to do. He held his body so tightly that my bones were crushed, and he continued to stroke my back and sides with his hands.
thud.
Jaeyoung Kim rushed at me so recklessly that my head hit the wall. Kim Jae-young, who was surprised, laid me down on the mattress, climbed on top of me, and kissed me again. He had felt it before, but Jaeyoung Kim didn’t have the knack of kissing him for the first time.
‘Oh, it’s so fucking cute…’ … .’
It’s clear that the kiss I had last time when a shooting star fell was my first kiss. How have I never tried this face in my life? A feeling of satisfaction spread deep in my stomach at the fact that I had his first child.
“haha… It’s Eunsu. I really like this… … .”
Kim Jae-young, who was very flushed, kept kissing me, kissing me, as if he was impatient. He bit and sucked my lips and then kissed my cheek, nose, chin and neck. It was like a large dog running towards me, violently wagging its tail. Ha, you’re going to like it so much, but you’re jumping out at me… . I smiled heartily, tightened my hand around his neck, and pulled him closer.
“Do you like it?”
“huh… I want to do more… … .”
“Then go out with me. me… “I really like you.”
“… … .”
When he took advantage of this opportunity to confess, Kim Jae-young’s face immediately hardened. Even though she was rubbing her lips, she still didn’t seem to trust me. She felt sad, but she couldn’t let the efforts she had made so far go to waste. I raised my head and kissed him on the lips and whispered my true feelings, filled with tears.
“If you don’t want to date, will you marry me?”
I wanted to get married to Kim Jae-young right now, no matter where I went abroad. I didn’t care if the whole world knew that I was gay. I don’t need money, pride, or anything else. If only you would love me… I was ready to give up everything. But Jaeyoung Kim heard me and distorted her face as if she had been insulted.
“Stop playing around like that.”
“I’m not joking.”
“Every time you do this, I have a hard time.”
“I can do more with you than what I’ve done now.”
“Please don’t say things like that so easily!”
“easily? Ha, easy? “Have you even tried to come into my heart?”
I felt frustrated. After arguing so wastefully in this situation, my patience ran out. The more Kim Jae-young rejected me, the more I thought that he might not be attractive to me without the background of a Zen group. For three days, I played pranks and said funny things to Jaeyoung Kim to make him laugh, but he didn’t smile as brightly as before. I became more and more pathetic at myself for not being able to find even a trace of the smile of the person I loved.
Are we really no longer able to do that? I wanted to cry and beg you not to give up on me, to accept me even if you tied my hands and feet. I bit my lower lip and pressed my lower body against his body, thinking that whatever would happen would happen.
“You still can’t believe me like this? “I got so excited while kissing you that I got an erection!”
I got an erection! I got an erection! I did it… … !
My voice echoed several times in the small room. Jaeyoung Kim glanced down. And there was nothing said for a long time.
“You stood there too, what… … .”
I could also feel Kim Jae-young’s things through our bodies touching each other.
“… … Ha, do you want to do it?”
“… … “What?”
“sex… … ?”
“… … .”
I felt Jaeyoung Kim gulp and swallow loudly at my suggestion. Yes, Kim Jae-young is also a man, so he won’t turn down hand-to-hand combat. He had lost a lot of muscle due to not being able to exercise for a while, but he was still confident in his body. The prince, who was fading, was a little worried and put a lot of pressure on his stomach. Then, their lower bodies began to rub against each other, causing more blood to flow to the center.
‘But what do men do with each other? Does Jaeyoung Kim know?’
My heart was pounding as if it would jump out of my ribs. Kim Jae-young also, with a bright red face, released my hands and legs from around his neck… … .
“I think it’s too hot… “I’m going to reduce the boiler.”
… … The blanket was covered all the way to my neck. Jaeyoung Kim jumped up and hit her head hard on the low ceiling. At the same time, the bottle of water that was flaunting its majesty on Kim Jae-young’s pants fluttered loudly.
“Hey, don’t you?”
“Eunsu… “It’s too light.”
Jaeyoung Kim looked at me with tears in his eyes, like an innocent young man who had been harassed. Did he at least calm down and say… As I let out a bewildered laugh, Kim Jae-young bowed down again.
Sigh.
Jaeyoung Kim swirled the inside of my mouth once, sucked in his lips for a long time, and then fell.
“Are you really not going to do it?”
“What can I do in a place like this…” … .”
“What’s wrong with a place like this?”
“I don’t like this place.”
It’s just that I didn’t like the place, it didn’t mean I didn’t want to do it. I began to actively persuade Jaeyoung Kim to seduce him.
“I have a villa in Gangwon-do, would you like to go there? There is an old man who is a caretaker, but there is no need to get caught. That old man’s lifelong wish was to ruin our family, so if I ask him not to tell us about our arrival, he will keep his mouth shut until the end. If you don’t like it here, let’s go there and do it. how is it?”
“… … .”
“Don’t you want to go there too? I really want to fuck you… … .”
“… … I’ll think about it.”
Jaeyoung Kim answered calmly. I never thought it would be this hard to get a beautiful woman. I hesitated and kissed Jaeyoung Kim on the top of his feet. Jaeyoung Kim was startled and took her foot back. When she looked up with a grin, Kim Jae-young’s face lit up.
“I hate feet, I hate feet.”
“I like it.”
“I’ll turn down the boiler and bring Eunsu rice.”
When Kim Jae-young hurriedly turned around, the huge bottle of water swung around again. How big is it? Even at a glance, the guy’s penis boasted an enormous size. Even when he sees an erection, he doesn’t think it’s gross, but only thinks it’s cute and interesting. I guess I really like you.
“Bye.”
As I waved my hand to see them off, Kim Jae-young opened the door and waved his hand gently. Ahh. so cute. As Kim Jae-young, who had been cold, began to soften to me little by little, his heart began to melt.
‘If this is enough… ‘Half of success?’
Because he smiled at me again and gave me a kiss. And he even waved his hand! I threw down the blanket because of the unbearable cuteness. I wanted to bite and suck from head to toe. When Kim Jae-young comes back, even if she can’t have sex, I’ll ask her if she can kiss more. As she was hugging her pillow and smirking, thinking that it wasn’t long before Kim Jae-young won her heart completely, she heard the sound of her footsteps outside.
‘Are you here already?’
I raised my upper body and straightened up the disheveled bedding. After a while, the sound of a lock rattling was heard. But the door did not open, and silence returned outside.