Sweet Spell - Sweet Spell-Episode 79 (Side Story)

Sweet Spell

extroversion

Behind Chapter 1. Eternal Snow

The snow falling from the sky would not stop. As I look at the snow field, which is getting so deep that my ankles are sinking under my clothes, I feel like I have arrived at an abandoned mountain cabin in a white forest. Yeorim held out her hand over her short eaves. The snowflakes settled gently on my palm. Although it melted quickly due to the body temperature, I saw a clear snowflake for a split second.

“Aren’t you cold?”

He approached me before I knew it, held out a mug filled with warm coffee, and asked. Yeorim shook her head. She and him sat side by side, sipping her coffee, before she turned her gaze back to the snow. White, white, just white. Her snow fell and fell endlessly, to the point where not only Yeo-rim but everyone else in her home was isolated. It was heavy snow.

In the past, I once made a foolish wish to be trapped with him in a place where no one would come. Ha Young-do and Mrs. Kang also had this crazy thought of how great it would be if only the two of them could live together in a place where no one could come, if only they could be locked in a space of their own where they could be honest with each other.

“It seems like it’s just you and me here.”

His eyes shook greatly when he heard Yeo-rim mumbling. He and Yeorim were alone in the house where heavy snow fell. But this is the house where he and Hayoung lived. Now Hayoung is gone and he is left alone, but even after three years, traces of Hayoung still remain throughout the house. Yeo-rim is not stupid enough to not know the meaning of Ha-young’s room, which he left empty. Even without Hayoung, Hayoung still existed in his relationship with Yeorim.

I decided not to ask him why he couldn’t abandon this place and why he came back. No, he couldn’t ask. For Yeo-rim, the existence of Ha-yeong was a great sin that she would regret for the rest of her life. When was the last time I heard from you? I vaguely heard that he had met a new person and was living happily ever after. I remember Hayoung’s words that I would definitely be happy. The last time I saw you, these were the clearest words of conversation we had.

Yeorim slightly rolled her eyes and smiled. The face she faces is slightly distorted, but then she erases her emotions and becomes calm again. Her hand slowly approached and wrapped around the back of Yeorim’s hand. His body temperature was warm and cozy. His tightly closed lips moved slowly.

“It’s just my brother and I, right?”

His eyes, which had been shaking, were now straight towards Yeo-rim. Why does my heart swell when I hear that it’s just the two of us? Yeorim bit her lip gently to swallow down her surging emotions. After taking a deep breath, she turned her gaze out the window. The snow falling outside her window shows no signs of stopping.

“… … That’s right. “It’s just you and me.”

Yeorim quietly leaned her head on the shoulder of the man sitting next to her. She was steeling herself to push, and her arms naturally wrapped around Yeorim’s shoulders. Yeo-rim’s eyes shook greatly. A large hand touches his shoulder, and the warm body temperature melts his body comfortably.

“When did you come back?”

“… … “About a month?”

“Where have you been all this time?”

“I was stuck in the countryside where I didn’t know anyone.”

He answered Yeorim’s questions obediently. But he doesn’t tell everything. Yeorim was curious about his time that she didn’t know about. However, he hesitates to bring up all those stories again because he knows that he will only be regurgitating past emotions. Should I just keep my mouth shut like this? Wouldn’t it be okay to start anew as if nothing had happened, just with the longing we felt for each other?

“Did you miss me a lot?”

“If I didn’t miss it, I wouldn’t be standing there.”

It was a habitual step rather than a vague yearning. However, Yeo-rim disguised her intentions with words that were pleasing to him. I missed you more than you thought, and while he was gone, he overshadowed the daily life he lived. The gaze we meet shakes. A small hint of guilt appears in his eyes. The naive Seong Joo-han completely believed Yeo-rim’s lies.

“I see. I hated my brother a lot… … .”

His speech becomes slurred. Like a drop of black paint dropped into clear water, the afterword was quickly diluted and disappeared and was not immediately followed. Ha, he let out a long sigh and lowered his head. Suddenly, I wanted to pat his wide, trembling shoulders. But Yeorim didn’t deserve it.

It was only after a while that he had gathered his emotions and raised his head. I can see the reddened corners of my eyes. But he didn’t cry. He looked like he was going to cry, but instead he laughed. It was a sad smile, as if it was about to crumble at any moment.

“Is there anything you want to ask me?”

Yeo-rim smiled slightly, facing the eyes that were swallowing many words.

“It’s not like I can tell you everything.”

He neither confirmed nor denied Yeo-rim’s words, which were weakened. The time of Yeo-rim without him, and the time of him without Yeo-rim, would not be the time to fully talk to each other. So Yeorim decided not to ask anything or wonder anything.

Yeorim straightened her leaning body. Her dark eyes without any tremor are looking at me. I was only looking at Yeo-rim and no one else. Yeorim took his hand. He held Yeorim’s hand. It was the warmth that he had missed so much and wanted so much.

I tried to soothe my overwhelming emotions. But it wasn’t easy. All the emotions he had been suppressing until now were boiling up like magma that had been sleeping in the ground, and it was all he could do to resist the urge to run up to him and shower him with kisses. Yeorim bit her lip, then slowly let go. She brightened her distorted face and said what she really wanted to say to him, what she had to say.

“Juhan, thank you for coming back.”

That was Yeorim’s sincerity.

***

The house was completely worn out over the past three years and was still cold even with the heating turned on. Unlike Yeorim, who was shivering even though she was wearing a winter coat and covering herself with a blanket, he was wearing a light T-shirt. When Yeorim asked if he was cold, he said he had a high fever and was fine. Yeorim lifted the blanket that was secretly covering him.

“Do you want to come in?”

When I asked her carefully, instead of answering, he came in between the blankets that Yeorim was holding. Maybe it’s because our bodies are so close together, but I can feel his warm body temperature. The air in the house, which had felt cold until just now, becomes warm.

“Are you going to sleep today?”

Yeorim raised her head and looked at the sky where her eyes still hadn’t stopped. It feels like the whole world will be covered by falling snow. If you try to force yourself to go home and slip down a steep road, at least one bone will be broken. Yeorim nodded her head slowly.

“I’m going to sleep.”

He smiled slightly after hearing Yeorim’s confirmation.

“My bed is small. Should I sleep in the living room?”

“Wouldn’t it be cold because of the wind?”

“You just have to stick with it.”

He pulled Yeorim into his arms. When I turn my head, I make eye contact with the person right next to me. At a distance so close that your breath can touch, your heart starts pounding. Without even knowing who was first, our eyes closed and our lips collided. Breathing mixes and tongues tangle. He continued to kiss me deeper, twisting his face this way and that, as if if he fell even a little bit, something big would happen.

Yeorim turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck. His hands peeled off the thick overcoat she was wearing and rubbed her bare skin beneath the clothes. Her body was hot, but his hands were cold. As soon as his touch touches me, goosebumps appear. But thanks to the quickly rising heat, it wasn’t cold. Rather, it starts to get so hot that it’s hard to breathe.

The lips that were facing each other moved away for a moment. While she was panting for lack of breath, he quickly took off the clothes she was wearing. His thick coat is crushed to the floor, and his cream-colored knit is crumpled into a mess and thrown into the distance. As if he couldn’t even wait to take off his pants, his lips lightly bit on Yeo-rim’s breasts that were exposed to his sight and sucked them loudly.

“Huh.”

My chest quickly became prominent as I bit it to the point of pain and then crushed it with my tongue as if to soothe it. He took the pointed nipples in his mouth, tickled them, and even took big bites, playing with them as he pleased. Yeorim raised her hand and covered her mouth. I barely even managed to keep my waist from bending without even realizing it.

He, who was persistently kissing her chest, quickly took off Yeo-rim’s pants. As I struggled with my legs, which suddenly became weak, he grabbed my ankles and opened the gap between them. His erect penis was fully exposed to the dark wetness of his underwear. Yeo-rim tried to put her hand down to cover her lower body, but his hand roughly pushed her away.

It replaces a warning not to move with a fierce look. He lowered his face and kissed Yeorim’s cheek, lips, and neck in turn. Every time our lips touch, a small flower of heat blooms on my skin. As he went down, he arrived between Yeo-rim’s clearly exposed legs.

“Ugh!”

He ran his tongue over the damp underwear. He quickly tried to cover his mouth, but he had already let out a moan. Even though she didn’t touch it directly, Yeo-rim’s eyes were greatly shaken by the pleasure so strong that her head shook.

“Why are you stopping already?”

“You touched me… … Tsk.”

The underwear, which is thickly wet with saliva and semen, is slowly lowered. The penis, exposed in the cold air, trembled slightly and poured out clear Cooper fluid. Without a moment’s hesitation, he kissed the tip and roughly opened Yeo-rim’s thighs, which kept trying to close them. Her tight muscles hurt. But holding on to her legs, she didn’t have the strength to push his hands away.

“Ugh!”

A moist mucous membrane surrounded the genitals. Yeo-rim reached out and pushed his head away.

“Please stop.”

He raised his eyes when he heard Yeo-rim’s sobbing voice. After spitting out the genitals that she had been swallowing for a moment, he rubbed his cheek against the pole that was shiny with saliva. Yeo-rim couldn’t help but hold her breath as her eyes twinkled with a smile. It was his temptation that I had never seen before.

He rubbed the semen that was leaking out with his hands and rubbed his reddened perineum. Then, he rubbed the closed bottom and slowly opened it. Long fingers penetrated inside and stimulated various parts of the inner wall. She tried to soothe the hole that was fluttering with anticipation with just one finger, but her body, which was crazy with pleasure, was beyond Yeorim’s control.

“It’s not a mistake… … .”

“Hmm… … .”

“It’s a little loose.”

Yeo-rim, who heard the low muttering, shook her head. But his eyes were already full of deep suspicion. One more finger entered the narrow gap. The gestures of the hand poking inside were becoming more and more violent. Fingers rubbing and scratching the heat-filled inner wall cause a flash of light to appear before my eyes. Joohan, Joohan, Yeorim called to him in a voice mixed with moans.

“So, not your fingers, ugh!”

“If you don’t solve it properly, it will bleed.”

“no. Ugh, just, ahhh, put it in, ugh.”

He took out his finger as he understood the words being cut into pieces. The widening gap narrows. Unlike Yeorim, who was completely naked, he was still wearing clothes. Even now, with my body pressed close to him, he slightly lowered his pants and took out only his erect penis. Yeo-rim let out a deep breath as the hard tip rubbed against her wet hole.

I lowered my trembling hands and grabbed my buttocks, opening them wide for him to insert. The twitching hole was clearly visible to his sight. He smiled slightly when he saw that he was worse than a dog in heat and hit the tip of his penis. Shame and anticipation are mixed together. I’m really going crazy.

“I’ll put it in.”

As soon as he warned, his penis penetrated inside of Yeo-rim. At her enormous size, Yeo-rim dropped her whole body with her mouth open. She couldn’t even moan due to the overwhelming size that filled her insides. She forced the narrow opening open and the cock made its way inside her, leaving her lower abdomen slightly sticking out.

He seemed frustrated and took off the t-shirt he was wearing and threw it away. His well-built upper body, with nice-looking muscles, was already wet with sweat. He bowed his back. As the penetration went deeper, the pain was greater than the pleasure.

“I need to breathe.”

He said, patting Yeorim’s cheek. Only then did Yeorim realize that he had even forgotten to breathe. Gasping, my chest heaves loudly as I exhale sharply. His hand pinches the pointed nipple vigorously. Ssssssssssssssssssssss,sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. As my body gained strength from the strong stimulation, the lower part(s) that were biting at him naturally tightened as well.

“Aren’t you really enjoying it just because it’s been so long since you last ate it?”

His mocking words come out muffled. Even though it was difficult to breathe, he, who had been sitting still, began to move. He pulls his dick out slowly, then plunges it in all at once. Thump thump, the crushing feeling inside my stomach keeps digging deeper. Yeo-rim chose to close her eyes as the shock was strong enough to make her head tremble.

“Yeolim hyung, hey, open your eyes. “You should see me.”

“Eup, ugh, ugh.”

“Quick, open your eyes. hurry.”

At his urging, Yeorim opened her blurred eyes. The feeling of the penis mercilessly throbbing inside me was pain and pleasure. My body shaking roughly and my legs being forced apart hurt. However, every time the penis crushing the inside pressed and rubbed the thickly raised pleasure point, tears welled up in front of my eyes.

“Yeolim hyung… … .”

He calls Yeorim. In a voice that was out of breath, he called Yeorim. His face is distorted with pleasure. Ah, the perfect person I wanted to see and have. Yeorim opened her arms and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. The deepening connection made me feel sick to my stomach, but even that was good.

His deep-seated penis throbs and semen pours out. Since I don’t use a condom, I feel like my insides are full of thick semen. While he was calming his breathing without saying a word, he blew hot breath into Yeorim’s ear. And then his lips pour out, one after another, on the cheek, the bridge of the nose, and the lips.

“I wanted to keep doing this.”

“Huh.”

“I always wanted to do this with my brother.”

Without any time to react to the whispered words, the hardened penis digs into the tired hole. As they hugged each other tightly, he moved his waist eagerly even though it was uncomfortable. Every time the dick penetrates the inside, a sloshing sound is made due to the cum. Now that the road has cleared, the pain is almost gone and only the pleasure is strong. Yeorim hugged him tighter, her breathing heavy.

“Joohan, ah, ugh, Joohan… … .”

“Yeolim hyung… … Ugh.”

When we make eye contact, we naturally overlap our lips and touch each other’s bodies. He held on to Yeo-rim tenaciously and did not let her go, as if trying to make up for the time he had been away from her. Unable to overcome the pleasure that turned his hair white, I tried to run away from him several times, but each time, I only moaned like crazy as his penis dug deeper.

The cold air had suddenly become hot with dense heat. It was dark because I didn’t turn on the light, but I could clearly see his face panting above me. Even as she was shaking back and forth, Yeorim was anxious, fearing that the image of him in her eyes would disappear. Fearing that Seongju-han would disappear as if it were a dream, Yeo-rim held onto his arm tightly even as she lost consciousness.

***

When I opened my eyes, I was in his room, not the living room. I was confused at first by the changed background, but I regained my composure after seeing his face peacefully sleeping. Yeo-rim, who was snuggled in his arms, only breathed a sigh of relief after checking his clearly felt body temperature several times. She didn’t disappear, so it wasn’t a dream.

Yeorim carefully stood up. My throbbing back and legs are not unusual. She said she would be suffering from muscle pain for a few days. He was trying to get out of bed to get a drink of water, but the narrow single bed felt like his body would fall to the floor every time Yeo-rim moved. After pulling his increasingly distant body inside and laying him down safely, Yeorim quietly got off the bed.

Every time I take a step, my stomach throbs. In the end, Yeo-rim collapsed on the floor without taking a few steps and covered her sore stomach. There was nothing dripping from the bottom, as if he had cleaned it up while she was unconscious, but the entrance, which had been pierced by something so large, was still swollen and gaping.

“it hurts… … .”

Yeo-rim frowned, but held her breath as best as she could, fearing that he would wake up at the sound of me suffering. He thought it would be okay if he waited a little while, but it still hurt even after he had been squatting for a while. Is there a wound in my stomach? Since something huge was ruthlessly poking inside, the inner wall must have had a similar appearance as the swollen entrance. But since it wasn’t visible from the outside, there was nothing to do. There was no answer but to wait for the pain to lessen a little.

“Uhm… … .”

He, who had been sleeping soundly, tossed and turned heavily. Did I hear a groaning sound? He rubbed his sleepy eyes and stretched out his arms, fumbling next to me as if he was looking for something. He belatedly noticed the empty side and jumped up. With blurry eyes, unable to properly wake up from sleep, I found Yeo-rim squatting on the floor. I should have left the room earlier. She regretted it too late.

“Are you sick?”

he asked, jumping off the bed. Yeo-rim tried to smile and say it was okay, but her stomach started pounding again and she couldn’t speak properly. He removed her hand that was clutching her stomach and examined her fragile state with eyes full of concern.

“I’m really fine.”

“I’m sweating, don’t lie.”

A cool hand rubbed Yeorim’s forehead. I’m seeing it with my own eyes, but it still feels like I’m in a dream. Yeorim smiled faintly as she looked at him worrying about me and touching me affectionately.

“Can you get up?”

he asked cautiously. Yeorim nodded. His hand wrapped around Yeorim’s shoulder. I got up carefully so as not to hurt my stomach, and sat down on the bed. He squatted down in front of Yeorim and gently placed his hand on her still-throbbing stomach. It’s not like he could feel anything, but his narrowed eyebrows were quite serious.

“Can I get you some medicine?”

“I don’t think it’s a problem that can be solved with medicine.”

Yeorim said with a smile. He tilted her head, and belatedly realizing what Yeorim was saying, her eyes widened. Yeorim held his hand that was placed on her stomach. And she slowly dragged herself down. Below the navel, it was filled with him yesterday. Every time his genitals moved in and out, his swollen lower abdomen seemed to come to mind, and his eyes fluttered widely.

“You filled up here yesterday, so it looks like your insides are swollen a lot.”

“… … “Are you doing this on purpose?”

“No, I’m just letting you know.”

As soon as Yeorim let go of her hand, he stood up and kissed her. Yeo-rim fell down on the bed and wrapped her arms around his neck. He opened his mouth, swirled his tongue, and mixed his breath. His erect penis is rubbed between his thighs. The insertion was daunting, and even as he blinked his blurry eyes, Yeorim still felt the pain in his stomach. Fortunately, he didn’t seem to have lost his senses to the point where he forgot that Yeo-rim was in pain, so he didn’t do anything more.

“Please, don’t provoke me.”

He muttered painfully, barely able to swallow his overflowing sexual desire. Instead of answering, Yeorim put more strength into the arm that hugged his shoulder. As I breathed hot breath into his ear, his broad shoulders trembled greatly.

He let out a sharp breath, parted his lips, and tilted his head again. Then, after letting out a long sigh, he buried his nose deeply into the back of Yeorim’s neck. His breathing becomes heavier as he takes his penis out from inside his underwear and rubs it with his hand.

“Huh… … “Brother, Yeorim’s brother.”

Yeo-rim took a deep breath as he heard his low voice whispering into her earlobe. The lips rubbing against the nape of her neck and the tongue tracing her skin are just as hot. His hair flutters as he moves, tickling his sensitive, heated skin. Yeorim slowly lifted her waist and rubbed against his shaking penis.

I made eye contact with him who raised his face. And then her mouth touches again. He took off Yeo-rim’s underwear, grabbed her two erect penises, and shook them quickly. A stream of pre-cum flows from the two genitals rubbing as they please. The sound of sloshing water resonates sensationally.

“Juhan, ah, ah.”

“Fuck… … .”

Semen poured out simultaneously from the overlapping genitals. The semen that soaked his large hand was all mixed together and it was impossible to tell whose it belonged to. Taking a deep breath, he bent down and rubbed his forehead against Yeorim’s. As we faced each other’s sweaty foreheads and took a deep breath, we let out a small laugh at the sight of each other becoming horny as soon as we opened our eyes.

“I need to take a shower.”

“Iknow, right.”

He lay down next to Yeorim and smiled as he looked at the ceiling. I needed to get up, but my drowsy body refused to move. Yeorim turned his head and looked at him. He was looking at the empty ceiling, and before he knew it, he was also looking at Yeo-rim. Yeorim raised her hand and cupped his cheek. He gently tilts his head. The eyes that look at me are infinitely warm and kind.

So Yeorim decided to show courage. If it were now, if it was now without Hayoung. Wouldn’t it be possible now that I’m alone with him? He thought he would forget over time, but in the end, he was the one who could not forget him. He still couldn’t suppress the same feeling, no, it felt stronger than before. Yeorim still wanted him.

However, it was not a selfish feeling that did not consider him as before. Even if he left right now, Yeo-rim had no right to catch him. I’ve finally reached him, but even if he moves away again, he can’t say anything and I have to let him go. So there was only one relationship that could keep him by my side.

“Juhan… … . “Do you want to date?”

I asked carefully with a trembling voice. From the moment I spit out the words, my heart starts pounding. Although she knew she had no right to say this, in the end she couldn’t overcome her greed. Yeorim swallowed her dry saliva and waited for his words. He, who had not said anything, slowly nods his head. He whispered, rubbing his lips against Yeorim’s palm, who was leaning her cheek.

“yes. “We’re dating, let’s go.”

***

The snow that filled the world stopped. I wanted to run and play like a child on the pure white snow field in front of my house, but I couldn’t move easily because of the aftereffects of rolling around with him as soon as I made eye contact. Yeorim wrapped herself tightly in a blanket, drank the coffee he made her, and opened the living room window wide. He went out with a long broom and cleared the snow that had accumulated in front of the house.

Yeorim sipped lukewarm coffee, wiggling her toes that came out of the blanket. He had taken off her thick jumper and was wearing only her short sleeves as he diligently swept her eyes to the side. How long will it take for all the snow piled up on both sides of her to melt? When on earth will this winter end?

“I’m glad today is the weekend.”

“yes?”

As he was wiping his eyes, he looked at Yeo-rim and asked. I was just muttering this to myself, but my ears are really bright. He wiped the sweat from his forehead and walked towards where Yeo-rim was. It is a very cold winter outside, but he is alone in the summer. Yeorim wiped his sweat with the blanket covering him.

“What did you say earlier?”

“I’m glad it’s the weekend. “Otherwise, we have to move now, but it’s dangerous because the road is frozen.”

“Yes.”

He reached out and took the mug that Yeorim had put down. I take a sip of the already cold coffee and furrow my brows.

“Aren’t you cold?”

he asked. Instead of answering, Yeorim glanced at him, who was only wearing short sleeves. He sighed and wrapped himself tightly again in the blanket, which had opened a gap as he wiped away his sweat.

“It’ll be done soon, so just wait.”

He whispers sweetly. The lips slowly approached, gently pressed against the forehead, and then moved away. He wishes he could stay a little longer, but the body temperature disappears quickly. As I look at his back as he walks away, my heart throbs. Even though I have confirmed several times that it is real, it still feels distant, like a dream.

Jiing – Yeo-rim turned her head at the sound of vibrating and found her cell phone thrown carelessly in the distance. It rang persistently, not once, but several times, so it was not a message. Yeorim felt like she could tell who it was even without looking, so she deliberately ignored the loudly ringing phone.

I’m looking at his back as he squats down and does something with most of the snow removed, but the cell phone vibrates without stopping and continues to drive me crazy. Finally, Yeorim stood up and walked to where the cell phone was. As expected, the name that appeared on the screen was Mrs. Kang. Knowing that she wouldn’t stop until she did, even if she didn’t want to, Yeorim let out a long sigh and pressed the call button.

“hello.”

[where are you now.]

“… … “What are you going to do?”

[Did you forget you have an appointment today? Everyone is waiting for you, so come quickly.]

Yeorim laughed softly at the urging, trying to hide her nervousness. The promise that Mrs. Kang spoke of was a standing position that Yeo-rim had never allowed. It’s been three years since her marriage to Ha-young broke up. Mrs. Kang, who had been quiet for about two years, has recently been putting pressure on her to get back on track. Isn’t it time for her to give up? I’m so sick of her mixing up her words.

“I never said I was going.”

[Still, come out first.]

“Mother, please briefly explain the situation and send me back.”

[Kang Yeo-rim, when speaking with kind words-]

Yeorim completely turned off her cell phone. My severely distorted face is reflected on the black screen. From the moment I heard Mrs. Kang’s voice, my head started pounding again. She held her forehead with her hand and threw her cell phone carelessly on the floor.

“brother.”

He stuck his head out the window and called Yeorim. Yeorim lowered her hand from her forehead and smiled calmly as she approached the man who had called me. He gestures as if to tell me to come quickly. The brightly smiling face was full of excitement. He looked as innocent as a child who discovered something magical.

As Yeorim got closer, he showed her something he was hiding behind. They were two snowmen smaller than his palm. I guess the reason I was crouching down in the snow earlier and fiddling with something was to make this. Yeorim slowly stretched out her hand and touched a sloppy snowman with two small snowballs on top. Why does the snowman, which turns into water and disappears every time it touches body temperature, look so pretty?

“Your hands must be cold.”

“are you okay. “I have a lot of fever.”

His hands holding the snowman were already full of water. Yeorim gently picked up the snowman and placed it neatly on the window sill. I don’t know how long the snowmen standing side by side will maintain their shape, but then wouldn’t it be possible to make another one out of the snow that’s piled up?

Yeorim held onto his red, frozen hand. Even though he said it was okay, he didn’t remove his hand from Yeo-rim’s. A small flower of heat blooms in their eyes as they quietly look at each other. Yeorim quietly avoided her gaze. Now she knew that if the fire flared up again, there was a good chance she wouldn’t be able to walk around properly, not only on weekends, but on weekdays as well.

Even after Yeo-rim looked away, he continued to look at her side profile. Yeo-rim smiled awkwardly at her stinging gaze, let go of her hand that was holding her, and walked away. He let out a sigh full of regret.

“I’m hungry. Should I eat?”

“I only have ramen, is that okay?”

When Yeorim nodded, he shook the snow off his clothes and walked toward the entrance. Yeo-rim turned his gaze to the living room window where he had been standing just moments ago and noticed snowflakes starting to fall lightly from the clear sky. He put it away, but the warm snow covers the world again.

***

The weekend passed quickly and routine life began as usual. If you wake up early in the morning, go to work, and work hard, the day goes by quickly. As I watched the clear morning sky turn into the deep glow of the afternoon sunset, I could tell that I was getting close to getting off work.

Yeorim’s daily routine was very monotonous. After work, she goes home and drinks while watching meaningless dramas, or else she goes to a bar to find something to satisfy her sexual desires. But today was different. He said he would come to Yeorim’s company to meet her after work was over. He asked if it was okay in case someone recognized him as Ha-young’s younger brother, but after thinking for a moment, he said it was okay.

An hour before work time, Yeorim exchanged messages with him. He sent a message saying that he had just finished his part-time job and was starting at Yeorim’s company. Yeorim sent a reply telling her to come carefully, and added an emoticon underneath it that she wouldn’t normally use. The moment I saw the emoticon that popped up in the message window, I was filled with shame. I feel hot because I feel like I did something inappropriate for my age.

Yeorim put down her phone and let out a long sigh. She looked at the clock on the wall and saw that she would be leaving work soon. She slowly packed her bag. Looking through her partition, I looked at Yeorim as her team members prepared to leave work early. She put her bag on the desk and turned her phone over. The screen turns on, and the message he sent comes to mind.

[Arrived.]

Why do those five seemingly hard letters feel so sweet? Yeorim couldn’t hide the smile that appeared. She realizes once again that she has really changed from before. Yeorim thought of him waiting for me below. She wanted to quickly go down and see him.

“I’ll go first.”

As soon as the clock showed it was time to leave work, Yeorim jumped out of her seat and stood up. The employees who were watching her through the partition stood up and greeted her. Yeorim greeted her by lightly shaking her hand. I wanted to see him even a second sooner. Yeorim hurried his steps.

The elevator was already full of people who showed up on time. I hated elevators that were so crowded that I got stuck, but the brief inconvenience allowed me to see him sooner. Yeorim squeezed through the crowd and entered the elevator. She went downstairs, the door closing behind her, and everyone else crammed into the small space.

Only when I was out of breath did the elevator arrive at the first floor. As soon as the door opens, the people filling it pour out. Yeo-rim also came out, pushed by waves of people. He straightened his disheveled clothes and was about to head towards the spacious hall when he saw him standing at the entrance in the distance.

Yeo-rim walked quickly, suppressing the urge to immediately run to him and fall into his arms. Wearing a long black padding, he did not fit in with the scene full of office workers. Even though three years have passed, he is still in his early twenties. Even though he had taken off his boyish appearance, he was still young.

Frowning his brows while looking at a small cell phone screen, he gave off an air of being unapproachable, but he was a person who stood out even when he was still. He makes the eyes of people passing around him linger on him. Among them, there were some who showed a noticeable affinity for him and were looking for an opportunity to approach him.

“Juhan!”

Yeorim deliberately called his name loudly. He was holding on to his cell phone and looked up when he heard Yeorim’s voice. Yeorim smiled brightly at his low voice calling me, “Hyung.” The hyenas, who were looking for an opportunity, quickly disappeared as if nothing had happened when Yeorim arrived in front of him.

I stood side by side with him and left the company. I walked down the street looking at the darkening sky. After he was far away from the company, he carefully held Yeo-rim’s hand. Although she was afraid that people might see her, Yeorim couldn’t shake his hand. Looking at him, who was smiling softly at me, Yeorim deeply inserted her fingers between his fingers.

A thought suddenly occurred to me. If Yeo-rim hadn’t overcome her longing that day and gone to the vacant lot, if it hadn’t snowed so she could drive down there, if he hadn’t shown up there. Could we have met like this? If it weren’t for the coincidence of all the circumstances, Yeo-rim would still be living her daily life just missing him. And as time passed, he would have been forgotten like a completely blurred picture.

But thanks to a miraculous coincidence, he is with Yeo-rim. We started a relationship where we only saw the two of us without anything being held back. Is this a dream? I think about it hundreds of times a day. Is it okay to be this happy? Is it okay for me to live like this with you?

“Shall we go home?”

Where is the house he is talking about? I couldn’t figure it out. But Yeorim didn’t ask. It didn’t matter whether it was a house in a small town that was difficult to get to or an officetel in Yeorim that was close to the hospital. He walked ahead. Yeorim followed him. Holding his hand tightly, we walked down a street full of people.

***

We ate, drank coffee, walked down a snowy street with nothing to do, and kissed under a streetlight that illuminated the darkness. Heat builds up in the sound of breathing echoing through the quiet alley and in the cold hands groping each other’s bodies through thick coats and padding.

He untied the scarf that was tightly wrapped around Yeorim’s neck and pressed his lips through it. Yeorim hugged his broad shoulders as his hot tongue swept over her bare skin. His back touched the streetlamp, and he leaned towards Yeo-rim. He bit and licked her neck so persistently that he occasionally raised her eyes and looked at Yeo-rim. I have a strong desire to take out her vagina, which is stuffily trapped in my pants, and shake it. No, rather, I wanted to lower my pants and insert his penis into my gaping hole.

“Juhan, shit, go home…” … .”

“It’s too far.”

As he said, home was too far away. I don’t know if he came to Yeo-rim’s house, but his house was at the top of the road. Even if you keep walking in this excited state, by the time you get home, the heat surrounding your body will have cooled off in the cold night air. Still, you can’t work in an alley without knowing who will come at any time.

After finishing speaking, he rubbed his lips against Yeorim’s neck again. Then, his hand went under his clothes and started pinching and rubbing her hard nipples. Do you really want to do this here? Yeo-rim, who was pale, pushed his shoulder hard.

His lips, which had been attached to my neck just a moment ago, were glistening with saliva. He furrowed his brow and expressed his dissatisfaction with his facial expression. Yeo-rim almost felt weak at the look in his eyes as he scolded me, as if asking why on earth he had stopped me, but she decided to think about social perspectives first.

“Let’s go home. Let’s go there and continue.”

“… … Is that so?”

He said, looking across the alley, which was quiet and dark, but where someone might come. After he obediently backed away, Yeo-rim straightened her disheveled clothes. The erect penis was clearly outlined above the pants, but it was not visible after covering it with a coat.

I don’t know if it’s because I’m cold or because of the residual heat, but my face is still red. Yeorim saw him standing quietly in front of me without saying a word. And he slowly stretched out his hand. He didn’t say a word, but as if he was feeling it, his hand came closer. The two held each other’s hands and slowly climbed the high hill. The snow is falling and the slippery road is slippery, so we have to be careful about the steps we take for fear of getting hurt.

“I hope it snows a lot.”

He said. Yeorim raised her head and saw snow falling from the pitch-black sky. Large snowflakes have already piled up on the ground, but it won’t be a heavy snowfall that paralyzes the world like last time. He didn’t say everything, but Yeorim could tell what he wanted. So Yeorim also prayed in her heart. I wish it would snow so much that the whole world would turn into a pure white snow field.

He suddenly stopped walking and turned around. The eyes that meet each other bend with a smile. This is the smile that made my heart stop when I saw it one day, and that I have longed to see and imagined many times since then. Standing on the uphill road, he was a head taller than Yeorim. He held hands and held Yeo-rim in his arms. Ha, he let out a long sigh and said in a low voice.

“If we start again, will we be able to do well?”

I sense a small hesitation from him. Yeorim held on tightly to the hem of his clothes. He wanted to reassure her that he could do well, but Yeorim couldn’t. Yeo-rim knows that she doesn’t deserve to hold him, so she can’t tell him anything.

“Yeolim hyung.”

He calls Yeorim. Yeorim lifted the face buried in his chest. Her lips fall lightly on his forehead. The snow falling from the sky is cold, but his lips are hot. When Yeorim’s eyes widen in surprise at the sudden kiss, he softly smiles and whispers.

“Tell me I can do well.”

After hesitating for a moment, Yeorim nodded. She can do it, I’m sure she can do it well. She was more hopeful than certain. She wrapped her arms around his waist and pulled with all her might. After holding his breath for a moment, he slowly raises his hand and caresses Yeorim’s back. Goosebumps appear at his cold fingertips. Still, his touch was so gentle that Yeorim was able to say the words that filled her throat.

“I love you, Joohan.”

Snow is falling from the sky. It is white snow that covered the whole world. Standing in an alley where even the streetlights were dim, the two stood for a long time, hugging each other tightly. It was a mild winter, different from before.