The Guild Member Next Door - Volume Side Story 3
#Side Story 2. Misunderstandings grow like a snowball
“ring?”
Yeowoon placed both hands in front of his chest to look as earnest as possible and nodded his head eagerly. The store owner asked the other employees if they had seen anything that looked like a ring, then shook his head and approached Yeo-woon.
“What should I do? “I heard you never saw anything like a ring while cleaning?”
“Oh yeah… ?”
“Ugh, why are you making such a pitiful expression that hurts my heart? “Is it such a precious ring?”
“yes. “It’s a coupling ring.”
“Oh my, I need to find it quickly. Still, I’ll at least write down the bachelor’s contact information, just in case. “I’ll contact you if I find it while cleaning somewhere else.”
“Thank you, boss. “Where can I write this down?”
“Wait a minute, where is the note?”
Yeowoon wrote down his phone number and name on the note the president gave him and then roughly sketched out what the ring would look like.
“What is this here?”
“My ring.”
“… … this?”
“Yes, just looking at it, it’s a ring… .”
“… … Eh?”
No matter how you looked at it, it looked like a picture of a caterpillar, but the store owner cleared his throat as if he didn’t know how he could claim it was a ring. Yeowoon left the store, nodding to each and every employee.
“Where the hell is he?”
Wasting a golden weekend like this… … . This was already my 10th empty stomach. Even though I walked for two days looking at the ground to see if I had spilled it on the side of the road, as well as a restaurant or bar I had recently visited, the lost couple ring did not come back.
Recently, Yeowoon’s company was having its busiest days of the year. At the end of the year, I went to company dinners and worked overtime almost every day, and when I came to my senses, this was what happened.
Yeowoon muttered, scratching his reddened skin, stimulated by the finish of his new shirt.
“Anyway, alcohol is the problem.”
The last time I saw the ring was on a Friday afternoon. After a group dinner on Friday, I returned home, went to sleep, and woke up to find that my coupling ring was gone. He told Ji-gu Yoon that he was going to work on the weekend in a hurry, and went all the way he had taken the day before, asking about the whereabouts of the ring, and even went so far as to search his place after returning to work. I wasted all of Saturday and Sunday like that, so the weekend was already gone.
Yeowoon never took off his ring except when taking a shower or washing his hands. Where on earth did she leave it?
“If the Earth found out, there would be an uproar… .”
I don’t know how much Ji-gu Yoon nagged me because I forgot to put my ring on when I was coming out of the shower last time at home. Because I knew how much he valued the couple ring, he couldn’t even bring up the story of losing it. I think I’ll be sad for at least a week… .
Yeo-woon finally resorted to the last resort.
? Why is my sister’s contact information haha?
I got it a few months ago. Post it above or search for it.
bothered
ㅡㅡ;;
The idea was to contact the place where the couple ring was fitted and ask if they could make another ring with the same design. I don’t know how long it will take for the ring to come out, but I thought it might be possible to hide it to some extent if the production period wasn’t that long.
Anyway, I’m busy these days, and the number of times I meet Ji-gu Yoon has decreased significantly. He didn’t even sign up for the swimming pool because he felt like he wouldn’t be able to go out a few times this month. His day these days consists of just going back and forth between home and work.
Sky (See contact details)
Why is the save name like that? Did you change your name?
What a rename
I don’t know, but recently, I changed it and saved it, saying that I would know my sister like heaven.
I feel like I’m crazy
… I have to tell you everything I said. Since Ha Seon-yong was born, he had never once beaten his older sister, and it was his daily routine to get treated like that every time he messed up. Judging by his complete lack of learning ability, it seemed like my friend was not a higher being.
But why suddenly?
Are you interested in your sister now?
It’s not like that. It’s because of the ring.
Should I give my sister a ring?
Why suddenly?
No, wait a minute, you asked for my sister’s number a few months ago too.
So the ring has already been matched?
Oh wow
Don’t talk too loudly with that guy next door
You crazy bastard, since when?
“It’s a ghost… .”
I didn’t even reply, but the process of quickly guessing in the right direction was scary enough. In any case, he seemed like a sad guy, even though he was quick to notice. Even though he didn’t say a word, he made wild inferences on his own and immediately figured out that the person he matched with was Ji-gu Yoon, who lived next door to me.
He even let me know that it was clear that Yun Ji-gu liked him. I couldn’t believe it at the time, but now that I think back on those words, I get goosebumps.
I’m busy, stop sending messages
uh
It’s really simple… .
you are a really true friend
yep
So you’re gay? LOL
“… … .”
If you look at it that way, that’s what happened. Since I became a lover with a man, Yoon Ji-gu, I wondered if this wasn’t gay or something. But for some reason, I couldn’t say that to my old friend, so I just looked at my phone with a sad face.
They said it wasn’t like that haha.
This is what happens in the end
“Is this really a shaman…? .”
How can someone be so tactful? I don’t know how many times this has happened already.
Hey, buy beef.
why me?
? I was right.
That bastard likes you
Don’t call it that baby
Are you taking sides already?
And the beef
I need to feed my lover
The change in attitude is disgusting.
Oh, just go away, I’m not really curious either.
But even thinking about it again, it’s unfair, right?? I definitely need to get the beef. Buy it with special A grade and send it to my house.
I will only buy beef for my lover^^
Do you want to date me???????
ㄷㄷㄷ
Hahahahahahahaha it’s so fucking annoying.
I decided to turn it off as per his wish. Yeo-woon left a text message using the contact information he received from Seon-yong. Is it possible to re-manufacture only one side of the ring that matches the coupling? .
It’s been a while since I had a lingering feeling~ If I only have the design left, it’s possible, but it’ll be difficult within this month~ It won’t be until after the new year. I’m so busy because it’s the end of the year^^;;;
“… … .”
It was a desperate answer. I wasn’t confident that I wouldn’t find out that I lost the ring within this month.
Did you lose it?
Yes, I lost it recently.
Well, if you make it again, the position of the engraved letters may be a little different from the last time. Since it’s inside the ring, most people won’t notice unless they look for the difference… .
Did you tell your lover that you lost your coupling ring?
Say… … Should I do it?
Not yet
Then don’t try to guess secretly and just tell me. If someone cancels the reservation and the schedule is empty, it may be possible within this year. If that happens, I will contact you first. If you find the ring before then, be sure to tell me.
Yes, you can find it. You may miraculously find the lost ring at the store and call me at my number, or you may belatedly find the ring you left at home. Yeo-woon decided not to tell Ji-gu Yoon that he lost his coupling ring. I had no idea what kind of results that carefree thinking would bring.
Just like that, Yeowoon rolled a small snowball.
***
Yeo-woon Lee is strange. Ji-gu Yoon couldn’t help but think that his attitude had suddenly changed these days.
It’s Earth
You will have to eat alone tonight.
Again?
Ugh, sorry. I’m suddenly busy again.
“… … .”
why? Why have you suddenly become busy? Who made a mistake? That’s not you, right? But didn’t you say that all that busy work was finished last week? Why do you keep changing your words? Is that guy named Assistant Manager Kim still meddling in your brother’s business? Why is he like that when he’s all old and worn out? But why are you working overtime so often these days? I don’t know about weekdays, but weekends are all my time, so why are you giving it up to the company without even telling me? That’s mine.
But if you work hard today, you don’t have to go to work this weekend!
Weekends are normally a day off, but Lee Yeo-woon seemed to have forgotten that fact because she was so busy with work.
It ends later
I’ll contact you if it’s not too late.
lie.
Why don’t you contact me when you come home? Actually, I don’t mind if you contact me at any time in the morning. But my brother doesn’t think that’s the case and I’m a little annoyed. Did I tell you? If you’re being considerate like that, you’re not being considerate of me, so I don’t have to. It’s more rude not to be able to contact you, at least to me.
“… … ha.”
There was a mountain of things I wanted to say, but if I poured them all out to someone who was already busy, he might feel tired and get tired of me. She was sick and tired of me, and she hated that more than dying. Ji-gu Yoon held back the words that seemed ready to jump out of her mouth at any moment and told Yeo-woon what she wanted.
Yes haha
Fighting, hyung>_<♥♥
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ㄱㅅㄱㅅ
Enjoy your lunch too
Even though her speaking style was no different from usual, Yoon Ji-gu’s heart was heavy these days. If the lingering feeling of spending half a day at work takes your mind off things, it will be instantaneous for this relationship to break down.
As soon as I assumed the worst case scenario, which I didn’t even want to imagine, I felt like my heart was dropping at my feet. Yun Ji-gu hurriedly raised his hand and pressed it to his chest. Not that it was true, just thinking about it made my heart throbbing like it was being torn apart.
A cold wind blew through the wide open window, signaling the beginning of winter. Ji-gu Yoon let out a sigh while holding onto the blanket over his shoulders. Before he met Yeowoon, he had never thought about this, nor did he feel the need to. He was finally realizing what loneliness felt like.
“Miss, I have a lover, why are you like this?”
You’ll really regret neglecting me like this. Why does he do something he regrets? … … I guess I regret it. He grumbled to himself and then fell limp and sprawled out on the sofa. This is all because of the cold wind. I hate winter. If you close the window that was left open for ventilation, the wind will not blow and you will not have to think about such useless things. therefore… I need to close the window first… .
“Yoon posong. You pay for your meal too. “Hey, close the window and wash the dishes.”
Wow!
“I’m sorry.”
what.
“You’re quick to forgive.”
Even though I tried to get up, my body didn’t listen. He was lethargic and didn’t want to do anything. I’ve been digging alone while I’ve been awake for the past few days, and now even walking is getting tiresome. Loneliness was such a dangerous feeling. Yeowoon showed me a lot of emotions, even though I knew nothing about them, but I doubted whether she really needed to know these emotions.
I knew myself that I was worrying a lot unnecessarily. But this is an innate nature. It means that just because you want to fix it doesn’t mean it will be fixed.
… And you know that I have this kind of personality. If you know that. If you think I’m weird… . You should realize it quickly and run to hug me. Then, I think these feelings will quickly wash away like melting snow.
I really won’t be angry. All you have to do is come to me.
“… … cold.”
I couldn’t understand why I should feel lonely when there were people who would cling to me and share warmth in the cold winter.
The days gradually became colder and it was already December. Perhaps because it was the end of the year, everyone was having busy days in one way or another.
It seems that Yeowoon has had a change of heart.
***
It was a few days ago when Ji-gu Yoon started to feel something strange about Yeo-woon.
“Brother, why aren’t you coming?”
-uh? Didn’t I tell you yesterday? Dinner today.
“also? “A company dinner starting Monday?”
-I know. I must be crazy.
I thought it was because Yeo-woon got busy at work. However, there was a problem with losing what little evening time we had together to the company. There were too many elements in his daily life that bothered Ji-gu Yoon, including working overtime every day and going to company dinners.
“What happens if I don’t go to the dinner party?”
-… … huh? It’s delicious here. Let’s come together next time.
“next time?”
-Okay, next time.
“When is next?”
-Any time. where are you now?
“Mom’s cafe. “I stopped by right after I went swimming.”
-School. Today is the day you leave, right?
“huh. “I took the class.”
-Our Earth is sincere.
My face heated up because of the faint laughter in my voice. Just by hearing his voice, it was as if his face was pictured before my eyes.
“But bro, do you come home before eleven? “Then I won’t go home and I’ll wait here.”
-No, go in first. I’ll call you later when I’m finished. love you.
“… … Me too.”
With just one word of love, my small complaints disappeared like snow. However, there was no communication from Yeo-woon until midnight that day.
***
Beep, beep, beep.
“what?”
Yun Ji-gu, who had been sitting in front of the computer with the door open, looked up at the sound of the door lock being pressed intermittently. Soon, a warning sound was heard saying the password was incorrect, and someone was trying to break in again by entering the password.
Ji-gu Yoon entered the number 112 on his cell phone and walked up to the intercom. Soon the cell phone in his hand fell to the floor.
“brother?”
He walked to the front door and hurriedly opened it without even having time to pick up his phone. The sound of the lock turning and clicking was clear. The cold and alcohol smell makes you feel scared when you open the door. Ji-gu Yoon supported Yeo-woon, who fell into his arms as if pouring down on her.
“Well, what is it? “Brother, why are you like this?”
“who are you?”
“yes?”
“Who are you in my house?”
Yeowoon asked with a puzzled look. Her eyes were half closed, like a sleepy person. He lifted her hand and traced it as if examining every part of Yun Ji-gu’s body. Only then did he recognize him, raising his drunken cheeks and smiling broadly.
“Earth.”
“Ah, the smell of alcohol… .”
“Did you wait for me?”
“Now what? funny. “I asked you who you were earlier.”
He was so drunk that he mistook this for his house and couldn’t even recognize his own face at first. Lee Yeo-woon was not a person who was weak against alcohol. Unlike myself, whose neck turned bright red and the world was spinning after a couple of glasses of mixed liquor, no matter how much I drank, I was as fine as a person who only drank water. I’m not sure because I’ve never done a masterpiece until the end, but I estimate that he drinks at least three bottles.
“why… “Did you drink this much?”
“Yes.”
He raised his hand and gently stroked Yun Ji-gu’s hair. When the touch tickled the corners of her eyes and she frowned, Lee Yeo-woon chuckled and buried her face in my shoulder, lightly rubbing her cheek.
“I said I would contact you after the dinner party.”
“huh.”
“Why do you keep saying yes?”
There was a hint of laughter in Yeowoon’s voice. How could she feel so good when she was so drunk that she couldn’t even go to her house? Her drinking habit seemed to be laughing and talking nonsense.
“Let’s go in first.”
Yun Ji-gu almost hugged the lingering drunken spirit and brought him into the house. While making him sit on the shoe rack and forcing him to take off his shoes, Yeo-woon was massaging Yun Ji-gu’s cheek and muttering to himself. It’s so rare that it’s my first time seeing it. Yeowoon asked, hugging the back of his neck, his cheeks flushed and his mood relaxed.
“But why are you at my house?”
“… … “This is our house.”
“my house? … … Let’s live together… ?”
“What, what can I say, really! No, it’s really our house! “My house!”
“okay okay. I’ll think about it.”
“What did you know, again? “I really can’t speak.”
It’s not like he didn’t know that it was just a drunken man’s nonsense, but Ji-gu Yoon, who had quickly finished imagining living together with just one word from him, turned his head with an even redder face. Yeo-woon’s body temperature was much warmer than his usual when he was drunk. I just sighed when I thought that he must have been walking the streets like this all the way from the dinner party to here. To Yoon Ji-gu, it seemed like everyone in the world except him was looking for Yeo-woon. Having an affable and pretty lover was also a sin.
“The battery is dead.”
Yeo-woon Lee was dozing off. When I saw that the screen of the cell phone he held so dearly in his hand was black, I felt relieved that it was not that he didn’t contact me, but that I couldn’t. Ji-gu Yoon took the cell phone from Yeo-woon’s hand and roughly threw it on the living room sofa, then picked up Yeo-woon and moved to the bedroom. As I laid him down on my bed, I felt nervous for no reason. I felt like my blood was rushing downward as I looked like this, soaked in alcohol and neat and unbuttoned.
“Nothing else. “Because it’s uncomfortable when I sleep.”
After explaining himself, Ji-gu Yoon tried to think of other things as much as possible and placed his hand on the back of Yeo-woon’s neck, who was sleeping like an angel with her head resting on the pillow. Knock, knock. Every time he unbuttoned his buttons one by one, his bare skin was exposed because he had nothing underneath his shirt.
“… … ?”
What is this? Ji-gu Yoon lowered his head and gently touched Yeo-woon’s skin. A red mark was visible at the bottom of his neck that had not been visible until a few days ago. Yun Ji-gu stopped before taking off his shirt and then shifted her gaze. Then he realized that the same mark was on Yeowoon’s right wrist.
I couldn’t figure out why there were marks that I hadn’t seen until last week. Ji-gu Yoon looked closely at Yeo-woon’s naked upper body and quickly began to take off his pants.
“evil!”
He roughly threw his gray suit pants on the floor, raised his legs and looked around to see if there was anything strange in his lower body, and ended up getting kicked on the forehead by Yeo-woon’s tossing and turning foot.
“S-it fucking hurts… .”
Ji-gu Yoon took off his t-shirt and put it on Yeo-woon, who was shivering in the cold air, and then covered him with a blanket. Even while Yeowoon was asleep, he instinctively crawled into the warm blanket. Yun Ji-gu, who was staring at the scene, took his clothes and left the room.
“… … what’s this.”
In Yeowoon’s pants pocket, a note with a phone number written on a yellow Post-it note appeared. The handwriting was neat and pretty. Usually, when you work at a company, they give you a business card. It meant that someone had written down her phone number, and Lee Yeo-un had stored it preciously and secretly in her pants.
My heart sank as a thought passed through my mind for a moment. no way… . Her self-denial that this could not possibly be the case swelled and filled her mind. He continued to shake his head at her as he hung her lingering clothes on her hangers. Suddenly her breathing became heavy and her mind began to race.
Dinner gatherings have suddenly become more frequent over the past few days. Contact has become less frequent. There are marks on her body that you haven’t seen before, and Lee Yeo-un is unusually drunk. and… … An unfamiliar phone number.
‘no.’
A red signal rang in my head. Ji-gu Yun couldn’t even pick up his t-shirt and put it on and quickly walked to the living room to connect Yeo-woon’s cell phone, which had been left on the sofa, to the charger. He called the cell phone with the screen turned on and checked what name Yeowoon had saved him under. Even if it wasn’t called “Honey,” I thought they would have at least added a heart to the end of my name.
‘No matter what, it’s my lover’s name, but I would have saved it with my last name.’
However, the phone vibrated and the name that appeared on the screen was not a name such as honey, honey, or our earth♥, but only three letters.
‘Yoon Ji-gu’
Even if other people don’t know, shouldn’t you save it with such an unfriendly name? I didn’t know about it before, but I thought it would have slowly changed now. My phone was locked with a password, so I couldn’t change the save name.
It was then.
Is your phone turned off? I think I’ll make some time on the 29th~
“… … ?”
What is this text? A message arrived late from an unknown number, and a preview window briefly appeared on the phone screen and then disappeared repeatedly.
But shouldn’t you tell your lover?
word? What are you saying to me?
I’ll be angry when I find out later.
“… … “Fuck, who is this?”
My blood got cold and I woke up. There was only one situation that was predictable. I wanted to wake Lee Yeo-woon right away and ask her. I don’t know who sent this text message to her brother, why she didn’t save the number, what she was trying to say to me, and… … Why do I get angry after finding out something?
Ji-gu Yoon looked at Yeo-woon’s phone for a long time and was anxious, but no matter how long he waited, no other text message came. One day, something unbelievable happened to me. His entire body lost all strength.
‘This is a situation that makes me angry, right?’
That night, I had so many thoughts that I couldn’t sleep at all.
***
It’s in Lee Yeowoon’s nature to be friendly. In the past, there was a time when I mistakenly thought he was rich because he kept giving me space. However, when she actually became her lover, she felt ashamed that she had previously thought that Yeo-woon liked her and stayed by her side. Because of that, whenever I think of the outrageous things I said to Yeo-woon at the time, she wants to die. Every time Yoon Ji-gu remembered something that happened more than a year ago, he would get embarrassed and hit the pillow.
Yeowoon was still kind to others. However, Yeo-woon’s attitude towards other people and his attitude towards Yoon Ji-gu were quite different. It wasn’t difficult to become friends with him, but it was difficult to become someone he truly cared for and liked. Lee Yeo-un also has his own line.
Once we became close friends, he became more playful than when we were vague enough to call him a friend, and he didn’t hesitate to suddenly hold my hand and often told me that he liked me. From the day Yeowoon accepted him as her lover, he has never neglected me even for a moment.
But they say emotions have an expiration date. The beautiful feelings of truly loving and cherishing something become dull or fade over time. That’s what it means to get used to it. Something that is no longer precious. It becomes a hassle to take it out and cuddle it.
In that sense, Yun Ji-gu’s lingering feelings were always new. He never got used to me. Yeo-woon wanted it to be the same, but he didn’t mean that people’s hearts would do what they wanted.
“Fuck, no matter what, it’s still been a year since we started dating… !”
Suddenly, a fire-like emotion welled up from inside, and Yoon Ji-gu closed his mouth, buried his face in his arms, and fell down. It’s unfair. The more I thought about it, the more I couldn’t organize it, and the more I felt sad. She wishes she could love him as much as she likes him. She doesn’t want anything more, so it would be nice if it were just me.
For Yun Ji-gu, Lee Yeo-woon has become like a habit. If I didn’t see Yeo-woon in the pool, swimming for an hour wasn’t fun at all, and when I saw an interesting article, I bookmarked it to show to Yeo-woon, and Yeo-woon’s things were just lying around in my house.
‘What is that phone number really…? .’
I don’t want to doubt him.
‘Why did you say I would be angry when I found out?’
No matter how much I think about it, ‘that situation’ is the only thing that comes to mind. Lee Yeo-woon’s… … wind.
Of course, I already know that Yeo-woon is not the kind of person who would do that. However, he cannot trust the little flies buzzing around him. Seeing as the number wasn’t saved, it could have been a text message that arrived in error, or it could have been a crazy person unilaterally hitting on Yeo Woon. I hope so.
I wanted to go see him in person and ask him, but it was also true that I hesitated. It’s unlikely, but if he even tells me to break up. What if we ask for some distance for a moment? If you think it’s creepy to search your own pockets… … . Then I really had no idea what to do.
Yun Ji-gu, who had been dazed all day, opened the front door to get some fresh air. Just then, the elevator arrived at the 9th floor, and when Yun Ji-gu looked up and thought the timing was good, he ran into Yeo-woon head-on.
“… … !”
As soon as Yeowoon looked up and saw him, he was startled and took a step back. If she were her usual self, she would say, ‘We all meet in places like this.’ She would do it and she would smile without any problem. But today’s lingering feeling was a little different. She seemed like something was pricking her. Does she look like that because she thinks she has a strange lingering feeling all day?
‘no.’
He even slightly avoided my eyes as if he was embarrassed. It’s not an illusion. This is definitely something strange.
“brother.”
“Oh, yes. “It’s Earth.”
“Aren’t you going to ask me where I’m going?”
“… Where?”
Even this conversation felt unnatural. Instead of getting into the elevator that had just arrived, Ji-gu Yoon grabbed Yeo-woon’s hand and pulled her out. A messenger window was floating on the phone in his hand. As soon as he felt my gaze, he quietly hid his hands behind his back.
“Who should I contact?”
“friend.”
“Who is your friend?”
“… … Seonyong.”
It was a name I had heard from Yeowoon before. When I heard it, it seemed like it was one of the men he thought was his slave. He felt like his stomach was turning when he saw Yeo-Woon staring at everyone behind his back.
I know that Yeowoon has nothing to do with that friend. He was not someone shameless and shameless enough to cheat on me. If he meets someone else, he is the type of person who will meet only after he cleans himself up.
“brother.”
“huh?”
But why am I so nervous today? please… Like someone hiding something.
“Did you have a good morning?”
“Oh, you were sleeping so I didn’t wake you up.”
“What happened yesterday? “Do you remember?”
“Roughly. Thank you for letting me sleep. “I was being too truthful, wasn’t I?”
“… … “Why are you so busy these days?”
“It’s the end of the year.”
“So you were so busy that you couldn’t even call me today?”
“… … .”
“I was in contact with that friend casually. “Is it difficult for you to tell me that you are going home now?”
My throat got tighter and tighter. Should I just ask? What is that phone number? What happened to the red marks left on my body yesterday? What happened to the text message that arrived early in the morning? I wonder if you have something to say to me. This morning… . Why did you run away and go to work without even kissing me? He drank like that yesterday and went to work again. Are you sure he went to work?
“… … .”
“… … .”
Yeo-woon’s eyes shook when he met her. Her anxiety congealed and clogged her chest. She felt like she wouldn’t be able to speak if she spoke. She didn’t want to face the worst because she scratched and made a mess. She muttered, clenching her fists, feeling like she was going to cry just thinking about it.
“Am I too obsessed with my brother? Do you contact me too often without even realizing it? ?”
“Oh, no. What is obsession! just… I’m sorry,”
“What.”
“I wanted to ask Seonyong something. And to you… … .”
“… … .”
“… No, it’s Earth. I will be contacting you regularly in the future. I didn’t say anything because I thought it would go in soon. “I’m sorry for bothering you.”
If I’m not mistaken, I think Yeo-woon had something to say to me, but Yeo-woon glossed over his words and only said he was sorry. She was still distressed because her discomfort did not go away.
“brother. “Do you really have nothing to say to me?”
“… … .”
Yeowoon looked up at him and made eye contact for a while before turning his head away.
“doesn’t exist.”
… … lie.
“I’ll go in first. “I’m a little tired.”
He smiled awkwardly and walked into the house with crabby steps. The face that was watching me until the end was suspicious. Suspicion soon became certainty. Yeowoon must be hiding something from me.
***
“Oppa, do you have the green tea latte yet?”
“uh?”
“Green tea latte.”
green tea… . Green tea… … What was it?
“no… “What are you doing earlier?”
“ah. Green tea latte?”
“With ice.”
“huh.”
“What are you doing there, washing dishes?”
“… … .”
why am i standing here Jigu Yoon then shook his head slightly and poured his ice into a plastic cup. The ice cubes rattled as he filled the cup to the top. Ji-gu Yoon, who belatedly noticed something different in the employee he was working with, turned his head and asked.
“Did you cut your hair?”
“yes?”
“… … “Was it always like that?”
“Wow, you just saw this?”
The employee laughed with an absurd expression on his face. The employee who has been working part-time here ever since the cafe was established has had long hair ever since the day she first met Ji-gu Yoon. He laughed at Yoon Ji-gu for being so indifferent, asking if he had just noticed that his chest-length hair had been cut off above his shoulders.
“Yesterday I suddenly felt like it and cut it off. Doesn’t it suit you? “My mom says her haircut is much better.”
“But why?”
“I’m just sick of it.”
“Are you sick of it?”
“It’s light and good when you cut it. “It’s also comfortable when washing your hair.”
His voice could no longer be heard. He didn’t really wonder why he cut his hair, and he couldn’t even remember how many pumps of green tea syrup he should put in his drink.
I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . I’m sick of it… . That word was the only word that persistently lingered in my head.
Like a hair cut off out of boredom, will the lingering feelings become easier once I am cut off from this beautiful life? It may be difficult to find someone more handsome than you, but you can easily meet someone better than me. Because Yeo-woon is a good person and worth it.
‘… I guess he’s getting sick of me being so annoying to him. I am… … .’
I felt dizzy. Yoon Ji-gu leaned against the wall and took a couple of deep breaths.
“Ji-gu, Ji-hyuk is coming soon, so Young is watching. Mom, I need to meet someone for a moment and talk… .”
Yoon Ji-gu’s mother, who opened the cafe door with a jingling bell, frowned.
“Yoon Ji-gu, why are you like this? “Where are you hurting?”
“Eh. “Oppa, are you sick?”
It hurt. Mind… … It hurt so much.
“Maybe it’s a cold. Earth, take medicine… . Oh my, what’s going on? Jihye cut her hair! Goes well.”
“Boss, you’re in a good mood today, aren’t you?”
“It’s new clothes. “Do you notice it?”
As always, they talked, leaving Yun Ji-gu alone in his own world. Meanwhile, Young took out a small tree from inside the shopping bag.
“Grandma, this!”
“Leave the spirit wherever you want.”
“yes.”
“Boss, is that a Christmas tree?”
“Umm, is it too late?”
“Ahaha, it’s late!”
Tomorrow is Christmas Eve! The staff laughed and said that this might be the only cafe that sets up a Christmas tree two days before Christmas. As if he knew this, the cafe owner also joined in with the laughter and had a smile on his face.
“If you leave it alone all winter, the mulberries will grow. “Isn’t it nice and atmospheric?”
“That too.”
Even as the two women were talking, Young came to the side of Yoon Ji-gu, who was sitting blankly out of focus, tilted his head, placed the tree on Yoon Ji-gu’s lap, and sat in front of him.
“What are you doing, uncle?”
“… … .”
Yun Ji-gu had no answer. He couldn’t answer.
“Young, did you install the tree?”
“yes.”
Young, who was sitting on a chair, answered by wiggling his short legs. The child took out a small sketchbook and felt-tip pen from his small bag and began adding colorful colors to the already drawn picture. In front of the spirit, Ji-gu Yoon was mesmerized and just sighing even though there were miscellaneous things that had not yet become trees on his lap. The two women standing at the entrance of the cafe glanced at him and talked.
“Why is he like that today?”
“I don’t know. It keeps doing that. “Did you break up with your lover?”
“Does Earth have a lover?”
“Um, yes. It seemed like something happened? It’s very obvious. Smiling and caring all day long. His attitude is clearly different from when he deals with other people… . “Did you not see the ring on my hand?”
“… … Oh my, really? who?”
“well? “You can find out who it is from your brother.”
“Who can handle that temperament? “I have to go and bow to him.”
“You’re the boss’s son. “What if the boss knows less than me?”
“is it? Oh, I’m going to be late for my appointment.”
“Bye.”
Meanwhile, Young continued to annoy Yun Ji-gu by saying ‘uncle, uncle’, but he was in pain even breathing and was imagining things inside. In his mind, a scene of Yeo-woon lining up people and replacing them one by one unfolded. I really wanted to die because I couldn’t stop thinking.
“brother.”
“… … .”
“Do you just want to go home? “It doesn’t look very good.”
The employee took the tree accessories that were on Ji-gu Yoon’s lap and connected the wires to the mini tree. When I saw the Christmas tree twinkling with pretty colors at the entrance of the cafe, I suddenly felt sad again. Christmas is just around the corner, but is Yeo-un Lee even aware of it? What if they abandon me on Christmas and go to work or spend it with someone else?
I just wanted to faint. As long as I opened my eyes, this was all I could think of. Unable to figure out how to stop negative thoughts, Jigu Yoon just closed his eyes. Time passed so quickly. Every minute and second feels like hell.
“I hate you uncle.”
“why.”
“I hate you.”
Young, who had chewed most of what he said, turned his head away with his cheeks puffed out. At the end of Young’s gaze, a man stopped his car outside the cafe and got out. He was a man with a short ponytail tied tightly with a red rubber band. Young stood up and saw him coming toward the cafe and said, “It’s dad!” He shouted.
“Tsk, our spirit. “Are you having a good time?”
“dad. “My uncle is strange.”
“Uncle who? “Yoon Ji-gu?”
Ji-hyuk sat in front of Ji-gu Yoon, holding Young in his arms. Ji-gu Yoon looked at his eldest brother, who seemed to be making fun of him, and spoke harshly.
“what.”
“It’s not strange. “Is our youngest the same as usual?”
“Why are you fighting again?”
“A fight.”
Jihyuk Yoon snorted and sat Young on his lap, resting his chin lightly on the top of the child’s head. He pointed to the tree installed at the entrance of the cafe.
“But you put up a Christmas tree? “Isn’t it too late?”
“Daddy daddy. “Young went with her grandmother and bought it.”
“Oh, I did. “I bought something pretty.”
What do you do when you have a pretty Christmas tree like that? Lee Yeo-woon secretly receives someone else’s number. To me, my brother is ‘Lee Yeowoon hyung♥’, but to me, he is nothing but Yoon Ji-gu. I keep in touch with myself, but I keep in touch well with my friends. I’m sure my fucking Christmas will be completely ruined this year… … .
Ji-gu Yoon bit his lip with an instantly dead look on his face. His older brother was so kind, so sweet, that he wanted to break up with him, but he couldn’t bring himself to say it. Maybe it’s just an excuse for him to be busy. He may have been thinking about breaking up with himself for a long time.
As soon as I thought about that, my mind collapsed. My heart ached so much that it was difficult to even breathe. Even if he said they wanted to break up, he doubted whether he would be able to accept that fact. His entire body became weak and his body trembled. I don’t know why this crisis is coming to me. I wanted the damn word called breakup to disappear from this world.
‘Fuck. It’s fucking dazzling.’
When the sun set, it became dark outside the window. The Christmas tree shining brightly against the dark outside scenery looked unsightly. I wish Christmas would disappear too. I wish everything would just disappear. I hope it rains the day after tomorrow.
… … After all, I hate winter.
“What on Earth are you going to do this weekend?” … what’s the matter?”
Jihyuk, who was stroking his young son’s cheek, raised his head and looked at Yoon Jigu. He suddenly laughed as if he was dumbfounded when he saw Yun Ji-gu lowering his head while clutching his trembling hand.
“Are you crying?”
“Uncle, why are you crying?”
“Are you crazy? “I’m not crying!”
The corners of her eyes were bright red, as if she was about to burst into tears, and her pupils were moist, to say the least, but tears were not falling. Jihyuk looked at his younger brother’s unfamiliar face and spoke in a playful voice.
“don’t cry. “Crying causes muscle loss.”
“Dad, what is Jeongseongsing?”
“Muscle loss? Coming to my youngest uncle. It’s a disease that can only be cured if your uncle exercises hard. “You don’t need to know yet.”
“That kind of thing, that kind of thing doesn’t come!”
“Okay, if you’re sick, get out and go to the hospital first. Don’t just sit back and be ignorant. “It doesn’t get better like that.”
“… “It doesn’t hurt.”
It hurt. She was pricked by the words that she would not get better if she just sat there and held on for no reason, and tears threatened to come out again. Ultimately, a conversation with Lee Yeo-woon is necessary. she knew Although I was afraid of the consequences, I couldn’t step forward, but I knew her solution. I know… … What if I tell you and then decide to break up? Ji-gu Yoon barely managed to swallow his tears. The tip of his nose twitched.
“But why are you sitting here shaking? “Didn’t you want me to know?”
“Fuck it, don’t worry.”
“The spirit is ahead. “Pay attention to your words.”
Jihyuk Yoon covered the ears of Young, who was sitting on his lap, and threatened him. Jigu Yoon didn’t feel any threat from those words and just snorted with narrowed eyes.
“Our youngest. “Did you get dumped by your lover?”
“… … .”
“what? What, is it real? when?”
“Not yet!”
“yet?”
People are so sad that they can’t even live their daily lives, but I thought it was just something to be entertained by, so I wanted to slap the smiley face on my face. I’m holding back because Yunyoung is in front of me. If she wasn’t a kid, she’d be an older brother and they wouldn’t care about her.
‘What is the difference? I can never break up with my brother.’
Even if it means holding on to your ankles, we will prevent such a disaster. This girl’s heart is weak, so if she cries and clings to it, she might look back at least once.
Ji-gu Yoon jumped up with his hands on the table. The chair scraped against the floor and made a screeching sound.
“Where?”
“pharmacy.”
“Is the pharmacy open at this hour?”
“Please don’t worry.”
Whether it was buying headache medicine or lemon-flavored vitamins, I wanted you to stop worrying about me. The time on the cell phone screen was already showing eight o’clock. Normally, it would have been time for Lee Yeo-woon to get off work. Just thinking of that name made her choke up and purse her lips.
“Young, pack your bag. Let’s go home.”
“huh.”
It seemed like Yunyoung’s father and son were planning to go home soon. Yoon Ji-gu quickly left the cafe without even saying hello to them. Unlike the warm interior of the cafe, a harsh cold wind blew as soon as the door was opened. And after a while. The moment he turned his head with the sound of a klaxon, Ji-gu Yoon fell down on the asphalt floor.
“Oh, my! Student, are you okay?”
The car driver, who suddenly applied the brakes, quickly got out of the driver’s seat and waddled towards the pedestrian he almost hit. Because I stopped right before I was hit by the car, I wasn’t seriously injured, but I fell down hard and my palms where I had touched the floor were scratched and bleeding profusely.
“Hmm, that’s why people should always be careful on the road.”
“… … .”
When Yun Ji-gu’s gaze turned towards him, he averted his gaze with a stricken face.
“Of course, we have to be careful with cars, but wouldn’t it be better if we also be careful with each other? “Do you understand me, student?”
He was constantly making excuses, but none of his words reached my ears. All he could think of right now was that he was hurt and there was no Yeo-woon by his side to worry about him. As soon as I left the cafe, I fell over and ended up looking like this, but my heart still hurt more than the torn palm.
When Yoon Ji-gu didn’t respond in any way, the driver gained courage and asked, ‘Why are you suddenly jumping out? Even though Yoon Ji-gu subtly rebuked him by saying, ‘Can you just give me the money for the medicine?’, he blankly looked down at his bleeding palm. I felt dizzy.
Jihyuk walked out of the cafe, stood in the middle of the two, and held out his hand. It seemed like he meant to get up quickly. Yun Ji-gu looked around. Not only the people in the cafe but even the staff who were supposed to be at the counter were gathered at the window, looking at him with wide eyes. Ji-gu Yoon, who was intimidated by the eyes of so many people looking at him, instantly turned bright red.
“ah!”
The moment Yun Ji-gu hurriedly grabbed Ji-hyuk’s outstretched hand and tried to get up, Ji-gu Yoon withdrew his hand due to the tingling pain he felt in his wrist. The eldest brother’s expression turned cold as he looked down at his youngest brother, who seemed to be complaining of pain in his wrist while holding his worn-out hand. he asked, looking down at the cell phone in the driver’s hand.
“Are you on the phone?”
“Oh, that’s… .”
“You almost hit a child who wasn’t in a hurry and then you blame someone else. You’re so overly confident. “Let’s take a look at the black box.”
“Hey, teacher. It wasn’t an accident, so why are you turning the camera like this? .”
“Let’s call the police and resolve it. Non-contact accidents are also traffic accidents.”
“… … .”
“There are many witnesses here, so let’s take it easy. Contact your insurance company. “If you’re thinking of just letting things go like this, it would be better to give up that thought.”
“Well, what I meant was that it would be good if we all be careful with each other, teacher. I said this to end on a good note, so calm down… .”
The driver, who did not know that the cell phone he was talking on would be caught, hung up and quietly hid the cell phone behind him. You stepped on shit. The man, who had planned to give her the money for medicine and run away with her, didn’t know what to do, but eventually gave in and exchanged phone numbers with Ji-hyuk. Ji-hyuk Yoon called the man’s cell phone on the spot, checked it, and tapped Ji-gu Yoon, who was still devastated.
“Yoon Ji-gu, is this the master bedroom? Don’t be like that, get up. “Go to the hospital quickly.”
“… … .”
“If you leave it unattended, you won’t be able to use it. Young will take you out, so get in the car… .”
“… … “Tsk.”
“… what’s the matter?”
Only then did the two men realize that something was strange and turned their heads. Yun Ji-gu was shaking her broad shoulders with her head down. He raised his free hand and roughly wiped the area around his eyes, as if he was embarrassed to show his sulking face in front of others.
“Does it hurt that much?”
it hurts.
Love hurts so much. Am I really sick of Lee Yeowoon? .
The day was extremely cold, my arms couldn’t move as I wanted, and people were staring at me, which made me feel embarrassed, but I felt so miserable and pathetic that I could only think about this sweet thing.
***
“Thank you for your hard work, please enter carefully.”
“Chief Lee also go.”
After the rest of the group finished working overtime, Yeowoon turned off the lights in the office and came out. The night air was too cool to survive with just a coat. The fatigue of her day settled on her shoulders, making her muscles tense. Yeo-woon let out a sigh mixed with her fatigue. Her white breath became hazy.
“Ugh, I’m glad it’s finished before the weekend though!”
“Iknow, right.”
“But won’t the chief meet anyone tomorrow?”
“… … ?”
A person walking side by side in the same direction to the bus stop asked. Yeowoon tilted his head at the sudden change of topic.
“The day after tomorrow is Christmas.”
“ah… … .”
“Surely you forgot?”
“No, I knew… .”
I didn’t forget that Christmas falls on a weekend this year and that today is the 23rd. However, it was hard to believe that the date had already happened.
“Chief, let me go to the bakery for a moment! “My younger brother asked me to pick it up on the way home.”
“Do you want to? Let’s go in together, then.”
“Ugh, it’s cold.”
Yeowoon followed his fellow employees into a bakery with a sweet smell wafting from the entrance. Yeo-woon, who was looking at the few remaining breads without much thought, suddenly thought when she saw the only whipped cream cake left in the display case. Even though it’s Christmas, shouldn’t I blow out a candle with my lover?
And after a while, I came to my senses and saw that Yeowoon was holding a cake box in his hand. A man who appeared to be just getting home came in, busily out of breath, and asked if there was any cake left. The bakery employee pointed to the lingering cake and said with an apologetic expression, ‘That’s the last one.’ When she heard that, she felt proud.
“Did you buy it for Christmas?”
“yes. I’m going to eat it with my lover… .”
“Envy you. As expected, the chief has a lover… .”
Yeowoon smiled shyly at the voice mixed with envy. After buying the cake, I couldn’t wait to run home and see the handsome face of my lover. Why did you make a sulky face asking me why you came so late again today? Or should I give you a warm embrace and say you did a good job today? Either way is fine, so I want to see it quickly.
where are you?
While waiting for the bus to arrive at the bus stop, I took out my cell phone. Yeo-woon melted her frozen hand with his breath and sent a message to Ji-gu Yoon. However, the reply that would normally have come right away did not arrive until several minutes had passed.
Are you sleeping already? Can’t I get it because I’m playing a game? Or is it at a cafe… . I tried calling her because she felt anxious and I didn’t know why. The call connection tone was longer than usual.
“You look like you’re sleeping… .”
I was about to hang up the phone because I thought he might not answer. Someone answered the phone, and a faint noise came from the other end of the phone.
“Earth, where are you?”
-hello?
But why is Jigu Yoon’s voice like this? Suddenly you seem like a different person.
-… … Mr. Yeowoon?
“yes?”
-Is this really the Yeowoon I know?
“… … ?”
Who knows me?
“I’m sorry, but who are you?”
-ah. This is Yoon Ji-hyuk, Ji-gu. Don’t you remember me?
“… … ah! hello.”
I remember. I was acquainted with him. He had eaten with me once before. Yeowoon suddenly straightened up and politely answered the phone. Anyway, I didn’t understand the situation. He clearly called Ji-gu Yoon, but why is his older brother answering the phone?
“I… . “Isn’t Earth there?”
-Jigu can’t answer the phone right now. But why… … .
I felt unfamiliar sounds beyond the receiver. There were a lot of people around, so I could hear other people’s voices mixed in, and I could also hear someone crying.
-Yeo-woon, I’ll call you later. It’s in the emergency room, and my child is crying and distraught.
“Emergency room?!”
Yeowoon’s heart sank as he unconsciously let out a loud noise.
“Why the emergency room? “Who got hurt?”
-There was a car accident in front of my house. … … Yeah, are you sleepy? Let’s wake up and sleep. are you okay. Grandma will be home soon.
I never thought I would hear that someone I thought was at home or at a cafe is suddenly in the emergency room. And on a day like this… . Yeowoon was momentarily taken aback and her mind went blank.
“Chief, why? emergency room? “Who?”
My vision became distant and my hands were shaking. She couldn’t believe that her child, who should be resting comfortably at home, was suddenly in the emergency room. There was no sense of reality at all.
“Uh, some hospital. “Where is the emergency room?”
-It’s xx hospital… … Are you coming?
“Well, I’ll be right away.”
I hung up the phone frantically. People standing at the bus stop glanced at Yeo-woon with worried faces when they heard the words “emergency room” and Yeo-woon’s embarrassed attitude. Her fellow employees were also worried by her serious face. Yeowoon muttered into the air in her careless manner.
“hospital… It’s a hospital, but there was a car accident… … .”
“Chief!”
“… … .”
Yeowoon looked down at the hand holding his shoulder tightly and closed his eyes. Only then did she seem to come to her senses.
“Just calm down for now. “It won’t be a big deal.”
“… … yes.”
“Come to your senses first. “What will be solved if the chief is like this here?”
“thank you. jeon… … “I’ll take a taxi and go first.”
After all, there was a car accident on a day like this. Yeo-woon found an empty taxi passing in front of the bus stop and immediately raised his hand to catch the taxi.
“The emergency room of xx hospital.”
“Yes.”
“Please go quickly.”
There was a smell of cheap air freshener in the taxi, and carols were playing on the radio, saying that tomorrow was Christmas Eve. The cheerful sound of bells and golden melodies blessed the anniversary. Perhaps because it was Friday night, the car was so packed that there was no time to break through. Yeowoon closed his eyes tightly and prayed to gods he did not even believe in for his comfort. Just a moment ago, I was just relieved and excited about finishing work, but now every minute felt urgent.
***
As soon as I got off the taxi, Yeowoon ran frantically, opened the emergency room door, and went in. From her entrance, a faint smell of medicine lingered at the tip of her nose. There were so many beds and people that it was very difficult to find one person. Perhaps because she had been fiddling with her phone the entire way, the battery had run out. It would be easier to find if you called… . Instead of looking around her, Yeo-woon stopped at any passing doctor and asked.
“Is there anyone here from the car accident earlier?”
“Traffic Accident? Currently, there is only one traffic accident case. “It’s over there.”
Yeowoon turned his head and looked at where the doctor’s finger was pointing. The silhouette of a patient was seen lying on an uncomfortable-looking bed covered with a white cloth.
“… … .”
It felt like time had stopped. The surrounding situation, which was so noisy, was not noticeable at all. I wish this was all just a dream. I hope it’s not Yoon Ji-gu lying there. He prayed in his heart and forced himself to take a steady step.
Yeowoon, who was approaching, stopped in place with a blank expression. A white cloth was covered up to the top of Yun Ji-gu’s head.
‘Declared dead.’
My heart dropped to my toes. Yeowoon’s day today was no different from usual. As usual, I woke up at 6:30 to get ready for work, spent half a day at work, and then left work as usual, but I couldn’t figure out why I was standing here.
“… … .”
The unsteady steps approached the bed. He weakly dropped his hand that had been reaching for his cloth. After being silent for a while, I muttered in a voice so low that only I could hear it.
“Earth, let’s go home.”
What did I do on a day like this? I went out and got into an accident. why… .
“I bought bread. You like sweets, right? “I’ll let you eat it all by yourself.”
Of course, the other person said nothing. Yeowoon collapsed on the spot, holding on tightly to the bed sheets. He squatted down and buried his face in his knees. This time just felt like hell. Now I regret everything. She lost her coupling ring that held memories of her, and she cut down on the time she spent with him using her company work as an excuse… .
“Brother… I came to pick you up. “Get up quickly.”
If she had known that it would end like this with Yoon Ji-gu, she wouldn’t have met him. Yeo-woon shook her head, her breath catching.
No, that can’t be true. Even if she had started knowing all of these outcomes, she would have loved Yun Ji-gu more than she could. It was as if he had melted my heart that had been pushed away countless times. Yoon Ji-gu came to me like a spring breeze and melted into my daily life, and I couldn’t help but love him like that.
still. Still, if I had known in advance, I could have been more faithful to my emotions. She would have made sure he left with a few more happy memories. She would love you so much more. I should have hugged you more. Don’t show a straight face when someone asks you to do something. I should be more honest… … . Heat gathered around my eyes and my vision blurred. It broke her heart to think that she would no longer be able to see the pretty smiling face that had been smiling at her until yesterday.
Yeowoon held the hand sticking out from the side of the white sheet and repeated countless regrets. But even though she regretted it now, she couldn’t undo the past. He kept her eyes tightly closed and prayed earnestly. If there is a God, please let the earth come back to life. Please let me breathe again. I can’t eat this cake all by myself… .
It was then.
“Yes.”
“… … !”
Yun Ji-gu, who was a corpse, miraculously came back to life. Oh my god, not this. He asked to be saved, but he didn’t know he would really survive!
Yeo-woon, who had been trembling in his mind as he used all kinds of good words, such as regret, love, and happiness, threw away the hand he was holding as if he had never done that before and stepped back. Her red face turned as white as a sheet of paper as she held back her tears. The man who appeared, lifting the cloth that covered his head with one hand… .
“Oh fuck. They told me to wait and that they would pick me up soon. “Why are you coming now?”
“… … who are you?”
“yes?”
“yes?”
“yes?”
“yes?”
The two said to each other, ‘Yes?’ As I repeated what I was saying, I realized something was strange and simultaneously closed my mouth.
“What, you?”
“… … .”
“What are you talking about? Is this your first time seeing someone with a broken leg? Ouch! “Get a doctor!”
“Okay, doctor!”
“yes?”
“Ah, how long are you going to make me wait? If this continues, my legs will all rot!”
“It doesn’t rot.”
“Oh my, I’m dying! “It’s bleeding profusely!”
The man who had been sleeping peacefully with his face covered all of a sudden lost his pretense and started telling the truth. How can you mistake this guy for Yoon Ji-gu? Yeowoon, who was squatting with a dazed face at the loud noise, shook her head and looked around.
No, it wasn’t here… ?
“Then Yoon Ji-gu… .”
“… … brother?”
At that time, the voice that Yeowoon had longed for so much came from next to her. Yeo-woon, who was trembling while squatting on the floor, raised her head. Ji-gu Yoon… … It was alive!
“you really… !”
Yeo-woon paused before continuing. If there had been an accident, you should have told me. I should have… . Her throat was so tight that the words she couldn’t say lingered on the tip of her tongue. Yeo-woon got up and was about to approach Yoon Ji-gu.
“Who is that?”
He strode forward and hugged Yeo-woon’s shoulder tightly, glaring at the unfamiliar man who had been holding Yeo-woon’s hand just moments before. He was pointing at his broken knee and screaming to get a doctor quickly.
“Ugh, I’m dying!”
“Speak quickly. “Who is that?”
“… … I don’t know?”
It was absurd to see it again. How could anyone think that was Yoon Ji-gu? As I watched this, tears came to my eyes.
“Are you okay?”
Yeo-woon belatedly looked back at Yun Ji-gu. He must have been very surprised, but other than his anxious expression and the cast that fixed his injured arm, he looked very fine. Perhaps the accident happened while she was at a cafe, but Ji-gu Yoon was still wearing the cafe uniform she was already familiar with.
“thank god… .”
“… … “Why are you here?”
“uh?”
“Did you come because of that person?”
“uh?”
“Who is that? Is this your first time seeing you? Bro, you’re not putting any effort into that bastard like you did when you were trying to seduce me. Who is he holding my hand? Have you been together all this time? Everyone who talks about working overtime is bullshit. Um, what makes that bastard so much better than me? Are you trying to abandon me and replace me with that guy? No, I can’t stand to see you like that. My brother said I was like that… … .”
Yun Ji-gu’s eyes were red and his shoulders were shaking. Yeo-woon didn’t know what was going on, but he looked very surprised, so he raised his hand and patted Yun Ji-gu.
“Let’s go home, Earth.”
“… … What’s this! “Don’t give this to him, give it to me!”
“oh!”
Ji-gu Yoon snatched the cake box from Yeo-woon’s hand. And as if Yeo-woon was going to take my things back, she quickened her steps and ran away first with wide strides. Yeo-woon, who met a lovely robber in the middle of the night, came to her senses late and followed him out of the building.
“Why are you in such a hurry?”
I used to say that I was fast, but now I even walk faster. Yeo-woon barely caught up with Ji-gu Yoon and squeezed his shoulder hard. Yun Ji-gu, who forced herself to turn around at the touch, looked at Yeo-woon with tearful eyes, holding the stolen cake box tightly in her arms.
“Why again!”
“… … .”
Feeling sorry for her lover who was wearing only a thin shirt and not a coat, Yeo-woon untied the scarf from around her neck and tied it around Ji-gu Yoon’s neck. A dark blue checkered scarf was hung around a straight neck. She looked much better after wrapping the long scarf a couple of times around her neck and tying it into a loose knot.
“Huh… … .”
After tying the scarf with trembling hands, Yun Ji-gu was shedding tears silently. Yeo-woon was startled by that face and cupped Yun-ji’s cheeks with both hands, wiping away her teardrops with her thumbs. As if the touch had reassured me, the tears began to fall more heavily without showing any signs of stopping. Yeowoon asked in confusion.
“Why why? … Why are you crying all of a sudden? “Does it still hurt a lot?”
“Hyung, I, really. “I really like it.”
“Mr. Yeowoon?”
It was then. A familiar voice was heard from behind Yeowoon.
“… … !”
“I knew it would be like this.”
Jihyuk Yoon, who came out of the hospital late, muttered. He looked at them with a blank face while holding his sleeping child in his arms. Standing next to him was the woman who was the president of Cafe Earth and Yun Ji-gu’s mother. She also looked very surprised.
… … oh my god. Feeling that the blood in her entire body was cooling, Yeo-woon gently pushed Yun Ji-gu away and bowed her head to greet them. The day obviously started out normally, but I couldn’t figure out why it became so spectacular in the evening.
“Boss, this is… … .”
My mouth was dry. Yeo-woon opened her mouth, gently blocking Yoon Ji-gu’s path, so that she could explain herself before she heard anything unnecessary.
“Is our Earth… .”
Yun Ji-gu’s mother muttered with a helpless expression on her face. Yeah, she didn’t want to believe it, but she did. Yeowoon was very nervous and took her breath in sharply. She never thought that one day she wouldn’t be able to tell her parents. But I never thought I would be caught in this worst situation.
“… … sorry.”
“Are you forcing your feelings on Yeowoon?”
“I should have told you in advance… … yes?”
“I’m sorry about this, what should I do?”
“yes… … ?”
“He’s grown so much since he was young… . Yoon Ji-gu! Let him go quickly. “What are you doing that makes you embarrassed to see people in the neighborhood?”
“… … ?”
I’m not a loving person. Yeowoon missed the moment to correct the truth and kept his mouth shut. Ji-gu Yoon, who hugged him tightly from behind, shook his head and shouted.
“I’m not going! “I can never go!”
“and!”
“what! I can’t go! Or dig it up at the family register! it hurts! Far go! “Do whatever you want, Mom!”
“Hey, Yoon Ji-gu!”
“I don’t know! “If you tell me to break up, you’ll die!”
“You, my bastard! She’s so cheesy and resembles Abby that even if she talks back, she’ll risk her life… !”
At that time, Yoon Ji-hyuk slipped in between my mother and Yoon Ji-gu and laughed awkwardly.
“Yoon Ji-gu, aren’t you coming here?”
“Mom, stop. “Young is barely sleeping, but I’m going to wake up.”
“ah… … .”
“The Earth also continues to live.”
“… … .”
Unlike my mother, who saw this situation as Yoon Ji-gu’s coercion of her emotions, Yoon Ji-hyuk seemed to know everything. Come to think of it, when he called earlier, it was Jihyuk who answered the phone. Yeowoon looked at Jihyuk with a calm face. Two days before Christmas, in front of the emergency room, I felt a little strange because it was a meeting rather than a meeting, but my premonition wasn’t that bad. Jihyuk laughed at himself.
“Mr. Yeowoon.”
“… … yes.”
“It’s late, so let’s go in quickly. And next time, let’s eat together again.”
“hey! What kind of brother are you asking my brother to eat with? town?”
Yeo-woon covered Ji-gu Yoon’s mouth when he suddenly started calling himself ‘our brother’ in front of his older brother, and whispered so softly that only he could hear.
“Shut up… .”
Yun Ji-gu’s mouth was tightly shut at those words. And she started to shed tears again under her eyes.
“Well, we’ll go first.”
“Yes, please come in.”
Jihyuk Yoon lifted Young’s sleeping hand and shook it slightly. As her child fussed in his sleep and twitched her fern-like hand, his mother, who was about to rip out Yun Ji-gu’s hair, stopped laughing. Before Yun Ji-gu could start crying again, Yeo-woon grabbed his wrist and ran away. Yoon Ji-gu’s tears suddenly flew and sparkled in the air.
***
It wasn’t unusual for the car to be pushed around, so I decided to just walk home. It was about a 30-minute walk from the hospital to the couple’s home. Yeo-woon held hands with Ji-gu Yoon and walked in silence for a while. He held up the cake box with his injured, casted arm and trudged along with his head down.
The car speeding along the wide street felt somewhat threatening, so Yeo-woon led Yun Ji-gu to the inside of the sidewalk. Christmas carols are playing from a distant store. Everyone in the world was smiling and running towards their precious people. Everyone seemed happy.
‘If I had lost you on a day like this, I would have been depressed a month before Christmas for the rest of my life.’
thank god. It still hurt like my heart was being squeezed. So Yeo-woon held Ji-gu Yoon’s hand tighter. I was so thankful to heaven that he was alive. The heat in his hand was so precious.
“… “It’s Earth.”
“brother.”
After being silent for a while, the two people who called each other at the same time stopped and turned their heads to look at each other’s faces. Yun Ji-gu buried his cold, red nose in his scarf and slowly blinked his wet eyes. The tears that had been building up in my eyelashes fell again and soaked into my scarf.
Yeo-woon never dreamed that a man who cried silently while walking down the street at night two days before Christmas could look so lovely. Jigu Yoon first avoided the shaking gaze and lowered his head.
“Tell me first, my brother.”
“No, you speak first.”
“… “Then shall we speak at the same time?”
Yeowoon nodded at his words. Yun Ji-gu had an overly solemn expression on his face as he tried to say something. With my lover in front of me, who had no idea what he was thinking, Yeo-woon left his mouth.
“I lost my coupling ring.”
“Actually, I know you’re tired of me.”
“uh?”
“… … yes?”
The two people frowned in surprise at the words they said at the same time.
“weariness?”
“What do you have to lose?”
Yun Ji-gu lowered his head and looked down at Yeo-woon’s hand.
“What are you talking about. “Why am I tired of you?”
“… “There really isn’t one.”
“So are you crying? “Have I done something to confuse you again?”
“Would you like me to lend you my ring until you find it?”
“I really don’t understand why you thought that way.”
The two people each said nothing but gibberish and soon made eye contact. Even with his face marred by tears, Ji-gu Yoon was at a loss for what to do because the lingering sight in front of him was so lovely. It was the same with Yeo-woon.
“Yoon Ji-gu.”
“… … .”
“I’ve never gotten tired of you. Really.”
Yeo-woon’s quiet voice was simple and unaffected, but it was also honest. Yun Ji-ji’s eyes drooped at her sincere tone. He bit her lip tightly without saying anything, and then asked again with thick tears hanging down.
“Who was the person holding your hand in the emergency room earlier?”
“stranger.”
“Why are you holding the hand of someone you don’t know?”
“… sorry. I thought it was you because there was only one person involved in a car accident. “That’s why I held your hand.”
“Besides that. … … Actually, I… “I saw a text message on your cell phone.”
“What text?”
Yun Ji-gu hesitated for a moment and muttered in a voice full of tears.
“Isn’t it necessary for someone you don’t know to talk to your lover? Otherwise I’ll be angry… .”
“Tell your lover… ?”
“And on the day when my brother was asleep at our house, I secretly searched his pockets while taking off his clothes. There was also a note with someone else’s phone number written on it. I tore it up and threw it away. I’m really, really sorry, but you shouldn’t do this to me either. “Why are you getting someone else’s number when you’re dating me?”
“ah.”
“There were strange marks on my brother’s body too. “Who said that?”
Only then did Yeo-woon realize what Yun Ji-gu had misunderstood. He also wrote a novel. He came up to me with his usual annoyed face and said, ‘What is this?’ It was a misunderstanding that would have been resolved in less than a minute if we had tried to have a conversation.
“But we… .”
“… … .”
“Can’t we just break up?”
A voice that threatens to die of sorrow. Every time he blinked, tears filled with light fell. What was lacking between Yoon Ji-gu and himself was conversation. The absence of honest conversation is what made things so bad.
However, Yun Ji-gu alone could not be blamed for that. To put it that way, he wasn’t very proud of himself. Just because he thought Yoon Ji-gu would be angry, he hid the fact that he lost the coupling ring and secretly hid his hand in front of Yoon Ji-gu. As a result, it was true that he secretly avoided him.
First of all, in order to stop Yoon Ji-gu’s tears, it was urgent to first resolve the misunderstanding.
“Didn’t the text mention a date or a couple ring?”
“… … .”
It’s a look I don’t remember. I can’t show it to you right away because my phone’s battery is running out, but it was a misunderstanding that can still be resolved through sufficient conversation.
“I know you. It’s a place where I got my couple’s ring matched before, but we’ve known each other since we were kids, so the way we spoke… “It may have been misleading.”
“… … really?”
“Yes, really. The note… I don’t know. “I think I just wrote down the number to call back while answering the phone at work.”
At those words, Yoon Ji-gu shook his head slightly. Judging from his expression, he looked like he didn’t believe it at all. I guess my words felt like nothing more than an excuse.
“It’s not.”
“why?”
“I’m so used to my brother. That’s why it became bothersome.”
“… … “It’s Earth.”
“You don’t have to make excuses. You’re sick of me, right… .”
“Yoon Ji-gu.”
“Otherwise, why have you been avoiding me all this time? I also have insight. I’m quick-witted. … I know everyone hates me. “I’m used to that.”
“You hate it? “I want you?”
Yun Ji-gu’s brow furrowed as he was hurt by what I said. He whimpered and tried to suppress his tears that were on the verge of bursting out. I wanted to silence him and threaten him to listen to my story first, but now was not the time. In fact, it may have the opposite effect.
“I will do better. I… So you can’t meet other people?”
Yeo-woon calmly took a deep breath and spoke to Yun Ji-gu, who was wiping her tears on her shoulder and holding her hand tightly.
“Yoon Ji-gu.”
“If you’re going to lie, don’t do it. “I don’t want to hear it.”
“Still listen!”
“… … .”
“You run to the emergency room in the middle of the night, paying double the taxi fare, because someone you don’t like is injured?”
“… “Did you come because of me?”
“Your brother answered the phone and told me the name of the hospital.”
“Jihyuk Yoon?”
“… “I came to get you.”
“… … .”
“I thought you were dead. That bastard was covered in cloth, even his head… .”
Yeowoon gritted his teeth. I don’t know if he had received any treatment by now, but he was so embarrassed that he was holding on to his hand like that. Yoon Ji-gu is a hundred times a thousand times more handsome and kind.
“That’s why I was so grateful when you called me from behind earlier.”
“why?”
“Because you’re safe.”
“… … .”
“Really, I’m so glad… .”
At that moment, a strange emotion passed over Yoon Ji-gu’s expression. Shaking eyes and red eyes. Black eyelashes that were wet with tears and clumped into many strands. All of them were beautiful, without leaving out anything. As he sincerely expressed his disappointment, Yeo-woon also conveyed his emotions without any lies. When he thought he had passed away, the helplessness and despair he felt was something he had never felt before.
I couldn’t bring myself to say it out loud, but I even had this mean and selfish thought that if there was a God, I wish he would have taken someone else’s innocent life instead of bringing Yun Ji-gu back to life. Yun Ji-gu’s gaze wavered as he looked at Yeo-woon, recalling memories from a while ago. His well-shaped lips parted slightly, and his hand brushed my cheek.
“Do not cry.”
I, who had been crying a while ago, clumsily stroked my cheek with my trembling hand. He ran his hand over Yeowoon’s eyes and sniffled his red nose, as if he had become more agitated.
“Don’t cry.”
“I?”
It was only then that Yeowoon noticed that I, too, had tears in my eyes.
“Then bro… . “Aren’t we breaking up?”
“… … huh.”
“You’re not tired of me, right?”
“huh.”
“Really. “Just tell me it’s a lie.”
“huh.”
“… … “Do you love me?”
“huh… … .”
“Huh… Me too… .”
Yeo-woon followed Yun Ji-gu and bit his lower lip. Her heart pounded. They say that if you love someone, you become alike, and it seems that you can even move her tears. Like a fool… … .
***
“The cake was all crushed.”
It was shaped like Rudolph. Yeowoon muttered in a gloomy tone.
Originally, white whipped cream was spread evenly on a sheet shaped like a deer head, and brown horn-shaped chocolate was placed beautifully. But now, one of the horn-shaped chocolate pieces was buried in the sheet and the other side was broken in two and rolling around. And the strawberry, with a little powdered sugar sprinkled on top to represent eyes, had to go up on the top of the deer’s head and look like a Santa hat. It shouldn’t be covered in whipped cream like this.
Not only was he running around while he was out of his mind, but he also had a record of Yoon Ji-gu stealing it and running away, so the cake was in terrible shape. Inside the box, everything was crushed and mixed up, and the deer’s eyes were proudly stuck to the back of the head. Ji-gu Yoon grumbled as he lightly licked the whipped cream on his hand.
“My brother doesn’t even eat this anyway. “I don’t like whipped cream!”
That’s right. The thought of how she almost ate the whole cake, which she didn’t even like, by herself brought tears to her eyes.
“You like it. You eat it all by yourself… .”
“Hmph, I guess you think I’m a pig.”
“… … .”
“Ah, why are you crying again! My brother bought something that he doesn’t even eat. I’m so annoyed… .”
However, towards the end, my voice started to become watery. Ji-gu Yoon, whose eyes were red from crying every chance he got all day, acted as if he hadn’t done that. He put the candle from the cake box onto the cake that had become mushy. When I struck the enclosed match, it caught fire with a popping sound. He moved the flame of the match to the candle and looked back at the lingering light.
“But what should I do while blowing candles on Christmas?”
“huh? I don’t know either.”
“What, really?”
“… … Should I make a wish?”
“wish?”
Yun Ji-gu asked Yeo-woon’s words back with a curious look on his face. Yeo-woon nodded his head without answering, and Ji-gu Yoon immediately closed his eyes for about three seconds and then opened them.
“What did you wish for?”
“Brother… .”
“huh?”
Yun Ji-gu looked at me and pursed his lips, then shook his head slightly as if he had made up his mind.
“… … no. I don’t want to talk. “They said if you make a wish, it won’t come true.”
“Sure.”
“What about you?”
“I won’t say anything either.”
“Wow, so shameless.”
It seemed like he wanted to hear what other people’s wishes were, even though he didn’t tell them himself. Yeowoon burst out laughing. It was strange that her facial expression that revealed her emotions looked cute. Ji-gu Yoon lifted the cat that kept headbutting at his feet with one hand and forced his two front paws together. He borrowed a cat’s paw and imitated the act of making a wish, then made eye contact with Yeowoon. The two blew together and extinguished the candle, with the tip melting. The tuxedo cat, which was trying hard to escape from Ji-gu Yoon’s arms, was only then able to break free.
“Is your arm broken?”
“I think so.”
“it hurts?”
“No, it doesn’t hurt at all.”
“thank god. So when are you going to release it?”
“… I don’t remember. “I’m going to call tomorrow and ask.”
Yeo-woon played with his arm, which had become stiff due to a cast, and scooped up the damaged cake into an appropriate size with a silver fork and put it into Yoon Ji-gu’s mouth. He eagerly took whatever food was given to him without any resistance. It was when I was very young that I even fed my own younger brother without using my hands, and it was amazing to see Yun Ji-gu calmly opening his mouth as I was fed, like a baby bird. Yeo-woon scooped up a lot of whipped cream and stuffed it into Yoon Ji-gu’s mouth, pretending it was a mistake. He looked down at her lingering gaze with bulging eyes.
“What… … !”
Yeo-woon, not missing the opportunity, brought his head closer and licked Yun Ji-gu’s lips. Yun Ji-gu stopped breathing as her tongue lightly licked her lips like a cat would.
“You didn’t even ask me to try it, so I wondered how delicious it was.”
“… … “Do I taste delicious?”
“Yes, sweet.”
When Yeo-woon kissed his lips with a soft sound, his eyes, which had opened wide in surprise, soon closed as if thin ice was melting in the spring breeze. Yeo-woon closed her eyes and pulled Yun-ji’s neck towards me. It was a kiss that tasted like sugar.
When I opened my mouth because I found his desperate attitude cute, he turned his head and lightly sucked on my lips, just like I learned from Yeo-woon. Saliva exchanged with each other, flowing down, digging deeper. The kiss that started out softly soon turned into an act of coveting each other. They tangled their tongues and sucked their lips as if in competition.
As the kiss deepened, Yeowoon suddenly realized that he was lying at an angle, half draped over the table. Yun Ji-gu, who checked her secretly by rubbing her knee, was very excited.
‘Can I do it here?’
A fleeting thought passed through my mind. I hardly ever remember doing it anywhere other than in bed. At best, the only experiences were that we caught fire while washing in the bathroom or that we couldn’t stand it anymore and held each other’s belongings and caressed them in front of the front door.
“Tsk, haha… .”
“… … .”
After thinking for a moment, Yeo-woon just let all his thoughts disappear as Yoon Ji-gu made a groaning sound. Yoon Ji-gu is cute, so what? They said that it didn’t really matter in this situation whether the one-year-old cat was watching or whether this was the kitchen. Anyway, Posong Yoon was a eunuch cat that had already been neutered when his owner brought him home. It wasn’t like I was doing a sex show in front of hundreds of people, so I wondered what the problem was.
Even after the long kiss ended, Ji-gu Yoon took a deep breath and kissed all over Yeo-woon’s face. He looked feverish and didn’t know what to do. Yeo-woon, who was fiddling with his reddened ears, unbuckled Yoon Ji-gu’s pants and he gasped. It’s not like he’s done it once or twice, but every time he’s in this situation, he acts like he’s doing it for the first time.
However, he soon put his hand under Yeowoon’s clothes and quickly took off half of her bottoms. When his exposed bare skin felt cold against the glass and he shivered, Yun Ji-ji’s hand gently rubbed his perineum as if to soothe him. Yeo-woon grabbed Yoon Ji-gu’s hair while he was unconscious and mixed his tongue with him. The sound made by each other’s movements was so clear and stimulating.
“Ugh… .”
Ji-gu Yoon’s hands tried to relieve the tension by squeezing the area around the muscles. One of his fingers suddenly dug inside. Perhaps because it had been a while since I had been in a relationship, my back was so tight that it was difficult to accept just one thing. Feeling like she needed something to lubricate her, she turned her head, leaving only her legs spread. But there was no way there was anything like that in the kitchen.
At that time, Jigu Yoon grabbed my waist with one hand and flipped my posture.
“Wait, what are you doing?”
“Just wait.”
He placed Yeoun in a prone position across the table, scooped up the uneaten cake cream with his hands, and smeared it down. … … What is this? Yeo-woon was momentarily speechless at the perverted act that could not even be imagined by normal people. Yun Ji-gu, who was relying on her slippery whipped cream to extend her fingers to two and deeply penetrate her lower body, almost collapsed on the floor. Yeowoon, leaning on her table, looked down blankly, unable to even guess what on earth he was trying to do.
“Ah, hey!”
Even if I scream in resentment, it is already too late. Yoon Ji-gu must have had a hard time trying to do anything with just one hand, so he frowned slightly and buried his face between Yeo-woon’s buttocks.
“… … !”
He grabbed the buttocks with one hand and spread them apart, then brought his tongue to the hole located between them and sucked it. His wet, hot tongue probed the tight crevice. Yun Ji-gu secretly smiled. He was all sweet and hot. I loved the way his thighs trembled and gasped every time his tongue moved, as if tracing his shape.
Lee Yeo-woon, who doesn’t usually swear, said, “Ah, sir…” .” She did and she mumbled, gripping the edge of her table hard. Yoon Ji-gu removed her mouth from her wet hole and inserted a finger into the hole. Every time my fingers dug into the wet buttocks, a soft, dirty sound came out.
“It’s because I haven’t done it in too long.”
“I know, but you really seem like a pervert.”
“The older brother who is dating that pervert is even more perverted. “You like hitting me.”
“… … Hey, that’s it.”
I wanted to dig inside right away, but the inside was still too narrow to accept myself. Yun Ji-gu scooped up a large amount of cream with his hand and spread it on the inside and outside of the hole. Then he sticks out his tongue again and I lick it all up. He put his finger into the hole, opened it slightly, and inserted his tongue into the opening. I felt dizzy not only because of the wet and hot feeling, but also because of the sound of water and sloshing coming from below. It felt strange to have my most private parts exposed and licked to the core.
Yeo-woon muttered in an absurd voice, looking down at Yun Ji-gu’s penis, which was already hard enough to touch his stomach even though he had not even touched his penis because he was busy sucking the base.
“A real pervert… .”
“Me?”
Jigu Yoon stuck out his tongue and licked the cream off the corner of his mouth.
“I know you’re talking about yourself.”
“… … joy.”
At the lingering words that seemed to be teasing me, he snorted and spread his fingers inside, going all the way to the end of the joint. He spread his insides out and twirled his hands as if using scissors. Every time the fingers, which had now increased in number, roughly poked the bottom, a cracking sound was heard. The palm moved vigorously as if hitting between the buttocks, but it was still not enough. Yeo-woon blinked his fever-blurred eyes, brought his hand back, grabbed Yun Ji-gu’s finger and forcibly pulled it out.
“Okay, just put it in.”
Normally, Ji-gu Yoon would have jumped at the idea right away, thinking it was right, but he hesitated, choking on his appetite. He blushed and whispered softly.
“… Just a little more… .”
“delicious?”
“What, what, what, what? “Really, how can you say something like that!”
“huh? “No, the cake is delicious.”
“… … .”
“Are you planning on eating all the leftovers? “Are you eating now?”
“… … .”
“I didn’t buy it for this reason. “Just do what I have to do.”
Ji-gu Yoon looked down and swallowed his saliva, which was covered in his own saliva and melted cream. As Yoon Ji-gu did nothing but just looked at him, he put one hand behind his back and opened the flesh with a sad lingering feeling.
“hurry… .”
Yun Ji-gu’s eyes trembled at the sound of a subtly begging voice. At that moment, she heard a sound in her head as if something in her was breaking.
“Ugh… … !”
Yun Ji-gu quickly stood up and pressed the head of his cock against the flaccid hole. Since he could only use one hand, his movements were limited. Yun Ji-gu clicked his tongue, blaming his hand for not moving as he wanted. When he grabbed her white and soft buttocks with both hands and pushed her in slowly, Yeo-woon would always tremble her waist and clench her thighs. There was nothing about him that wasn’t sexy from head to toe.
After the glans had barely penetrated all the way in, the hole twitched and clamped down on the penis. Ji-gu Yoon traced the hole where his penis was not even halfway in with his fingers and played with it, and taking advantage of the moment when he relaxed, he lifted his waist inward.
“Ugh, bro… .”
“ah… !”
The lower part of Yeowoon’s waist caved in. He is the type of person who gets very irritated and pulls out Yoon Ji-gu’s hair when he teases her slowly and subtly, so it was better to put everything in at once and wait for her to get used to it before soothing him. This too was a product of the experience I learned while tearing out her hair, and was one of the things Lee Yeo-un taught me. Yoon Ji-gu was already adjusting everything to Yeo-woon. I was thrilled that it was gradually becoming his taste.
Yeowoon trembled, holding the edge of the table tightly. Ji-gu Yoon gently massaged one of his buttocks and waited for Yeo-woon’s tension to ease.
How can this guy have a pretty back? The long, smooth fingers were lovely, the plump hole, the pinkish nipples, and even the swollen eyes from waking up early in the morning were lovely. He almost knelt down on top of Yeowoon and kissed her shoulder and the back of her neck countless times.
It’s pretty, I like it, I like it, I love you. At the attitude of her lover, who couldn’t come to his senses by pouring out words full of affection as if he loved me to death, Yeo-woon burst out laughing even though his stomach felt full. As she squeezed the back, Ji-gu Yun flinched and moaned. The feel of her raw flesh rubbing against my inner walls was terrifyingly good. At the sound of Yeo-woon laughing, Ji-gu Yoon held onto his waist with one hand and stretched out her genitals, then plunged them deep into her. Her mouth opened in lingering pleasure as pleasure coursed down her spine. He squeezed his behind, rubbing his cheek against the cold glass.
“Ha, huh… !”
Ji-gu Yoon let out a small moan and put Yeo-un’s ear in his mouth. It looked like he wanted to kiss her because she was sucking on her earlobe and kissing the back of her neck repeatedly. Yeowoon slightly turned her upper body to look up at Yunjigu and stuck out her tongue. Even without me saying anything, Jigu Yoon automatically bit down on my tongue and sucked it. The pleasure she felt as she flicked her tongue quickly melted away her accumulated fatigue. I felt comfortable with the warmth covering my entire body. Yeo-woon took a deep breath and felt her sensations filling up inside her.
“Huh… . Brother, ah… .”
He climaxed inside me and lifted his waist slightly. It’s fast too. When Yeo-woon muttered that in a voice mixed with laughter, Ji-gu Yun got angry and bit his shoulder to relieve pain. But soon, Yeo-woon was embarrassed by the penis growing inside me again and raised her body halfway up. Yuri, who was cold and creepy, was a mess thanks to her whipped cream being crushed and the moisture and liquid left behind. Speaking of fast, Ji-gu Yun was even quick in getting back into shape. Before I knew it, I felt the feeling that my stomach was filling up.
“Now, wait a minute. “It’s Earth.”
As I pushed him away slightly, Yun Ji-gu looked down at me again with sad eyes. Perhaps because I have repeatedly hurt myself and been hurt, Ji-gu Yoon has become more attached to me today than usual. I guess I shouldn’t push him away today. He felt like if he pushed further, tears would fall again.
My back trembled with a subtle upward movement, as if I was thinking of playing one more round. Yeo-woon turned his upper body and gently pulled the back of Yoon Ji-gu’s neck and whispered.
“Earth, let’s go to the room.”
“… … “I don’t want to take it out.”
“I want to see your face.”
“… … .”
“no?”
Ji-gu Yoon has never once failed to grant a request to me. Yeo-woon, who thought she was going to immediately remove her dick and drag me to the bedroom, was startled by the fact that her penis was rubbing against the inner wall and spinning in half a circle, so she threw her head back.
“Ah, ah!”
“Oh, does it hurt?”
Ji-gu Yoon hugged Yeo-woon and asked in embarrassment.
“No, it hurts. Ugh… !”
I felt a tingling sensation in my lower abdomen. But is this really the strength of a person with an injured arm? Yeo-woon was unable to hide her embarrassment as she looked at Yun-ji-gu, who lightly grabbed her with just one hand and turned her around, then lifted her up in her arms. Plus, she didn’t even feel like it took much effort to lift me. His feet left the ground, and with no one left but Yun Ji-gu to rely on, he automatically wrapped his arms around his neck and hugged him. Yeowoon muttered absently.
“Why on earth didn’t you leave it out…?” .”
“You said it was shit that was flowing from behind.”
“… … .”
Hey, you crazy! This sucks even more. Every time he took a step, the vibration and pressure on his inner walls were significant. I felt like I was dying of disgust at why he was so ignorant and strong and didn’t even seem to be struggling.
“Yes!”
Perhaps because of the weight, the large prick pierced the deepest part of my inner wall. Yeowoon’s body trembled as she felt every muscle in her body contracting. He hugged his Yun Ji-gu tightly, buried his head in her broad shoulder, and, unable to overcome the pleasure, bit his flesh. As if in revenge, the movement of hitting his lower part became more intense.
“Ah, good… .”
As Yeo-woon let out a happy moan and muttered, Yun Ji-gu placed Yeo-woon on the wall in front of the bedroom and turned his head to kiss her. The tongue quickly dug in and licked all over the mouth. He felt his head whip around every time he plunged his tongue into him. Unable to overcome the overwhelming sensation, Yeo-woon tightened her legs around Yun Ji-ji’s waist and gasped for breath. Yun Ji-gu started giving short kisses all over his face, licking up the saliva that was about to drip from his mouth.
“Hyung, haha, hug me, ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.”
Yeo-woon hugged Yoon Ji-gu a little tighter after hearing those words. Even though she was trapped between the wall and Yun Ji-gu and her entire back was chafed, she felt more pleasure than pain. Even though Yun Ji-gu’s legs were twitching unconsciously, he moved roughly without paying attention and wanted to be connected to Yeo-woon.
Yeowoon closed his eyes tightly as the pleasure spread before his eyes. Her vagina, which had been rubbing against her stomach, vomited out semen. Ji-gu Yoon frowned at the inner wall that was tightening so much that it hurt, and hugged her lingering feelings. And then she laid down the lingering kiss on the bed that was right in front of her, and she got on top of him and kissed him on the cheek.
“Earth.”
“Hmm, yes?”
“Wait a minute, this doesn’t work, you arm… … .”
Without even having time to wipe off the white cloudy liquid that had splashed onto his stomach, Yeo-woon pushed Ji-gu Yoon away with his foot. The thick and enormous penis naturally slipped out of the hole. The gaping hole twitched a couple of times before finally regaining its proper shape.
“… … .”
Really, it’s so stupid. Yeo-woon looked down at his fully erect penis, glistening with various fluids, and swallowed his saliva with a slightly tired expression. How that thing got all the way inside me was just a mystery to my body. He grabbed the confused Yoon Ji-gu by the shoulder, turned him around and made him sit on the bed.
“brother?”
“You hurt your arm.”
“… … yes? I’m fine. “It’s a little uncomfortable, but it’s no problem.”
“No, if it happens, you’ll be in big trouble.”
Yeo-woon climbed on top of Ji-gu Yoon and sat down on his abs.
“… … !”
Ji-gu Yoon seemed to have realized what Yeo-woon was about to do, and he took a deep breath. Yeo-woon sat on top of Yun Ji-gu and unbuttoned the shirt he had taken off earlier, one by one. As she unbuttoned her buttons one by one, her earlobes gradually became red. For a moment, Yun Ji-gu’s expression hardened. He looked up at Yeo-woon and asked.
“Brother, on your neck… .”
“huh?”
Yeowoon raised his hand and scratched his neck. Yun Ji-gu’s gaze wavered at the skin where red marks still remained. Yeo-woon said, tilting his head as he looked at Yun Ji-gu.
“why?”
“… … “What’s wrong with this?”
“this? “The seam allowances on the clothes are rough.”
“… … yes?”
“I got it as a birthday present from my brother, but I can’t throw away an intact shirt… . “Is it really itchy just wearing this?”
Yeowoon scratched his neck and laughed awkwardly. Only then did Jigu Yoon realize that it wasn’t a kiss mark or something, but a mark made by scratching concentratedly on just one spot. More than anything else, he felt relief first. He thought that someone else had secretly touched a place that even he had never left. Even if that were the case, I had absolutely no intention of breaking up with Lee Yeo-woon, but I was no longer upset. It was all my misunderstanding.
“But you.”
“yes?”
“Because the clothes are like this… .”
“… … ?”
“It feels like I’m fucking you at a cafe.”
“Ta, ta, what?!”
As he spoke while touching the name tag hanging on his chest, Ji-gu Yoon stuttered and took a deep breath.
“shocking. “Do you always think of me like that?”
“It’s cute… .”
“I can’t do it. “Brother, from now on, come to our cafe seven times a week.”
“… … “Don’t you want me to come every day?”
Yeo-woon played with Yun Ji-gu’s reddened ear, then came down to her neckline and grabbed her shoulder tightly. Then she lifted her free hand and placed it behind me. In the kitchen, Yoon Ji-gu ejaculated deep inside her, and the feeling of semen pouring down her thighs was unpleasant.
“Ugh… !”
Ji-gu Yoon, who had been treating Yeo-woon shamelessly and making noises, frowned and groaned. Yeowoon grabbed the penis that she couldn’t even fit in one hand and placed the hole on it. As she lowered her body in time with her inhales and exhales, she forced the large penis into her tight inner walls. As she reached the end, her lingering stomach became outlined and faintly shaded.
Yeo-woon, who slowly sat down on top of Yun Ji-gu, sighed and looked down at Yun Ji-gu as she felt herself coming in deeper than usual due to the nature of her posture. Yun Ji-gu was still as stiff as stone and had an expression as if he were dreaming. Is it that good? Yeo-woon smiled and shook Yoon Ji-gu’s hair. This way, there wouldn’t be any risk of reinforcing her injured arm, and it was because she had been bothered by the fact that she had ignored his words the last time he had begged her to do it.
When I kissed the corner of the red, sunken eye, strangely enough, there was a response from below. It was funny to see Yoon Ji-gu twitching all the way to his genitals. Are you going to cook again quickly like this? When Yeo-woon whispered as if to provoke him, Ji-gu Yun’s eyebrows rose up and he grabbed my waist with one hand and jerked his dick from below. They hugged each other. For a while, the room was filled with only the sounds of flesh clashing and moans.
***
“Tsk, there, good!”
“I like it too, hyung, huh, yes!”
I couldn’t tell how many hours it had already been. I sucked my lips all the time, which made them swollen and my voice became hoarse than usual. Because of her useless stamina and Yoon Ji-gu’s inability to control her strength because she was blinded by pleasure, there was a red bruise only on Yeo-woon’s left waist.
A while ago, I kept feeling itchy and tingling inside my stomach. It seemed similar to the sensation of ejaculating, but it was different somehow. Yeo-woon touched Yun Ji-gu’s lower abdomen and leaned her forehead against his shoulder. He had ejaculated in and out several times, and a hideous-sized penis was stuck firmly in the wet hole. After gently stroking the felt spot and the area around it, Yeo-woon turned his waist in a circular motion and rubbed it, and Yeo-woon hugged Ji-gu Yun, his body trembling. Jigu Yoon sticks out his tongue between his parted lips. Without hesitation, Yeowoon sucked his tongue.
Soon, Yoon Ji-gu ejaculated deep inside, and the semen that was already filled with it flowed out through the gap. Yoon Ji-gu moaned low and short and shallowly plunged himself into Yeo-woon. He says he’s fast, but does he really have no conscience? Yeowoon burst into laughter at the feeling of his body becoming hard again no matter how long it had been since he ejaculated. As I left him alone without stopping him, Yoon Ji-gu started rubbing his dick against my inner wall without realizing the extent of it.
“… … !”
It was then. Another tingling sensation came again. Even though I had been in a relationship with Yun Ji-gu countless times, this was the first time I felt this way. And Yeo-woon was a little afraid of that feeling. Her lingering scent was rubbing against Yun Ji’s abs, and she was dripping clear water. Her pleasure, which had been stimulating him sharply around her lower abdomen, is gradually becoming shorter in duration. Afraid of what felt like irregular electrical stimulation, Yeowoon muttered under his breath, his entire body exhausted.
“It’s Earth.”
“Ugh, why… ? huh, … Sigh!”
“I’m having a hard time. “I feel like my stomach is full.”
“yes? Haha, bro… .”
“ah! … … Hey, I didn’t say this to provoke you. “Let’s take a break for a moment, okay?”
I muttered as if pleading, but it was unclear whether he understood what I was saying. Yun Ji-gu was half entranced and closed his eyes blankly. Feeling that Yeo-woon was wide open and had no sense of sensation, he lifted himself up by placing his hand on Ji-gu Yoon’s chest. Yun Ji-gu, who had been still until then, made a pop sound and as soon as his penis came out of the hole, he grabbed Yeo-un’s waist and jerked him downward. He reflexively held Yeowoon tightly on top of me.
“Huh… … !”
Yeo-woon, who was sitting helplessly on Ji-gu Yun’s thighs, was shaking her chest as the penis was stabbing her exactly at the point she felt at the moment. Her senses, which had periodically stimulated her lingering emotions, poured out at once like a waterfall, sharply tearing the senses of her entire body. She lingered and for a moment she thought she had lost her mind.
All the muscles in my body contracted at once, and the heat surged. The weapon inside me, the cool air, and even the hot breath on my skin filled me with pleasure. My thighs trembled and goosebumps appeared on my skin. Yeowoon took a deep breath and closed his eyes, which were constantly trying to close. While I couldn’t come to my senses from the pleasure that hit me like a wave, tears poured down my face.
“omg… !”
“Ugh, wow, bro, what’s wrong, come to your senses…” ah!”
My inner walls were all writhing and my genitals were clenching. Yeo-woon, who had a mesmerized expression on his face as if he had lost his mind, collapsed on top of me and trembled. Yun Ji-gu, who suddenly hugged him, also gasped. … … Come on? Lee Yeo-woon’s penis was still swollen and was rubbing against his stomach. Ji-gu Yoon was taken aback by the lingering feeling of a more violent reaction than when he ejaculated even though he did not ejaculate.
The stimulation suddenly applied to my genitals, which had barely ejaculated, was too much. Suddenly, a feeling similar to a urinary tract came to me. I was afraid that my inner walls were chewing so hard that I would cum inside again. Ji-gu Yoon forcibly grabbed Yeo-woon’s waist and lifted her up. Because the muscles were so contracted, it was not easy to even remove a finger length.
It was then. Yeo-woon shook his head and hugged Yoon Ji-gu. His legs became weak, and he sat down on his penis, which was barely free, and pressed his lips against Yun Ji-ji’s cheek.
“No, no, bro, wait a minute.”
“Huh, huh.”
“I want to go to the bathroom.”
“Ugh… .”
“Brother, let it go. “I’m really in a hurry!”
So far, I have ejaculated before Yeo-woon Lee dozens of times. I’m used to being teased for cumming quickly, but peeing inside him is a different story. It would be a hundred times better to be called premature ejaculation. If that happened, Ji-gu Yoon might have to leave this world in shame. Yeo-woon Lee was clinging to me with all her might, even though her body had lost all strength.
“no… !”
Throughout the process of Yeo-woon catching his breath and finally coming to his senses, Ji-gu Yoon was flexing his thighs and trying to hold back the urge to urinate. However, he couldn’t resist the small twitching and stimulating inner walls of his genitals, and ended up doing something even an elementary school student wouldn’t do.
The inner wall of the afterglow was filled with a liquid that resembled warm water. A stream of water shot out, hitting the inner wall hard. Yeowoon’s eyes widened at the large amount of semen and the unfamiliar feeling. Thin, transparent liquid mixed with thin semen leaked out.
“… … .”
“… … .”
There was a moment of silence. Yeowoon was speechless and closed his eyes. What was even more surprising than that was Yun Ji-gu. He said, “Fuck, fuck.” He muttered, and then, unable to overcome his shame, his face became red and he began to cry. The large penis slipped out, bounced, and hit Yun Ji-gu’s stomach. The liquid that flows down without stopping is clearly… .
“Uh, fuck you… .”
“… … are you okay! “Earth, I’m fine!”
“Ugh… … .”
“It’s okay, just breathe. huh?”
It was natural that no more tears would come out after all the crying, but Yun Ji-gu shook her shoulders and shed heavy tears again. Yeo-woon couldn’t even meet his gaze and tried to comfort the sobbing Yoon Ji-gu, but inside she kept some distance from him. To be honest, it was too shocking for me to immediately understand Yun Ji-gu, who had offended me, let alone anywhere else… .
I got goosebumps as I could clearly feel the water-like liquid flowing down my thighs. Ji-gu Yoon was speechless in shock as he moved to the bathroom and took out everything inside.
What was really strange was that even though he was like this, he liked Yun Ji-gu. And who else can handle a kid like this other than me? Yeowoon decided to embrace even his mistakes.
The sound of water in the bathroom stopped only in the late morning.
***
When I finally calmed down and came out of the bathroom, Yeowoon was sitting on the newly made bed and fiddling with her phone. Her heart started pounding again as she took out her t-shirt from her closet and put it on. Ji-gu Yoon raised his hand and pressed it to his chest. The strong heartbeat in her palm was beating only towards the lingering emotions. It was surprising that the top that fit me perfectly felt a little too big for her Yeo-un.
“Brother, why did you lose your coupling ring!”
“oh my.”
Yeo-woon rolled over to the edge of the bed to avoid Yoon Ji-gu. Ji-gu Yoon pretended to be angry, raised his eyes and grabbed Yeo-woon’s hand and dragged him away. The lingering feeling that came without resistance made me laugh. He acted calmly as if nothing had happened a moment ago. He still felt like biting his tongue, but he wondered if Yeo-woon really had no idea or if he was just pretending not to notice.
He put his phone down next to the bed. His eyes were half closed, as if he was falling asleep. Yun Ji-gu hesitated for a moment and asked in a low voice.
“Can you change my name?”
“Change your name?”
“No, that’s not it. … … “I put a heart after my brother’s name.”
“ah… That’s what it sounds like. “Of course.”
Yeowoon brought back the phone he had put down and checked the saved contacts. Unlike mine, Yeowoon had hundreds of contacts saved on his phone. I wonder why so many people know about it, and things like this made me jealous. The scroll went down for a while, and it wasn’t until about halfway that Yoon Ji-gu’s name appeared. Ji-gu Yoon was relieved to learn that other people’s names were not marked with any special marks and were only stored as three letters.
“Change it to what?”
“Let’s get the last name out of the way first.”
“huh.”
Yeo-woon and Sun-sun erased their last names, turning ‘Yoon Ji-gu’ into ‘Ji-gu’. Yun Ji-gu, who abandoned his parents’ surname, was not satisfied with this.
“Please just put two hearts on the back.”
“That’s a bit… but…” . “It’s hard to answer the phone when you’re with people at work.”
“Why is that difficult?”
“You always call me at company dinners, and when people see me, they’ll make fun of me for an hour, asking if you’re my lover. “Then it’s annoying.”
That made sense. All eyes are focused on Lee Yeo-woon for an entire hour. That shouldn’t happen. It would be a big deal if someone other than me found out that Lee Yeo-woon was pretty. Yun Ji-gu thought for a moment and spoke bluntly.
“Then add the emoticon you want to add.”
“Uhm… .”
Yeowoon was searching the keyboard as if it was more difficult, but at some point he thought, ‘This is it,’ and chose the emoticon without hesitation.
‘Earth★’
“how is it?”
Yeo-woon looked back at Yoon Ji-gu and gave him an expectant look. Ji-gu Yun, who was trying to scold him and ask him what this was, could only nod his head as soon as he could make eye contact with him. He didn’t really like it, but he seemed to have to be satisfied with the fact that it was the only name with a special symbol among its three bleak letters.
“But why bother telling me and changing it? “It didn’t matter if you changed it however you wanted.”
“Your password is on.”
“password? “It’s your birthday?”
“… … yes?”
“It’s 0709. “You can look.”
Change your password to my birthday… Did you do it? The moment he heard those words, an emotion similar to embarrassment appeared on Jigu Yoon’s face. Lee Yeo-woon, who set my birthday as a password without saying anything, was a really strange person. Yun Ji-gu thought that no matter what he did to me, thinking about this moment, she would be able to forgive him. After realizing that all the misunderstandings were just useless worries, I felt relieved. And what was left was disappointment and sorry for myself for not believing in Yeo-woon.
“I’m sorry for the misunderstanding. I am… … .”
“what. “I won’t hide anything from you from now on.”
“… … I did it because I was anxious. I’m afraid my brother is tired of me. I think my brother can live well without me… . Because I’m not. That’s not possible, I… .”
Jigu Yoon spoke gibberish. Just before he fell into the abyss of shoveling again, Yeowoon unexpectedly pulled his cheek and brought him back to reality. Yun Ji-gu, whose cheek was pulled hard, forced Yeo-woon into eye contact.
“I told you, I will never tire of you.”
“Absolutely not.”
“I never throw away anything that comes into my hands.”
“What if you get used to it? So, if I get bothered… . “What should I do if I get sick of it and want to throw it away?”
Ji-gu Yoon knew that he was behaving poorly. He hated seeing himself like this. Even though he knew it, he had a gut feeling that he had to tell the story now. Yeowoon tilted her head at what I said and asked.
“I’m used to it, so why throw it away? Once you get used to it, it’s yours from then on. Then you have to save it, why bother?”
“… … .”
“I will never abandon you, Earth.”
Yeo-woon said the words that Ji-gu Yun had been hoping for. The moment Yoon Ji-gu heard those words, he felt relieved that Yeo-woon would truly take responsibility for him until the end. His words were like magic. With just one word, a person’s mood goes between hell and heaven, so it’s all said and done. My life is already over. Whether I wanted it or not, I gave my whole life to Yeo-woon Lee.
“So don’t be anxious.”
“yes.”
“Are you done now?”
“yes.”
“then… .”
“B-but what should I do if I still feel anxious?”
Yun Ji-gu was embarrassed that he kept pouting at his words, so he just glanced at Yeo-woon. Yeo-woon did not laugh at himself as an idiot and thought about it seriously. He blinked his pretty eyes, thought for a moment, and told me the conclusion he had come to.
“Then tell me honestly that you’re dying of anxiety. “Like today.”
“Can I tell you?”
“then. Just start a fight. “After we fight about it, let’s resolve it like we did today.”
“… … Are you fighting?”
Yeowoon nodded his head slowly.
“We were strangers not long ago, and our personalities and ways of thinking are very different. So, of course, as you go along, disagreements and misunderstandings may arise.”
“But you can’t not fight… ?”
“And then it piled up. This is a process of understanding and adjusting to each other. So that we can be more comfortable… .”
“… … .”
“I’ll try my best too, Earth.”
Surprisingly, those words made me feel a lot more at ease. Fighting no longer seemed to have only negative connotations. As you live, you experience things naturally. It was like the price it took for people to learn from each other.
“all right.”
“love you.”
“… … .”
Just hearing this makes me cry again. Why is it that I love you? The more you listen to it, the more you become accustomed to it and the more precious it becomes. Those words were more reassuring than any other answer.
me too. me too.
Ji-gu Yoon swallowed the words he couldn’t say due to his throat being blocked, and nodded, holding Yeo-woon’s hand tightly.
“good night.”
“huh. “My brother too.”
“Dream of me?”
“Da, don’t tangle your legs.”
“no.”
“Oh really.”
Anyway, even if he attacked again now, he had absolutely no intention of dealing with it, so he only chose to do things to provoke people. Yeowoon soon fell asleep first. He fell asleep right away, perhaps because it was well past his usual bedtime.
“… … .”
Yun Ji-gu turned to his right and looked at Yeo-woon’s sleeping face for a long time. Even while he was asleep, he didn’t let go of my hand. Yun Ji-gu felt like crying for no reason, so he rubbed his cheek against Yeo-woon’s hand.
‘It’s warm.’
The heat that had gathered in my chest spread gently. The lingering feeling makes me want to become more mature. She makes you want to change. I still couldn’t believe how this person came to me.
***
Tilong.
Jigu Yoon suddenly opened his eyes to the unfamiliar sound effect. As soon as she opened her eyes, I saw a lingering sight of her with her legs tied to me and moaning. Ji-gu Yoon gently lowered Yeo-woon’s upturned leg in his sleep. Only then did I feel disgusted at the lingering sight of her relaxed expression, as if she was at ease.
Tilong.
“… … ?”
It was the same sound effect again. Anyway, why is this the only thing that opens my eyes? Yun Ji-gu found it strange that his vision was only half as wide as usual, and turned his head towards the sound.
‘5 answers have been registered to ㅁㄴㅇㄹ(dldud****)’s question.’
The identity of the sound was Lee Yeo-woon’s cell phone. Ji-gu Yoon walked over Yeo-woon’s body, sat on the edge of her bed, and clicked on the notification on her phone. A message popped up asking me to unlock the main screen to confirm. When I entered my birthday, ‘0709’, on the empty window, the lock was unlocked and the Internet window filled the screen.
Ji-gu Yoon’s expression, who had been scrolling mindlessly, suddenly hardened.
[Inner Strength 500] [Adult] My lover can’t urinate during sex.
Hello, I am writing this because I have been worried about my sex life recently… .
My lover is a healthy adult male who is 24 years old and will soon be 25 years old.
It’s no different, she usually does it four or five times a day without any problems and has no problems with her sex life at all, but today it seemed like her lover suddenly urinated during intercourse. .;;
In fact, we had been misunderstanding for over a week and today we reconciled and started a relationship, but I am worried that psychological issues may have been at play. To be honest, I was a little surprised, but there was no strange smell and my lover was very embarrassed, so I reassured him that it was okay.
But even while showering, he doesn’t make eye contact with me and looks intimidated. Perhaps the psychological aspect was burdening you while you were going through a difficult time? I only had to cum once, but it’s not a baby and I’m worried about what will happen if it continues like this. I can’t tell you it’s okay every time that happens… . Actually, I’m not okay either.
Is there a problem with my boyfriend’s health? Is this urinary incontinence? Can urinary incontinence suddenly occur during intercourse? Is it normal to have urinary incontinence even with an erection? I’m curious if there are any good foods or exercise methods.
And I guess I should say that it would be a good idea to go to the hospital, right?
“… … .”
Fuck!
Ji-gu Yoon swallowed a curse in his mind to avoid breaking the lingering mood. He had treated me like nothing had happened yesterday, but it seemed like he was pretending to be out of consideration and concern. In fact, he was so embarrassed that he cared so much that he wanted to die. Why are there so many answers to this question?
⤷ [Answer] Re: My lover is in a relationship… .
Hello, you were curious about urinary incontinence!
Urinary incontinence refers to the involuntary flow of urine when abdominal pressure suddenly increases. There are many ways to relieve urinary incontinence. It is recommended to lose weight that increases abdominal pressure, control water intake, and strengthen pelvic muscles through Kegel exercises. (Source: Rootwiki)
There were also answers that pasted information roughly scraped from the Internet.
⤷ [Answer] Re: My lover is in a relationship… .
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⤷ [Answer] Re: My lover is in a relationship… .
Break up. What kind of sex can you have with a guy who can’t even take a break? Because I did it. Tsk…
If it were me, I would have broken up a hundred times.
“Aren’t you going to delete the answer?”
This dog was the worst. What is breaking up! My brother says it’s okay, but this bastard knows nothing and knows how to talk as he pleases. Ji-gu Yoon looked for a function to delete replies by scrolling up and down, but unfortunately, such a thing did not exist yet. However, reporting was possible, so all applicable items were checked one by one and reported ten times.
⤷ [Answer] Re: My lover is in a relationship… .
I know because I’m a guy, but you’re a total dick;;;
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That’s because the bulal melted and mixed into the ash;;?
Now your boyfriend has become a eunuch.
Crazy guy… .
⤷ [Answer] Re: My lover is in a relationship… .
Hello, this is <No Specialist>, the #1 answer in the #Urology category.
In any case, if urine-like liquid suddenly came out during intercourse and it did not have a distinctive odor, there is a possibility that it was not urine. It is also called fountain or male squatting, and for men it is closer to love juice than urine. Although it is extremely rare, it is a symptom that often occurs in men as well.
It looks like your boyfriend was in a bad mood~ (*^^*)
It’s not urine, and there’s nothing wrong with your health, so you don’t have to worry.
“… … uh?”
Ji-gu Yoon, who had reported all the previously registered answers, was agitated when he saw the only answer that contained any information. As I read it, I thought it might be possible. This person must be an expert. A doctor or an acquaintance of a doctor. Anyway, I was able to bet that Jihyuk Yoon was someone who worked in the medical field. In less than a minute after reading the article, Ji-gu Yoon came to have blind faith in the respondent and shook the lingering spirits awake.
“Brother, wake up. brother? Wake up. brother. brother? brother!”
“… what?”
Yeo-woon looked up at herself with sleepy eyes, pulled the blanket up a little more and muttered.
“My lover, the carp is done.”
“Me?”
“Is it because you cried so much yesterday? “Your eyes are really swollen, you.”
“… … !”
oh my god. When told that he was swollen, Yoon Ji-gu, who always cautioned that he should only show his handsome appearance, hurriedly squatted down, hiding his face in his arms. If I had known this would happen, I would have gone out and washed my face and come back to wake him up, but I was so distracted that I didn’t think of that. Yeo-woon didn’t pay any attention to Yun Ji-gu’s flustering behavior, and the corners of his mouth became watery as if he was so funny.
“What were you doing?”
“Ah, this. I woke up because I heard a strange sound… .”
Ji-gu Yoon made an excuse that he had never secretly searched Yeo-woon’s cell phone and held it out to Yeo-woon. Yeowoon half-raised his body and picked up his cell phone. He slowly scrolled down and began to read the answers.
“There’s everything… .”
It was a voice that seemed amazed at learning new information. Yun Ji-gu was so embarrassed that he wiggled his toes and cleared his throat. Yeowoon slowly read all of her answers, then placed her phone down on her bed and mumbled in her sleep.
“I heard you didn’t pee.”
“… … “Of course!”
“thank god… .”
I was really worried because I thought it was because of me. She mumbled that she was worried about herself even as she lingered and opened her mouth to yawn. She felt a tickle in her chest as if she had a feather inside her since the morning.
“Come on.”
“oh!”
“Let’s sleep a little longer… .”
I’m feeling sleepy. Yeo-woon lay down on the bed again, hugging Yun Ji-gu, and closed his eyes. Yun Ji-gu was hugged by him, lying as stiff as a piece of wood, and his face blushed.
Today was truly the best Christmas Eve of my life!
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